Taking the right turn you stopped in front of Jimin's house. Earlier he looked distant and troubled. He didn't talk much and went home early. You knew something was not right and you wanted to check on him and see if he was ok.

Both of his cars were parked in so you knew he was at home. Without taking anymore time you went in. He was not out in the living space, so you went to the bedroom he was not there either. You checked all the places but he was just not there. Your worries grew as you wondered where he could be at, and then it hit you. There was only one place left and that was his dance studio. He would always dance when he is upset or have a lot in his mind. 

You entered the studio but that was empty too. Where is he? Your eyes went towards the small room in the studio. You haven't stepped a foot inside of it after that day. It's a place where Jimin held his past memories and a place where he broke down in front of you and a place where you both got aggressive with each other. You let out a sigh and decided to check there as well.

You froze when you saw Jimin crouched down in a corner and sobbing with his face buried in his hands. Photos which were on the shelf was now on the floor around him. Without any hesitation you quickly went and wrapped your arms around him.   

"Jimin.. It's ok.. It's ok.. Whatever it is.. it's going to be fine. I'm here." you say softly pulling him to your chest. You felt him relax in your embrace as he took a deep breath as if he is breathing you in. You brushed your fingers through his hair as you held him close to you. Your heart was paining to see him like this. You wondered what happened and how you didn't notice that he was not fine all these days.

You looked down at his feet and you felt a painful tug in your heart when you saw the picture of his ex sitting on his lap. Is he still not over her? Does he still love her? Is this why he is crying? Does he miss her? You wanted to question him but you had no right to do it. You are not his girlfriend nor his lover. He hasn't given you the right to meddle in his life and choices. But tears stings your eyes because you love him. You love him so much that you don't want him to be in pain and also you wished that someday he would be able to let go of her and see you. 

"I miss her y/n." He spoke after few seconds, his breathing and voice heavy. Your heart was about to burst because you were right. He misses her and this is because of her. You didn't know what to say. It felt unfair but then he spoke again.

"I don't know how to face her tomorrow. It's been six years now. I haven't visited her once after leaving six years ago." he chokes a little and what he said left you confused. You tried to pull away to look at him but he quickly wrapped his arms around you and pulled you on top of him, making you straddle him. Hiding his face in the crook of your neck he hugged you tightly.

"Ever since I lost her, I feel so lonely and broken. I always saw her smiling and happy." he says finally leaning back so you could see his face. He was red from crying and the pain was clearly visible in his tears filled eyes. He looked down to his hand and you noticed another photo that he was holding onto. It was a picture of an old lady and Jimin back in the days. You instantly understood that he was talking about his grandma. His pain felt like yours as tears threatened to fall.

"It's my grandmas birthday tomorrow and my heart is not letting me go see her because I'm ashamed of myself y/n. My past ruined me. She ruined me." he says angrily staring down at the picture near him which was of his ex. 

"Because of my past I'm unable to see someone so pure as my grandma. A person who loved me so much. I'm such an embarrassment, she never raised me to be this." he says finally looking at you. His broken heart was so obvious. You felt like someone stabbing you seeing and hearing him. You hated the bitch who made him feel like this about himself. You hated her more than anything. How could someone take advantage of a vulnerable person and break him more.  

"Jimin don't say that. You are so not an embarrassment. You are so amazing and you need to realize that. It's true that you have scars from your past and so do I. But not all scars are bad. It's never too late to turn them into something beautiful. Please don't let your past drag you down and hold you from the good that you think you don't deserve. Jimin, You are perfect.. You are so perfect to me and you deserve so much more." you say cupping his face.  

But he shakes his head refusing to believe anything. "No you don't understand. I'm not perfect and it hurts. It hurts. Everyone leaves me, the people I love deeply always leaves me. And one day you will leave m-" he was about to break into tears again, so you quickly hugged him and cut him off. "Baby don't, Please."

You felt Jimin still for a second and so did you. It was the first time you called him baby showing your affection as you couldn't control your emotions. But you didn't care about it right now as you tried to comfort the man you love. 

"Don't speak nonsense Jimin. I will never leave you. I'm here for you. I'm here with you. You don't ever have to feel lonely anymore. And don't hate yourself because you are not a bad person. I don't know why you always think that but believe me you are a great man." You unwrap your arms to lean back and look at him.

"I care for you Jimin, I care a lot. You are someone so important and special to me. The fact that you think like this about yourself hurts me a lot. You are no longer a fuckboy or a guy who have bad intentions. You strayed for a while and you had your reasons. You couldn't control your emotions but you never did anything to hurt anyone. You never forced anything nor did you give hopes and break hearts. So why are you hard on yourself. This is not something to be ashamed of and I'm sure your grandma will understand." you say wiping away another tear that was rolling down from his eyes.

 "She never left you alone Jimin. She was always in here with you and loving you every single day." You say taking his hand and placing it on his heart. "And please don't runaway from your pain. Just go ahead and face it. Go see your grandma and tell her that you have become a better man. Tell her that you will never disappoint her again and tell her how much you miss her and love her so that she knows how lucky she is to have you." 

Jimin's jaw clenched as he held your neck and pulled you into him. "I care about you a lot too Y/n. You are my princess, my baby, my only source of hope and happiness in my dark life. You are the light that pulled me out of the darkness. You are the only person I can openly claim as mine because that's how much you have earned my trust. You mean a lot to me baby, you are my strength, the one who gets me through everything." he looks at you as his voice got softer. His eyes searched your tear filled eyes and cupped your cheek to caress your skin. Your heart was beating fast at the moment. 

"I.. I need you Y/n. I need you now and for always. And I would be grateful if you could come see my grandma with me tomorrow. You told me to tell her that I am a better man now, so I would like to introduce her the person who made me a better man." He say wiping a tear running down your cheek, finally giving you a heart warming soft smile. Your heart fluttered million times. He wanted to introduce you to someone so precious to him and of course you couldn't say no. In fact you would love to pay a visit and show your respect to the person who raised the man you love to be this wonderful person.

"I would love to." you say softly smiling back.

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It was past midnight and Jimin was unable to sleep. He have so much going on in life and he still felt like he was not ready to visit his grandma. It was going to be hard but knowing that you will be there comforted him.

He looked at your sleeping figure next to him. A small smile tugged his lips seeing your beautiful face. It was you that keeps him going. He has reached to a point that he couldn't live without you anymore. Never in his wildest dreams he thought that he will ever feel anything for another girl but here you are consuming him and his soul.

He used to be a man tormented by his past and consumed by his sins but you saved him. He no longer had to wear a mask of being happy because with you he really is happy. Jimin knows that very well and he trusts you with all of his heart. He is conflicted with his deep growing feelings for you. Deep down he knows he wants more because he can feel what you both have is so pure and true. Sometimes you make him so vulnerable and also feel loved. He is changing, he is changing because of you and for you. 

He traced his fingers lightly over your cheek. Earlier when you wrapped him up in your arms as he cried made him feel like he is in a safe heaven. Then he realized that you are his safe heaven. He gently dragged his finger along the corner of your lips, feeling your calm breathing. His heart stopped when you called him baby earlier. He wants to hear it often and he wanted to tell you that, but then he wanted it to come from your heart like earlier. He was completely smitten by you and he knew it. He kissed your cheek gently and walked out of the room after putting on a shirt.

Jimin grabbed a glass of whiskey and went into his study. He sat down on his couch and let out a heavy sigh. Everything was so silent but he didn't feel lonely anymore. He took a sip as he remembered how you placed your hand along with his to his heart and said all those comforting words. He laid his head back and stared up at the ceiling as his mind was filled with you. 

He looked towards the door as he heard light footsteps and soon you entered the study. His heart started beating so fast seeing you. Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was just you. Jimin didn't know what it was but you always make him weak. You leaned against the door frame looking incredibly sexy in the short silk nightdress. You are a goddess that always took his breath away. 

You looked at the undeniably handsome man seated on the couch with a drink on his hand and thighs spread out. His shirt was unbuttoned as his mouth watering toned body shined under the night light coming from the huge windows.

"Baby?" he whispered with concern. "Did I wake you?"

"Not really. I wanted some water but you were not there. So I came to check on you." you say with longing in your eyes.

"Come here." He called putting out a hand for you making you smile. Once you took it, carefully he pulled you closer making you sit on his lap. He smiled dreamily as he cradled you in his arms. "Are you sure that it was water that you wanted?" 

Smiling shyly you shook your head. "It was you. I was feeling cold without you." you say nuzzling your face into the crook of his neck. Jimin smiled to himself because of you. Feeling his warmth you hummed and traced patterns on his bare chest.

"Why are you drinking this late?" you ask inhaling the strong smell of alcohol. 

"I just couldn't sleep." he says taking another sip and he looked so hot. You watched his Adam's apple bob as the drink pass down his beautiful long neck.

"How does it taste?" You question out of curiosity. You have never had hard liquor before, you always had light flavored ones mostly.

"Try some." Jimin says handing you the glass. His dark orbs watched you as you slowly take it. Placing your lips to the same place he was sipping on earlier you smelled it a little. Your nose scrunched up immediately and your lips curved down not liking the smell at all.

Jimin couldn't help but chuckle at your reaction as you handed back the glass without trying some. "The smell is too strong." you say pouting.

"Let me make it easier for you then." He simply says with a deep sexy voice as lust filled his eyes. He took a considerable amount of whiskey to his mouth and turned to look at you feeling the fire already rising in his body. He grabbed your jaw and pressed his soft plump lips to yours forcefully making you open your mouth a little. Then you felt a burning sensation as he shared the alcohol from his mouth to yours. You heart beat instantly sped up as you clutched on to his shirt.  

The strong liquid burned your throat and send shivers down your spine. Jimin kissed you and let his tongued to slip inside of your mouth so you could taste him. When he finally break away from the kiss, you both panted out of breath.

"So.. how was it?" he asked with a flirty smirk. You smiled back being a little playful as you replied. "I think I need another taste to be sure." 

His eyes hooded and the smiled widened. Jimin didn't hesitate one second as he took a another sip and pressed his lips to yours. This time you gulped it down quickly and tangled your hands in his hair pulling him in for a deeper kiss. You slowly bit his lip as your need grew and he groaned into the kiss.

Jimin kept the glass aside and held you with both of his hands. Lips moving together in sync he felt his heart beating out of the ordinary. Everything was feeling so different but in a good way. He was feeling something stronger than lust. He didn't want to just have your body but he wanted to have you in whole. 

The intense feeling kept growing as the kiss become more desperate, without warning he picked you up in bridal style making you gasp but you didn't break the kiss. You secured your arms around Jimin's neck as he carried you to his bedroom. 

He lay you on the bed carefully and got on top of you to continue the tantalizing kiss. Your hands roamed down to his shoulders to remove his shirt  and in seconds it falls from his body. You run your hand over his body greedily, touching him and feeling him.  A moan escaped your lips when he dragged the kiss down to your neck and bit it while erotically sucking the skin. 

"Jimin." you moaned his name in a low whisper as he started groping your breast while leaving marks all over your neck, breasts and shoulder.

"Take this off baby." he says tugging on your dress and you lift yourself to help him to take it off. He looked at your body as you were just in your black lace underwear. 

"Have I told you how beautiful you are my princess." he says running his hand up your naked body. "You are so damn gorgeous and I feel so damn lucky to have you." he whispers against your ear and presses a kiss before trailing his lips down your jaw. 

Your heart was hammering and his compliments made your love and lust grow for him. The fiery pit in your stomach rose without control as it burn you from inside and out craving him more. For once you wanted to take control and do things that you desire to him. You wanted to tease him, please him and love him, but you were scared. You were not scared to show your feelings but you were scared that if he will feel uncomfortable and think you are using him because of his past. But then you want to break him away from those fears too. 

"Jimin.." you call to him wanting to give it a try. 

"Hmm." he hummed in response while exploring your body with his lips, giving you immense pleasure. 

"Do you trust me?" you ask out of no where surprising him. He looks up to meet your eyes. He could see so many emotions in them. He could tell you needed him to believe you which he already did, so he gave a nod not knowing what you were up to.

"Remember.. how you always tell me that you belong to me and I can do anything with you. So can I really do anything?" you ask feeling a little nervous.

"Of course you can." he replies moving your hair strands away from your face  to see your pretty face clearly. You hesitated a little but you let the words out. " Then will you let me take control and try something to please you." 

A devilish smirk forms his lips as he looked down at you with dark intense eyes. "What do you have in mind?" he asked in a low seductive voice giving you shivers. Biting your lip you pulled him down and whispered it to his ears before looking back at him.

Jimin's eyes widened a little as he gulped. He already feels his throat go dry as he kind of felt nervous.

"Y/n.. I-I.."

"It's ok if you don't want to. I understand." you say caressing his face sweetly. How can I say no to my baby! he thought as he gazed at you to gain his confidence. It was a bit sensitive to him but it was what you desired and he completely trusts you. 

Your heart pounded as you stared at his beautiful eyes which were like the night sky. You would always get lost in them without fail. That's how beautiful and mesmerizing they are to you. He was thinking what you said and you thought he wouldn't agree but to your surprise he did.

"I'll do it for you my princess." he says taking your lips in between his to kiss you fiercely. Feeling the adrenaline rush, you wanted to take control since he agreed. You kissed him back with equal force and fought for dominance in the kiss.

You pushed him on to his back and got on top of him. Sitting on his stomach you leaned forward and kissed him hard tugging on his hair. He groaned against your lips and gripped your waist tightly. Finally he gave in to you and you explored his mouth. 

Fuck Y/n! Your sudden dominance was turning on Jimin so much. He loves how you are taking control as your tongue plays wonders in his mouth. His heart knotted with those feelings again. His hand roamed your body pulling you more closer to him.

You break away from the kiss that left you both breathless and press your forehead to his. 'I love you Jimin' your heart screamed but you didn't let them pass your mouth. You get off from him and smiled seductively at him.

"Go ahead and lean against the headboard." You ordered and grabbed your silk robe from the floor to pull out the fabric belt from it. You watched Jimin as he sat, resting his back against the headboard just like you wanted.

He was a little nervous and you understand why. You just had to earn his trust completely and make him feel good not used. You got on top of him and sat on his lap straddling him. You really like this position. It feels a lot more intimate and controlling. 

He looked down at the thin fabric in your hand before locking eyes with you. You asked  for permission and waited till he grants it. He gulped and said "Not the hands." You smiled and gave a nod.

"Ok then. Go ahead." he says and closes his eyes for you.

Jimin felt like his heart was about to jump out as he felt the smooth silk fabric touched his closed eyelids. He was feeling a little uneasy as he had never let anyone take control of him. He was slowly fighting with his insecurities, pushing away the feeling of being used in the past. He is shocked by his own actions and he couldn't believe that he agreed to this. But after all it was you. He could do anything for you. 

He felt you gently tying the knot behind his head. Everything was completely dark and he really couldn't see anything. he could only hear you and feel you. Jimin's jaw flexed as he tried to stay calm. He instantly relaxed when your soft hands cupped his face and your sweet lips pressed against his.

"Trust me. Ok Baby?" Jimin felt a shiver as you called him baby again. His heart fluttered and the nervous feeling washed away instantly. You had the power to calm him even though he was feeling vulnerable at the moment.

"I'm here with you. This is for you. It's your pleasure so enjoy." you whisper seductively making his needs grow more. He gave a nod feeling your smooth silky thighs with his hands.

"Uh uh.. no touching remember." you say removing his hand and he groaned.

"But-" he started but you stopped him by giving a surprise peck.

"No buts.. Just enjoy without touching. Do you understand Mr. Park?" you say grazing your lips against his ear. Fuck that was such a turn on! He let out a grunt and agreed wanting to know what you are up to. One thing was for sure, you were treating him with his own medicine of no touching. 

He felt your hands moving down his body, feeling every part of him while leaving trails of kisses along his jaw line and down to his neck. He groans breathing heavily as he felt like his skin is burning in pleasure. 

Biting the weak spots and later encircling it with your wet tongue made him moan feeling good. The hot tip touching his skin was making him needy like crazy as his member inside his pants twitched. He felt you bring your core closer to his crotch and started grinding over it making him whimper.

Jimin pressed his fists deeper into the mattress to refrain himself from touching you and having you right now. You were being a tease and these restrains were intensifying his feelings. He felt the desperation he have to hold you, touch you and to see you.

 Your wonderful lips trailed kisses down his body tracing every bits of it. You ran your fingers over his waist line and then gently tugged down his pants freeing his rock hard throbbing member. "Y/n" he grunts  as he felt your soft hand grab his member to stroke it sinfully.

 
"Baby, you're driving me crazy." He growls as he feels your amazing lips wrap his hardness. He was losing control and he wanted to grab your hair tightly as you moved your head pleasuring him good. Moans and grunts escapes his mouth as he imagined your beautiful face and amazing body behind the folds. He was enjoying this more than he thought as he uncontrollably rolled his hips to slam inside your mouth. You moaned giving him chills. He wanted to hear you gag so he kept thrusting upwards to your mouth. He hissed every time his tip touched the back of your throat.

"Fuck. Baby this feels so good." he says in a husky deep voice. Even though he couldn't see, he could sense a smirk on your beautiful face as you ran your hands up his thighs. "Faster baby." he growls as he felt himself getting close. And you immediately meet his demands throwing him to the edge. After few more thrusts he releases inside of your mouth and he felt you lick him clean. "Fuck."

You pressed your lips against his skin on his stomach and kissed the way up to meet his hungry lips. "Did you like that baby?" you ask brushing your lips against his. 

"I love it my princess. Can I touch you now?" he asks with a hint of desperation in his voice.

"You can look but you can't touch." you say finally removing his folds. He gasped seeing your beautiful lust filled face so close to his. You smile softly at him. Unable to control Jimin pressed his lips against yours and you returned the kiss as you grabbed  his member with one hand and brushed the tip on your core.

"Y/n.. oh god." he moans as you rub his length softly making him bite his lips. You positioned it in front of your entrance, Jimin wanted to go inside of you so badly now. This excited him because this will be the first time you will be riding him. 

 
You lowered your hips and pushed yourself down on him. You moaned as you felt his long thick member spreading you. You stopped halfway not sure if you could take him in. You wanted him to guide you down but you had to do this yourself. You pressed your chest against his and buried your face into the crook of his neck. Holding him tightly you moved up and forced yourself down on him screaming his name. 

"Fuck y/n" Jimin muttered throwing his head back. You kissed his exposed throat. This position was so erotic and filling. You could feel him to your brim.

"You're so huge Jimin." he hissed and groaned biting his lip harder feeling your warm tight walls clench around him. You wrapped one hand around his neck and the other held his shoulder for support. Till you adjust yourself to his size, you kiss and nibbled on Jimin's neck pleasing him.

Fuck she is driving me crazy! 

Once you adjusted you leaned back and stared moving your hips as you locked eyes with him. Jimin was in awe as he watched you pick up the pace and started riding him. Your eyes were shining, your breasts were bouncing and your lips were moaning his name. Jimin was feeling loved not used. He was seeing something in your eyes and that burned him like a spreading wild fire. Things he were feeling for the past few months are finally so clear now.

"Fuck it." he growls unable to refuse touching you anymore and grabbed your waist surprising you.

"I said no touching." you say tugging on his hair.

"I can't. I want you baby. I want to touch you.. kiss you.. feel you.. and to make love to you." you gasp wondering if you heard it correctly as he kept thrusting upwards into you. Your mind was too foggy to think properly. Jimin had hands roaming your body and his lips kissing and sucking your neck and your breasts.

You met his every stoke with rising pleasure inside of you. The feelings he were creating were pure bliss. "Baby.. you feel so good and tight." he says brushing his lips against your jaw and hug tighter against him as he plough into you.

"J-Jimin." you moaned as you felt knots in your stomach. You were close and you clenched around him.

"Oh my god Jimin!" you screamed as he rammed up into you. 

"Baby I'm close." you say through ragged breaths.

"Scream louder baby. Scream my name.. Let me hear how good I make you feel." He say as he squeezed one of your breasts. You did as he told. You screamed his name making him groan in satisfaction. 

You bury your face into his neck unable to handle the pleasure. Your legs were growing weak as you are near. "Do it baby, Let it go." he moaned into your ear and without holding back let yourself go with a loud satisfied moan and Jimin followed catching his high, filling you up with his warm fluids. 

Feeling tired you collapse into his chest and he chuckles. "That was amazing." he says rubbing your back and planting a kiss to your head.

 "Thank you for trusting me." you say into his chest as your chest rose and dropped in sync with his. 

"Thank you for breaking me free." he says feeling happy.

"Come on. Lets get you cleaned up so that we can sleep." Jimin kisses your temple, cheek, nose and your lips one after another making you giggle. This is the best feeling ever and you never want to loose it. You never want to loose Jimin.