Hand in hand, fingers intertwined together you and Jimin walked towards his grandmother's grave. Jimin was feeling very sentimental right now. He squeezed your hand as you both stopped near it. He stood there for a moment in silence and then slowly let go of your hand when you gave a nod. 

"Hey Mrs. Park." he says in a heavy voice smiling sadly. Your heart twisted as he kneel down and gently run his hand over the marble stone after placing the flower bunch down. "How have you been?" he whispers tears stinging his eyes but he quickly wiped them away because he promised you and himself to show that he is happy and not make it sad. 

"I'm sorry for visiting you so late. To be honest I really didn't have the strength to come visit you earlier. It's because of the disappointing things I have done in the past. I was so ashamed of myself but now I have changed. I've become a better man Halme. And I'm here to tell you and promise you that I will never disappoint you again. I will always be a better man for you and for her." Jimin says turning his head towards you while offering his hand. 

You slowly take his hand smiling softly. You were feeling proud and happy of him as he brings you closer. "Mrs. Park, I want you to meet Y/n. The girl who changed me and pulled me into the light. The girl who gave me courage to come and face you putting my past aside." he says looking at you with a soft sweet smile. your heart skipped a beat when you looked at him. 

Smiling sweetly you touched the stone gently and bowed your head down to show respect. "Hello Mrs. Park. I have heard so much about you from your grandson." you say holding Jimin's hand tighter. "I must say that he loves you a lot and you are really lucky to have him. And I'm very thankful to you for raising such a wonderful person. Jimin never agrees but he is the best I have ever met and I'm proud of him. I'm sure you are too. I will do my best to keep your grandson happy and stick with him during his every ups and downs." You look at Jimin and he was looking at you with so much adoration in his eyes. You could tell that he was feeling warm and happy. 

"Since it's been so long,  I'll leave you two to talk for a while. I bet Jimin has a lot to say to you. I hope the place you are now at is filled with wonderful things and happiness. I'll come visit you sometime again. Good bye Mrs. Park." you bid farewell and leave Jimin alone with his grandma.

Jimin couldn't help but smile as he watched you walk further away to the bench that was placed under a tree. His heart felt warm and he admired you more. "She is amazing isn't she." he says turning back to touch his grandmas headstone. A smile tugged his lips as he spoke. 

"I hope you liked Y/n. She is just like you halme. She is so beautiful, so good and so kind. I no longer have to wear a mask of being happy because she makes me happy. She mend my every broken piece together. And I love her Halme. I'm so in love with her." Jimin finally confessed it out loud for the first time to his loving grandma while looking at you from afar. He felt his heart dancing and it was making him feel so good and euphoric.

"But keep it as a secret for now." he says playfully placing a finger to his lips. "I haven't told her yet. I'm not sure if she feels the same but I'm going to confess to her tomorrow. I'll have to take her to a nice place and do it like a man. Like how grandpa confessed to you." he smiles remembering his grandparents love story that his grandma would always tell him about in the past. 

Jimin never thought he will be able to love someone again because of the way he loved his ex. For him she was his only love until you came along. He was so scared to love again, but you broke him free from his chains and showed him that it's ok. You showed him not everyone is the same. You showed him that he was worth everything and being broken yourself, you trusted him and choose to be with him. He realized that he has been in love with you for a long time, but his stupid caged heart was too stubborn to accept it.

After pouring his heart out and telling everything to his grandma he felt so light. He is in pure bliss. He was so glad that he found courage to come see his grandma and talk to her.  After bidding farewell, Jimin walked towards you with a big hearty smile. You looked up at him fluttering his heart.    

"Hey.. did you have a good talk?" you ask standing up to get to him.

"Yes I did. I feel great." he say to you and surprise you with a sudden kiss to your cheek. "Thanks for coming with me."

"Anything for you Jimin." you blushed a little looking adorable. He couldn't contain his tingling heart, so he cupped your neck running his thumb over your face and pulled you into a loving deep kiss. He poured his heart into it and you returned it with same passion making him feel loved.

You were left breathless when Jimin broke away from the heart melting kiss he just gave. You felt sparks and love in it. This kiss was so different, so warm and so beautiful. It was just so tantalizing. For some reason that kiss and the way he was looking at you, got your hopes up. You felt like there will be a future together where you can be lovers, taking another step in this relationship.   

"Let's go on a lunch date." Jimin says taking your hand in his. You beamed when he mentioned it as a date and gave a nod making him smile brightly with his eyes turning into beautiful crescent moons. He gave a peck to your nose making you scrunch it. You both giggled happily and walked towards the car to go on your date.

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After coming home and washing up you changed into comfortable clothes and decided to watch something on the TV. You snuggled up in your couch and flipped through the channels till you decided on Running Man. A reality show that always make you laugh. You are feeling so happy and light. Everything seems so perfect and you are hopelessly in love with Jimin. You feel so blessed to have two amazing men in your life.

Thinking of Jungkook you wondered if he wants to hang out later in the evening. You really are in a good mood and you want to have a great time with your best friend. So you grabbed your phone and texted him.

You - Fried chicken and beer? My treat 🍻

My Kookie - Hell yes. 😋

You - Cool. Come over when you are done with work. I'm at home. 

You waited for him to reply but he didn't. Must be busy, You thought and put your phone away to focus on the show. It didn't even take 10 minutes your doorbell rang. A big smile crossed your face when you saw who it was. 

"Aren't we suppose to hang late in the evening." you say as Jungkook entered when you opened the door for him.

"You said come after work but today is my off day." he says casually walking in to settle himself on the couch.

You smiled and joined him, spending time with him  always makes you happy regardless the time. "Besides it's already past four. Great time to drink and chill." He says grabbing the remote to search for a movie on Netflix.

"True. Should I place the order now then?" You ask smiling.

"What are you waiting for." he smiles and grab your phone from the coffee table to hand it over to you. You shook your head smiling and scrolled through your phone finding a good place to order.

Jungkook had ton of work to do at home but when he received the text from you, he didn't hesitate to drop everything and come see you. He wanted to spend more and more time with you to show you how crazily in love he is with you. 

His heart twitched when your hand brushed against his. It's not like he haven't held your hand countless times before, but now with all these feelings it just felt different and exciting. "What do you want to watch?" he asks to tone down his beating heart. 

"Hmmm... let's do a random. I'm fine with anything." you say and Jungkook flashed his cute bunny smile making you soft.

"Ok then. Random it is." he says and you both settled in comfortably as he played the movie. Jungkook took your hand in his making it warm. His hands have always been so healing and warm for you. They would magically comfort you and give you sense of protection always.     

You were already on the second movie as Jungkook finished his third can of beer while you were still at your second. The movie was so consuming that you had your eyes glued on the TV. Jungkook was finding it interesting too because he kept on passing comments on various scenes.

"Oh god.. How can he even do that to his own wife. How can he continuously cheat like that even after getting caught and treat her like shit." you say annoyed at the male lead. 

"That's what happens when you marry a heartless manhoe." Jungkook says in an amused tone.

"Geez.. I hope I don't cross paths with such psychos in real life." you say shaking your head.

"Oh but you are working for one." he says sarcastically. You rolled your eyes and kept quiet not wanting to create a scene even though it got you upset a little.

"I feel bad for his future wife if he ever gets married because he is also the type that can't keep it in his pants." he says not wanting to let go.

"Oh yeah. how would you know that?" you ask getting irritated.

"Oh everyone around him knows that. Given his history it's impossible for him to stick to one girl. Do you even have any idea how many girls he have fucked and destroyed." Jungkook chuckles enjoying hating on Jimin. He was tipsy and you can feel it but you couldn't held your mouth back either.

"People change. Regardless his past, he is a good person and a loyal one too." you say in his defense.

"Pfft.. Loyal my ass. Men like Park Jimin can't love y/n. Even if they find someone temporary it's only a matter of time that they will get fed up and move on. He is the type to easily get attracted to beautiful women and seduce them till he gets what he wants." he was being rude and that pissed you off. Jimin is not like that.

"Shut up. He is not like that ok. Don't talk about Jimin when you don't know anything about him." you say angrily pulling your hand away from him. 

"Why are you so worked up about him. It's all facts." Jungkook started getting irritated as well as his voice got deep. 

"Yes he used to fuck girls. So what. It's not like you haven't. Besides he never raped them and he is a fucking adult who is allowed to have sex if the partner has no problem with it. It's not like he is a criminal committing a crime. You know only half of the truth. You don't know what he has been through or why he was like that." you say fuming now not wanting to meet Jungkook's eyes.

"Oh and you do. Because he told you." he say turning completely towards you. Looking around you angrily grabbed your hair tie and tied your hair up ignoring him. Even before you could bring your hand down Jungkook grabbed it and pulled it down making you look at him. 

His eyebrows furrowed and his jaw clenched. You could see shock, pain and anger clouding his face as he looked at you with disturbed eyes. "Are those hickeys?" his voice came out broken and his grip around your wrist got tightened when you covered it with your other hand. 

You looked away pulling your hand from his grip. It's not like you did anything wrong but you couldn't help but feel guilty. You were unable to meet Jungkook's eyes. It's not that you are ashamed of it, it's because you have been hiding everything from him.

"It's him, isn't it? That's why you are so fucking defensive over him." he says furiously standing up. 

"How can you fucking let this happen. I warned you many times. How could you do this." Jungkook stood there his hands on his hair not knowing where to look before turning to look at you. His eyes were red and his anger was turning to pain. He didn't know how to react.

"It's not like what you think. He is different than what you say. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier. I wanted to but I knew you would over react like this." your voice came out small.

"Over react? Over react... Y/n are you telling me that this has been going on for a while. Are you really sleeping with him?" his voice was shaking and you didn't understand why was he so upset.

"Jungkook we are together, it's been a while now. I'm sorry I kept this from you but I can no longer hear you dissing him without knowing him."

"Together? It's a joke right? You can't do that. You can't be with someone else. Specially not with that bastard." Jungkook looks at you with pleading eyes to tell him that you are joking but you couldn't do that.

"Jungkook please listen to me. He is not bad. He cares for me and treats me right. He makes me happy." you say standing up and getting closer to him feeling frustrated.

"Then what about me?" he raised his voice making you flinch a little. "What about me then Y/n? Can't you see what I feel for you? Can't you see how much I care for you.... can't you see I... have been waiting for you." His voice lowered with each question and his eyes got filled with tears. 

You were taken aback by his sudden confession. Your heart twisted not knowing how to react. Your best friend, your family, the guy who meant the world to you was in front of you in tears saying something that didn't make sense and disapproving the man you love.

"Jungkook what are you saying? You have Joy." you manage to say.

"Joy and I broke up Y/n." he says turning his back to you, his head hung low. He was trying to control his emotions and that hurt you. You hurt him. You are hurting Jungkook and wanted all of this to stop. Just few moments ago you were so happy but now you are sad, hurt and angry. The argument went on for while as you both tried to reason with each other. You tried your best to make him understand but the more you took Jimin's side, the more angry and hurt he got. First time in your life you both are yelling at each other and it felt like stabs to your heart. The argument continued to the point where it came to choose between the two. 

You got quiet as tears flowed down your cheeks, nothing you would say will make things any better. You wanted to ask him why he is doing this, why now but you didn't have the guts to do it. Jungkook let out a painful sigh and turned to you. He came closer to you and placed his hands on your shoulder and lowered his face to yours. His teary red eyes searched yours. You wanted to hug him and cry and beg him to not to do this but your world stilled when he really asked it.

"Is it me or him?" 

"P-please.. Please don't do this Jungkook." you pleaded.

 "Is it me or him, Y/n?" his grip on your shoulder got tighter. 

"Please don't make me choose." your heart pained to look at him.

"Why? Why is a person like him so important?" He questions not understanding why you are like this when he is trying to protect you. Jungkook hates Jimin so much because he destroyed one of his friend's relationship by fucking his girl and leaving her the next second. It completely wrecked the girl and his friend. And he don't want you to be one of his victims. He wanted to know why you are defensive of him and even willing to fight your best friend because of him.   

"Because.. I.. I-I love him Jungkook." 

Ones those words left your mouth, his whole world came crashing down. His hands dropped from your shoulder and he took a step back from you. He couldn't believe that the only time you decided to fall in love, you fell for Jimin. Jungkook felt his heart breaking, the girl who he loves so much was never going to be his and was going to end up getting hurt. He really couldn't bare it anymore, he wanted to get away. The tears he tried to hold back so hardly betrayed him and escaped his eyes. 

"Good. I hope he returns your love." With that said you watched Jungkook walk out as you stood frozen. Part of you wanted to stop him but a part of you wanted to leave him alone. You knew nothing was going to fix this painful confusing mess.   

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Hey guys just wanted to let you know I'll be updating with breaks of 2 days here after. I feel like I'm rushing to update because u guys r waiting so the chapters might be disappointing. Sorry abt that.

Anyways take care my loves ♥️