Moving the last coffee bean bag back into the barn, you sat on the floor feeling tired. Since two of the workers went to the town to help you replace the tyre, Jimin and you offered to help around. Jimin still had the funny scowl on his face because of the very cute young boy working in the farm. The boy was around eighteen years and he is half korean. Strangely Jimin had been nit picking on him and both of them kept competing with each other for god knows what.

After few minutes, you got up and walked around the barn to head to your room. You were sticky so you wanted to wash up. As you got closer to the room, You looked towards your left where the coffee farm trees were grown. You immediately halted when you saw Jimin lifting something heavy, flexing his toned strong arm muscles as his white T-shirt clung to his body with sweat. He was looking incredibly sexy as he turned his back to you. You could see his back muscles and sweat patches. You could say he got a great body.

As you stared Jimin decided to slightly lift his shirt up to wipe the side of his face. Your eyes widened as he turned with his shirt half way still up wiping his sweat. You immediately noticed his perfect torso with damn fine hips and a perfect V-line thanks to the loose sweatpants he was wearing. Unintentionally you gulped seeing him and you felt heat burning your body. You were suddenly reminded of his warm embrace and his lips on you.

You have never felt this kind of tension within you before. You didn't know what it is but all you wanted was to run to him and wrap yourself around him. Jimin suddenly looked up at you, getting caught red handed your cheeks flushed as you quickly turned to go but he suddenly called you.

"Y/n... can you get me that water bottle please." He asked looking tired as well. You give a nod and grab the bottle for him. Maybe he didn't notice it! You thought as Jimin didn't react to annoy you.

Jimin watched you walk towards and he smiled at you sweetly. He could see a change in you, ever since this morning, you have been looking at Jimin in a different way.. it's a look that would flutter his heart. And he noticed how you kept getting lost in him. Whenever you both started having a moment, that brat who works here keeps interrupting. It's like he was working with a surveillance on his head.

"PRETTY NOONA!" a boy shouted and came running towards you waving his hand up in the air. Jimin's face turned into a deep frown. Speak of the devil! Is he really keeping an eye on my girl. This brat is so annoying!

"Eric. I thought you went home." you smiled brightly turning to look at the boy approaching you and Jimin.

"How could I leave without saying good night to my Pretty Noona." He smiled cheekily and Jimin wanted nothing more to get him out of your face. He know these types of guys, the smooth talkers who acts cute to get attention of beautiful elder girls. And this guy had to pick you out of all to flirt which annoyed Jimin more.

"Awe.. I'm glad you decided to see me. Thanks for helping me out today. Good night Eric. Hopefully I will see you tomorrow morning." You ruffle his hair making the boy smile wider.

"Please wait for me ok. I'll see you tomorrow morning. Good night Pretty Noona." He shyly shoved his hands in his pocket. Noona my ass! Jimin scoffed and Eric turned to face the displeased Jimin.

"Oh.. Good night.. Shorty." He smirks at Jimin making Jimin scowl. Eric turned and ran before Jimin could even react properly. You giggled finding what happened funny.

"That rude little punk. Just because he is a freaking giraffe he thinks everyone else is short." Jimin was getting mad.

"Oh my gosh.. stop that. You have been picking on him from morning. He just a teen." You say through your giggles seeing Jimin acting like a jealous, annoyed child.

"Yeah!! Certainly a rude one." Jimin stated.

"Oh god! and must you fight a teen at your age?" You ask rolling your eyes.

"Whatever. Are you done with the bags?" Jimin asked.

"Yup. I'm heading to wash up. What about you?"

"I'm just finishing up. Seems like it will rain again. Go ahead and wash up, Ms. Ruth asked to join them for dinner." Jimin informs.

"Ok. I'll go ahead then." With that said, you quickly disappeared to your shared space with Jimin.

After washing and having dinner, you helped Ms. Ruth to do the dishes. She was all smiley and very friendly towards you both. She kept looking at you few times and you realized that she was about to ask you something. So you turned to her and smiled inviting her to ask anything.

"So.. are you and that boy together my child?" Her question made your eyes pop and stunned for a second.

"N-No.. W-we are just friends." You stuttered like an idiot making your claim sound like a lie.

"Oh. I think you are still getting there." she mumbled but you heard it.

"Why would you think that?" You ask softly as you got curious to why she thought like that.

"Oh no. It's just the way that boy looks at you. Eyes never lie when they are in love you know." She confesses making you look at her in a stunned expression.

"I-I'm sure it's nothing like that. It's just how he looks at everyone." You say.

"A man will only look at a woman like that, only when he is in love. Eyes are the window to a person's soul and you could see everything through them." What she said had you dumbfounded. There is no way he is in love with you so you just simply smile to be polite.

"He maybe still in love but I'm sure it's not with me Ms. Ruth. I'm sure he looks at me as a friend, nothing more."

"Child.. I have lived my whole life watching people falling in and out of love and also studying what they are up to. People don't value bonds these days as they are just into flings. I have been watching you two from yesterday. And that boy right there.. I can assure you, that the only woman he sees.. values and loves is you. If you can't see it, then try to feel it. And I can see that you certainly do feel something for him too. A well mannered boy with so much caring and passion are very rare my child. I hope you will accept his love, if he ever confess it to you."

Her words were hitting your heart hard. You didn't know why, you kind of felt happy and excited because someone actually thought that he loves you. She didn't have to tell you that Jimin is rare because you already know it. You always thought the girl who gets his love will be lucky. But what you didn't understand was how was Ms. Ruth so confident what you and him felt.. and what she meant by the way he looks at you.

Without overthinking and letting these things get to you, you quickly finished off the dishes while chit chatting about the weather. You and Ms. Ruth went to the front to find her husband handing Jimin a porcelain bottle along with two cups.

"What's that?" You ask making your way to stand next to Jimin.

"Just something to appreciate your help. Besides.. it gets cold at night these days. This homemade liquor will keep you two warm." He says smiling at Jimin. He thanked him and turned to you to see if you are ready to leave. Once you gave a nod, you both said your good nights and head towards the back of the house, where your room was located.

Since it was still too early to sleep you and Jimin sat on the back porch as he placed the bottle down.

"Want some?" He asks pouring a cup. You were a bit hesitant because you haven't had alcohol in years and without your medicine today, you didn't know if it was a good idea.. But you remembered how cold last night was.. And also you thought it's ok to just loosen up just once.

"Sure." You said smiling tightly.

"Ok.. here you go Princess." He offered you one with a sweet smile that fluttered your heart.

"Thanks." You take your cup and smelled the liquor, it didn't smell bad so you sipped it a little where as Jimin downed the whole cup in one go.

"Wow.. easy there. Didn't that burn?" You ask with wide eyes.

"This is nothing. Don't worry Princess.. I have high alcohol tolerance unlike you." Oh Shit! Jimin thought as it slipped his mouth.

"Unlike me? How would you know?" You eyed him.

"Well.. uh.. I just saw the way you licked your drink like a kitten. I could tell that you are not a drinker." Jimin said in a teasing tone to cover up.

"Oh! well the last memory I have of having alcohol was when I was in college. I don't know what my tolerance is. I guess I have to find out." You say chugging the drink surprising Jimin. He knows you hate strong alcohol but right now you seemed to be ok with it.

"Ok.. take it slow then." Jimin said pouring another drink.

You both started teasing, joking and laughing about random things. But suddenly the conversation got serious as the rain started falling. Maybe it was because of the cold breeze and the liquor warming up.. it started getting a bit emotional. 

Jimin opened up about how he was not proud of his past and how dark it was. He said he used to be so broken so he did bad things. And he believes he is being punished for his sins because his only happiness was stolen away from him. He said he is facing something really hard at the moment. He opened up about how vulnerable he feels at times and his fears of not being able to get through it. He was also talking about the pain in his Wistful heart.  You didn't know what it was all about exactly because he was being vague, but you could clearly see the pain in his eyes. 

You didn't want to believe that he was a bad guy. For this little time you have known him, you know how good he is and also how caring and thoughtful. So you refused to believe his claims. He took another sip and rested back of his head against the wooden ledge after turning his body towards you. He looked up at the dark sky longingly and then back at you. 

"Sometimes I'm just scared that I will have to return to my reality without getting what I came for." His voice cracked and his eyes moistened. Your heart hurt to see him like this. You felt a sudden compulsion of comforting him as you got closer to him. You cupped his face and gently pulled him forward towards you. He was a bit surprised by your actions but he let you take control.

"Jimmy, Sometimes we just have to stop being scared and just go for it. Either it will work or it will not, and that's life!" You run your thumb over his cheek and it strangely felt so familiar and right as you continued.

"Now look at me. I don't know if my memory loss is a blessing or a curse.. but whatever I'm missing.. I want it back. Good or bad I want it back so badly. Everyday I keep pushing myself  to get them but nothing happens. I'm only left with fragments of confusing puzzle pieces. So one day either I will get them fully.. or maybe I won't and I just got to accept it." 

A sad smile tugged his lips as he spoke softly. " I'm sure it's a bit of both and I want nothing more than for you to get your memories back." He said leaning against your palm to feel the warmth of your hand. You forgot the rest what you were about to say because of his sincerity and the look on his face.

The glint in his eyes shined as he stared at you. You felt your heart tugging and then what Ms. Ruth said echoed in your head. His eyes, they are so beautiful like the night sky.. so warm like a comfortable embrace and so dangerous like the deep ocean which you could get lost and drown in. 

"Why do you always look at me like that?" Your voice was softer than you intended it to be.

Jimin's fingertips brush against your skin as he tucked few strands behind your ear and cupped the left side of your face. He gently stroked your cheek making you get tingles to his touch. "Because you are so beautiful." His voice was low but deep as he gazed at you. 

A shudder ran down you as you felt fluttering in your stomach. It was like butterflies were trapped in you. You blushed feeling the heat on your cheek. His fingers felt so soft on your skin and you loved the way he makes you feel.

His eyes travelled to your lips as he wet his own and then swallowed lightly. Your eyes lingered on his lips as you were tempted to kiss them again. You could feel the heat building within you and your heart was pounding so hard. You remembered how magical the kiss from his lips were, how warm his embrace was and how sexy he is under this big T-shirt. You looked up again and locked your eyes with his. And something inside you stirred.  

Jimin was feeling emotional, maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was the longing and the pain in his heart, but he didn't care what it was, he just needed to pour his heart out to you. And just like always, you would always reach out to comfort him. It was like nothing has changed. Specially the way you were looking at him right now. Your eyes shined just like how it used to whenever he made love to you.

Not sure if he could resist it anymore, he leaned towards you. He sure was a little tipsy but he was fully aware of his actions. Your lips parted and your breathing got heavy when his nose brushed against yours. You were not sure if you were drunk or not but the feeling of your insides burning increased as his warm breath fanned against your skin. You wanted to crash into him but because of a strong weird emotion, you titled your head down making your forehead rest against his. 

"Jimmy.. I.. I-" You stuttered a little unable to control your feelings.  

"Shh.. It's ok Princess." Jimin let out a soft sigh deciding to retreat and hold back. He could feel the hesitance in you. So he just gave a deep lingering kiss to your forehead and leaned back breaking away from you. But that kiss was enough to heat your whole body up. Your heart was thumping  loud  and it was not good. You need to cool down and you needed a distraction from all this heaviness.  

"Thunder or Lightning?" Jimin asks out of the blue giving you the distraction that you needed. It was like he read your mind and you were thankful for it. 

"Hmm.. Neither but since I have to pick anyways I'll go with Thunder because it's less scary." You say trying to come back to your normal self and you took another shot. "But it's better if non of it shows up while raining like now."

" And why is that?" He asks looking up at the dark sky which was showering the area with heavy rain.

"Because you can enjoy the rain peacefully without getting scared. You can just step out and do whatever you want. I have seen people going crazy and having fun in the rain. So it will be a shame if they are scared away.

 "I agree with that.. Have you ever had fun in the rain?" Jimin bites the corner of his lower lip as he looked back at you. 

"No.. I don't think so. I only remember watching it and enjoying the feeling." You say as a new feeling stinging your heart as you watched the rain. Jimin was quiet for a second and then suddenly got up. 

"Remember I told you that rain has become a song of my treasured memories?" He asks looking down at you. You blink few times with wide eyes and give a small nod. 

Jimin's lips stretches into a beautiful smile as he lend you his hand. "Then will you be the first to make a fun song of memories with me in this rain tonight?"

Your lips immediately curled up into a wide smile and without any hesitation you placed your hand in his. " Sure. Lets let loose for once." You say and Jimin helps you up. 

Not caring that you were wearing a light colored buttoned down dress shirt with just shorts, you held Jimin's hand and ran to the open space between the barn and the house. Screaming and giggling you both jumped around not letting go of each others hands.

 Laughing, you jumped into one of the rain filling  puddles, making the water splash up on you and him. You felt like a kid but it was totally fun so you did it again. "My turn." Jimin laughed holding you closer and jumped harder making the splash wider.  

"Oh my god this is crazy... and so good. " You twirled, spreading your arms wide open and lifting your face with closed eyes. You want to experience each drop, together and apart, same and different. You want to feel the droplets soaking your eyelashes before they join their brethren on the ground like saltless tears. You just want to live your life lost in this moment.

A smile stretched your lips as you became a part of this rain in this sweet moment. Jimin watched you with a heavily beating heart and a big smile on his lips as well. Even though your clothes were soaked and clinging to your body, showing your skin, He was too distracted by Your beautiful face which showed happiness and peace. He admired you for a while as you enjoyed the rain, and then decided to join you.

"Wanna dance?" He asked making you turn towards him.

You looked at his stretched hand and then back at him. "Dance? Here?" You ask and he gives a nod. "But there's no music." You say slowly taking his hand.

"Oh baby, you don't need music to dance with me." He smirks and pulls you closer. You felt your cheeks turn red when he called you baby. Even though he was just teasing, at the moment you got butterflies.

He rested one hand on your back and held the other up clasping tightly around yours. Humming sweetly he started moving with the never fading mischievous smile on his lips. You giggled and let him lead you the way he wants. You both first goofed around but later you found yourself slow dancing with him, letting the rain be the only music you hear. It was so calming.

You looked at Jimin's face and he was looking at you dreamily. In that moment, you felt that it was only you and him and the rest had disappeared. He slowly twirled you making you chuckle and pulled you back to him. You didn't know what came over you,  but you didn't stop till you wrapped your hands around him and hugged him. Feeling happy, Jimin squeezed you to him and swayed a little without another word.

Few minutes later you were lying down on the wet floor with Jimin next to you. Each drop sits on your skin like a puddle that will never leave your memory, perfectly formed, perfectly cold. You feel the water steal your body heat just a tiny bit in the moment. 

"You were right. This is.. so peaceful and nice." Jimin's voice vibrated.

"I told you so. I just wanted to try it as well." You say sitting up to look at him. Jimin had his eyes closed as he was enjoying the moment as much as you.

"Hmm.. What else do you want to try?" 

You bit your lip as another playful smirk tugged your lips. Slowly gathering the rain water from the ground, you threw them into him. Jimin jerked up due to the sudden splash and pointlessly wiped down his face making you laugh.

"Heyy.. that's unfair.. it's cheating." He complained. But you were already collecting the second attack of water in your hands. Jimin saw it and quickly grabbed your hands to stop you. Giggling and whining you both tried to tackle each other. Since you were already sitting up, when Jimin pulled you down, you landed right on top of him. 

You both were breathing hard while giggling. You rested your palms on top of his chest as he wrapped his arms around your back, holding you in place. You looked at his beautiful happy face under you. He was still chuckling, squinting his eyes to look at you through the rain. You were in an ineffable joy of ecstasy with him, A feeling that was unexplainable. 

Jimin reached out to your face and moved the wet strands away from your face. Feeling his touch on your skin, your eyes travelled to his soft plump lips. Rain drops ran down having the liberty of feeling them. You were jealous of the drops that was touching his lips. Without thinking ahead you ran your hand up from his chest to cup his face. Bending forward, You pressed your lips against his taking him by surprise.

You kissed away the drops and lifted yourself a little to look at him but Jimin cupped the back of your neck and pulled your face towards him. He locked his lips again with yours, he thought you would pull away but you didn't. Instead you gave your full weight to him and ran a hand through his soaking wet hair. 

Each and every cold raindrop that kissed your skin conjures a sweet pattern as the heat of your body ignites with passion.  The inner fires burn strong together with his. Your hearts were pounding and you both were having a hard time to breathe while kissing each other under the rain. Jimin pulled your leg without breaking the kiss and made you straddle him as he sat up. You didn't know how he did it, the next second your legs locked around his waist and your arms around his neck as he stood up to walk under the shelter, away from the rain. 

Jimin kissed you feverishly as he pressed you against the wall. His insides were going crazy because it feels like a dream. He crushed you tight against his body, holding you to his dear life fearing that you would disappear if he opened his eyes..  But your lips on him, your skin on him and your grasp on him proves that it's real. Gently nibbling on your lips, his hand travelled up your thigh to grope your ass. You gasp and tilted your head up as he kissed your jaw and dragged his lips down your neck. You tugged on his hair and let out a moan making his whole body tremble. He missed your moans, he missed your touches, he missed this so much. 

Now that you both are out of the rain with drench clothes clinging your body, the cold air gave you both goosebumps. Shifting your wait back on him, he carried you to the room and laid you down on the floor. You didn't like that his lips were away from you even though you were panting trying to catch your breath.

You clutch his shirt and pulled him down on top of you desperately. Jimin's lips collided with yours again, giving you the sparks and the electricity you were craving for. His lips felt like a dangerous drug to you. A drug that was helping you to escape the reality and you wanted more and more as your body burned. 

Jimin groaned as you bit his lip in the dark and let your hands wander down his body, feeling him and trying to find the hem of his shirt to tug it off. Realizing what you wanted Jimin tugged his sticky shirt off of him.

You felt dizzy and you were having a hard time focusing, but you could say that he was having a great body just by feeling it. Your breath hitched and you let out another moan feeling good as his lips latched on your neck. His hand fumbled hurriedly to unbutton the shirt you were wearing. 

"Princess." He hissed when you ran your fingers down his back, scratching him. He bit your sweet spot on your neck in return, making you moan as he nibbled on it. 

You could feel the alcohol working up your body and some memories flashed along with the feeling of familiarity. Your heart was pounding and your head was feeling light. But the feeling was so amazing, it's like your soul is waking up and trying to tell you this is where you belong. Your mind travelled to your memories as it was reminding you of the same feeling that you got. Something inside of you snapped and you melted into the man who was kissing you like you are his long lost lover. 

You needed him. For the first time since the accident you wanted to feel nothing but him against you but a sudden weight was powering you down. Your head started throbbing and your eye lids were slowly getting heavy. 

Jimin moved away one side of your shirt exposing your shoulder and your breast after successfully unbuttoning three to four buttons. Seeing that you were not wearing a bra underneath, a soft growl escaped him and he bit your shoulder hungrily.

"J-Jimin." You moaned.

"Yes baby.. It's me.. Your Jimin." Jimin groaned not taking notice as he squeezed your breast and went back to suck your neck. 

"Jimin." Your moans got softer and this time coming to his senses and hearing the name, Jimin stiffened. He quickly lifted his head up away from the crook of your neck to look at you.

"J- Jimin?" He asked in an unsure voice, thinking if his brain is playing tricks on him. Even though the room was dark, he was able to see your face slightly because of the barn light streaming through the window. He could see you looking at him with a pout on your lips.

"Y-yes.. you badJimin." You slurred making Jimin furrow his brows. But you seemed to be in a mood of slurring. " Why ddo y-you always come in my ddreams? You h-hurt my heart. Why can't I remem.." You trailed off as you closed your eyes and muttered softly.

Jimin's heart clenched seeing you trying your hard to remember him even in this state. Your subconscious recognizes him well. Feeling something strange in his heart, he leaned in to peck your lips and your nose softly. "It tickles." You giggled a bit and your eyes flutter opened looking drowsy. He could tell that the alcohol finally did its job and you were drunk. He let out a sigh along with a soft chuckle. 

"W-why are yyou laug.." You didn't finish the question as you muttered, but Jimin understood it clearly.

"Because you are cute." He says booping your nose. 

"Hmm.. For you."  you say placing a palm lazily on to his cheek.  you shivered as the temperature was getting to you. "it's cold." Your lips trembled a little. You were drunk and cold, Jimin suddenly got worried that you would get sick. Getting up he grabbed a T-shirt from the cupboard along with a towel and got back to you. 

"Come on baby.. lets get you dried and changed." He says making you sit. You kept falling back so he got behind you and you leaned against him as he changed your clothes.

"Jim..min.." You muttered sleepily as Jimin was drying your hair with the towel.

"Hm?"  Jimin's heart jumped every time you called his real name. He wondered if you really remembered or if you are just saying it without any realization. He doubted that you would remember any of this in the morning.

"I f-feel better when I'm withyou.. you make meh-happ.." this time you trailed of to silence as you passed out in his arms. 

"Told you.. you are a terrible drinker." Jimin chuckled lightly and kissed the side of your head. His heart felt happy hearing what you said. Happy.. that's what he wants you to be. And you saying that he makes you feel better, he didn't want to go anywhere without you.

"I'll always be your happiness Princess. Always." Jimin carefully settled you down and covered you to make you feel warm. After getting himself dried and changed. Jimin pulled you into his arms and left small soft butterfly kisses all over your face before drifting off to sleep with a small smile tugged on his lips. 

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