The continuous ringing of your phone woke you up. Who the hell is blowing up my phone on a Saturday morning! Annoyed you sat up and grabbed your phone to answer still feeling sleepy.

"Hello?" your voice gave out the irritation.

 The line was quiet for a while confusing you. So you spoke again much louder this time. You were going to look at your screen but then you heard the heavy breathing. A breathing of an angry person who is trying to stay calm. You stayed quiet and the person finally spoke.

"Why did you do that to me?" 

Your eyes grew wide and the sleepiness disappeared completely when you recognized the voice. It was a person you never want to see. A person you never want to hear from. A person you hated more after the last encounter. It was the shameless jerk Kim Taehyung.

"What do you mean?" you asked annoyed for ruining your mood. 

"Don't act like you don't know. YOU.. did this to me. After everything I went through to achieve my dream. YOU FUCKING DESTROYED IT." his voice trembled with hate and pain. 

"What the fuck are you talking about? Are you fucking drunk?" you asked confused.

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! I know it was you. I know it was you who did something to kick me out of the agency because you are sucking up the boss like a whore." he snapped and yelled making your blood boil. 

"Listen you freak I don't know what the fuck you are talking about and who kicked you out. I'm not a whore like you to suck people for benefits. And if what you are saying is true, then nothing can make me more happy because you deserve it." you yelled back releasing your anger at him. The line was completely silent for a second as you breathed angrily.

"You are a Cold Hearted Bitch." he spat like venom and cut the line. 

"Yahhhhh! You cheating fucking bastard!!!!" you screamed at your phone angrily and let out a frustrated scream. You tossed the phone aside and took deep breaths to calm down. How dare he? What the hell was all that?  You cursed him so much and then finally replayed what he said. He got kicked out? How? He was definitely there on the finals list when you checked recently. Did Jimin really do something? No, I don't think so. Why would he? Taehyung is a great model after all. After questioning yourself a lot you got off bed to go get freshened up as you were widely awake thanks to that jerk.

When you got back and grabbed your phone it was 11am and there were 6 missed calls from Jimin. He had been calling from 9am. You panicked and quickly opened the two texts to read.

Pervert : Y/n why are you not answering?

Pervert : It's urgent.

Fuck! You cursed yourself and quickly dialed Jimin's number but it was switched off. You dialed again and again but it was no use. You started panicking more because he would never call you on weekends unless it's really urgent. And he did say it's urgent. Without thinking much you quickly grabbed your stuff just incase and headed out to go to his place.

It was raining heavily as you pulled over in front of Jimin's house. You looked around but you didn't have an umbrella with you. You looked at the long drive way to his house and let out a sigh feeling stressed. Deciding to grab the things later you got off and almost ran to his front door. You ran the bell but there was no answer. You waited for few minutes and then decided to go to the studio thinking he might be there. Again getting wet in the heavy rain, you ran to the studio. 

You slide opened the door and quickly got inside away from the rain. Jimin was not in here as well. Shit! you thought as soon as you saw your reflection. You quickly looked down at your wet baby pink t-shirt and shorts you were wearing. The material of the T-shirt was thin and it clung to you making your skin and bra visible. You were in a hurry that you didn't even change into something else. You quickly looked around and saw the room which you noticed that day. Wanting to dry yourself you entered the room hoping to find a towel or something. 

The room was small and mostly empty. There was a shelf and hanger with a white shirt hung on it. You started feeling cold as you looked around but there was nothing. Your eyes returned to the shirt which was hung. Maybe he wouldn't mind. You can return it after getting it cleaned. You thought as you reached for the shirt. It was really big and it could perfectly cover you. Unable to bare the cold you quickly removed the wet T-shirt and put on his white shirt. You let your wet hair loose so that you wouldn't get a headache.

Feeling a little better you walked towards the shelf and looked at all the awards, certificates and pictures. It was all Jimin's dancing achievements. You never imagined that he took dancing seriously. You looked at the photos and Jimin looked so happy and bright with some friends. You noticed a girl next to Jimin in every picture. She looks so beautiful like a goddess. The other picture made a knot in your heart. It was a picture of a group of friends and that girl was sitting on Jimin's lap, laughing while Jimin was looking at her with so much love.

"Y/n?" you got a bit startled when you heard Jimin calling out your name. 

"In here." you announced and turned to walk out but stopped when Jimin entered the room.

"Hey. I'm really sorry. I didn't see your calls." you said meeting his eyes. His smile quickly faded and his brows furrowed. His eyes turned dark and his jaw clenched when he looked at you. 

"Take it off!" his eyes travelled from your chest to your eyes.

"W-what?" you stammered

"I said, Take it off!" his cold low voice made a shiver run down your spine. His intense stare was making your heart race.

"N-no!" you refused crossing your hands over your body, trying to cover yourself.

He let out a sigh before taking few steps closer to you. You immediately took few steps back hitting your back against the cold wall. Your eyes widened when he removed his hoodie revealing his perfectly toned body. You gulped as your eyes travelled up his body.

"I won't say it again y/n.. Take it off now!" he growled and threw his  hoodie at you which you didn't catch.

What the hell possessed him?

"Are you crazy? NO!" you snapped and decided to leave as you felt yourself burning. Why the hell is everyone yelling at me today? 

Jimin quickly caught you and pushed you hard against the wall. He towered over you making you feel small. He looked mad angry and his his were dark, he was scaring you. "What the hell are you doing?" you tried to push him away but he pinned you hard against the wall and pressed himself against you. "Jimin what are you doing? Let me go." you struggled against him. But he was not in his right mind.

"Are you going to leave me again? huh?" he asked shouting at you like a mad man. "I won't let anyone leave me. I better make you understand." with that said he started attacking your neck aggressively. Something was not right. What's wrong with him. "Jimin stop please. You are hurting me." you yelled struggling against him. But he was so strong and got more aggressive as he bit your neck. His hand tightened around your waist as the other came up to tug on the buttons, trying to rip it off. Tears stung your eyes and with all your strength you pushed him away from you.

"Jimin STOP!" you screamed and something switched inside of you. Before you could control your actions your hand was already delivering a hard slap across his face. 

Jimin suddenly froze looking shocked. For a second you see something flicker within his eyes. He looked up at you with wide eyes as if he was coming to his senses. 

"I-I'm so sorry y/n." he immediately backed away and you could see the guilt and shame eating him away. His eyes turned moist with tears as he took shaky step back. What's happening. You knew very well Jimin is not the type to take advantage of anyone by force. Something was wrong. This is not him! You watched him with confused and worried eyes.

"J-Jimin.. what.. is everything ok?" you didn't know what to ask and you barely managed to form these words to speak out as you were still shaken up by what he tried to do.

"Please take that off and wear my hoodie instead. Please." his voice was small and he pleaded looking down unable to meet your eyes. A tear rolled down and his lips trembled. Something was wrong and he was desperate to take this shirt off. 

"Please turn around." your voice was low as his as you ordered him. He gave a nod and turned around with his head still hanging low. You removed his shirt and pulled over his hoodie. You picked up the shirt and hung where it was. You realized that this shirt triggered something in him and it was clear that he didn't want anyone touching it.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have taken your things." you said standing behind him, feeling guilty as you saw him wiping off a tear. You didn't know how to react anymore. There was something bothering him, hurting him and you want to know what's the reason behind his trigger. You have been there, you could feel him and you want to be here for him.

"J-Jimin.." you touched his shoulder gently. Suddenly Jimin turned to you and quickly pulled you into his arms. He wrapped himself around you tightly wanting you to hold him and you quickly wrapped your arms around his neck. Jimin buried his face into the crook of your neck as he pressed you tighter against his bare body.

He was in pain and you could feel it. You held onto him tightly trying to give him comfort as no one spoke a  word. You closed your eyes feeling his warmth, your heart softened and you both stayed like that for a while till he finally let you go. You slowly pulled back and looked at him worried. 

"Are you ok?" you asked softly and he gave a nod not meeting your eyes.

"I'm sorry for forcing myself on you." his voice sounded heavy.

"Jimin, What happened?" you asked hoping he would tell you but he just turned away from you.

 "Please tell me. I know you were not yourself. How can I forgive you if you won't explain." you tried to make him feel guilty but he was quiet and it was making you more curious. You needed to know him inside out like he knows you. "Jimin I'm not an idiot. I saw the look on your face, you were not yourself." you got in front of him and cupped his face making him look at you.

His lips trembled and his eyes were filled with hurt and sadness. You have never seen Jimin like this and it pained your heart to see him like this. "Please tell me why are you like this. Please." you said in a low whisper and he closed his eyes, placing his hand on top of yours which was cupping his left cheek. When he opened them, he dragged you down along with him to sit on the floor. You knew that he was going to open up to you, so you waited patiently allowing him to muster up his courage.

"After my grandma died, my life completely changed. It took a bad turn on me and my parents sent me abroad thinking that's the best for me. I was not given time to grieve in peace." his voice cracked and you could feel that it was painful for him to talk about these memories. This was not right! you thought and you placed your hand in his.

"Jimin. It's alright. You don't have to say anything anymore." you told him trying your best to give a small smile. For some reason you couldn't fake your emotions in front of Jimin. You are a total open book for him and you feel vulnerable because of him.

"No y/n. I want to let this out. I want you to understand me." he said. He looked very serious so you gave a nod for him to continue.

"When I went away I was lonely there and the pain was eating me up. I used to wander around the university to get away from people. It was a real dark time for me. And then I met someone, I thought my grandma sent her to me because she was like an angel." Jimin said as if he was reliving the memory and the way he talked about this girl made you jealous a little. You remembered the girl in the photo earlier, was that her? you wondered as Jimin continued while stroking your hand with his thumb.

"She was a Korean too and she saw me during my worst times. She was so bright and lively. She helped me forget the pain, she helped be settle in comfortably. She showed me love and I instantly fell for her. She found out that I liked dancing and it was because of her I found my lost passion again. She always liked to wear white and whenever she comes over she would always wear my favorite white shirt. I thought we were in love because she couldn't get enough of me. At first I really liked the way she always came by and tried out different ways to explore each other. But later on she was all about sex only." he mumbled the last bit looking down at your hands.

Now it made sense why he snapped when you wore his shirt. It must be the one she used to wear. You felt more bad for wearing it now. You looked at the shirt for a brief second before looking back at Jimin for him to continue.

"One day she was not feeling well so I decided to drop by her place. That day I caught her blowing one of our friends and it broke me in ways that I can't even explain. I wanted her to explain so that I could forgive her because I loved her way too much. And when I confronted her she told me that I was nothing but a broken toy that she enjoyed fixing and using for her benefits. She said she just wanted sex from me and experiment what she is good at so she could please the real guy that she liked. And ever since I fell into a deeper darker pit. After that day I became wild and heartless. I started using particular type of girls like how she used me. I vowed myself never to fall in love and never to trust a girl again. I don't want to give anyone the opportunity to break me again. And that's why I'm like this y/n." 

You watched as the perfect Jimin broke down in front of you. The man who appeared to me flirty, cocky and perfect was actually so broken. This man in front of you was used when he was vulnerable and hurting. He deserved love not more pain. Your stomach dropped and your heart knotted. You didn't know how to react. You always knew that there was so much to him than he showed. But you never expected this much pain and torment from him. You mentally cursed that bitch who fucked up his life. But then you realized something. After noticing few things about Jimin and hearing his story... it hit you.

"Jimin.. you said you use particular type of girls right. By any chance are they the ones wearing white?" you asked out of curiosity and Jimin flinched. It was the same reaction you saw when you showed him a white dress back in New York. And also you have noticed that Jimin always eyes girls wearing white. And you understand why, it reminded him of that girl because he said she would always wear white. You remembered that you were wearing white at the party where you met Jimin after 5 years. He tried to use you as well.

Jimin gave a nod feeling ashamed of himself. But it was not his fault, It's kind of like a trauma. And he needed to know that.

"Jimin by any chance are you aware that you are using girls dressed in white for sex as a copying mechanism. When you can't control your emotions and when that reminds you of her, you try to distract yourself with sex. Your trying to get revenge for the way you feel." Jimin looked back down unable to look at you again which confirms that he was aware of what he was doing.

"I know what I did was not right but I'm not like that anymore. To be honest ever since I met you again I never wanted to do those things again. You distracted me enough to let go of the bad things I've been doing. I know you will not believe me but you changed something in me. And I opened up to you because I needed you to understand me. Understand what I did and what I can offer. And to understand why I acted like that earlier out of anger."

He looked up at you and you noticed the unfallen tears in his eyes as he blinked to clear his vision. Your heart skipped a beat. Did he really say that I changed him and I was making an impact on his life? He wanted you to understand and you really do. Jimin is important to you just as much you are important to him.

"So please forgive me for acting out earlier. You have been through enough because of me and I didn't want to add another reason for you to hate me."

You reached out to touch his face and shook your head at him with a heavy heart. "No. Don't say that. I don't hate you Jimin. I don't. And I'm sorry for the things that happened to you." you say as you stared at him. He softly smiled at you.

"Don't be. It's all in the past." he replied.

"What an unlucky bitch to loose someone like you. But thanks to her you are here now." With me... you wanted to add but you didn't and gave him a big smile.

"Someone like me?" he asks, arching his eyebrow slowly getting back to his normal flirty self. Your eyes widened when you realize what you just said and bit your lip to hold back a blush. He chuckled and pulled you closer to him. Your breath hitched as your face was only few inches away from his. He looked into your eyes and searched them like he normally do. A small smile tugged his lips as he spoke. "I don't regret anything because I got to meet you again."