Mishti >

After doing my dinner I went outside to get some fresh air. Just when I stepped outside of the house, I saw the security guard quarreling with a lady. I went near the gate and saw the lady clearly . It's Yuvani. She was holding a big box and requesting the guard to let her come inside.

"Let her come! " I said to the guard, he let her enter inside. I gave her an awkward smile.

"I am sorry to bother you and thank you for letting me come here, " she said softly, I nodded my head.

"Everything ended long ago. I still have so many things which he had gifted me. I don't have any rights to these things, I could not throw it, so thought to give him back, " she informed me, the box was really big.

"Okay! Wait I will call Abir, " I told her but she shook her head negatively.

"Please! He won't like my presence here. So please don't call him,instead give it to him , " nodding my head I forwarded my hand to hold the box but it fell down. "Ooops! " I quickly bent down to pick all the stuff. She too sat down on her knees. There were numerous letters, their photos, bracelets, ear rings, teddy, two rings, watch and so many things.

I was dumbstruck how she had kept everything so neatly. Any of the paper was not folded even. I gathered it and kept it in the box while she was just helping me to collect it.

"If you really loved him why did you cheat? How could you? " I could not stop myself from asking this. Her face dropped as I mentioned it.

"What's the point of saying anything now. Nothing would justify my act. I was blew away. I was at my early stage of adulthood, I destroyed it in my own hand. He loved me like no one and I destroyed it. He never deserved me, I could never love him the way he did.

When he was not with me, at certain point I fell for Nihal. It shows I was never perfect for him,never for anyone actually , that time I didn't realize but now I understand. How dumb I was! I was always puzzled when it comes to emotions. I really created a big mess and now everyone is just suffering. "she expressed, a tear rolled down her cheek.

Atleast she accepted she ruined so many people's life. She could never come into relationship with Nihal because of the guilt of betraying Abir. " I am glad he has moved on in his life! " she said, her lips twitched into a sad smile. I know deep down she's not happy, but the mistake she has done was not worth of forgiving. No one has a big heart to forgive such mistake.

I picked up the box and stood there silently, registering each word in my mind. I didn't understand what I should say. A footsteps sound took my attention. I looked back and found Abir walking towards us. His eyes travelled from Yuvani to the box.

"Ramesh! " he shouted, kaka came running to us and handed him a kerosene bottle. I gulped, kaka took the box from me and kept it on the ground. Abir poured kerosene on it while looking at her with so much hate that scared me. She didn't even try to stop him. She was expecting something like that.

Abir put fire on it, not just those things but every happy moment with those things burnt into ashes . We three were standing there at three corners. Abir went inside while I was staring at the fire.

"I should leave now! " she too left.

If you love someone you can never cheat. She was guilty because she knew how much he loved her.

Abir was right.

Our heart makes the mistake and it's our soul who suffers. Forever.

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London.

Finally after ten hours of journey we reached London. It's not like I love this place more than my motherland but this place has given me a lot of sweet memories that I can never forget. I had spent my childhood, teenage and adulthood here only. This place is nothing but home.

"Yay yay yay! " I jumped in excitement throwing my hands in air , it felt like I got my happiness back. Abir , who was standing beside me holding the luggage gave me a weird look. I twirled around myself, my happiness reached no limits. I became happy after ages.

"Butterfly, if you are done , should we go to the taxi stand ? " he asked, I shook my head in a big No.

"We will stay in my house, I am not staying in any hotel. That's it! " I said crossing my arms over my chest, he frowned hearing me. Dadi had told us that she will do video calls, so it's important for us to stay together. But I won't stay anywhere except my house.

"Listen-"

"I won't listen to anything. We do everything as per your wish. But not today please, " I pleaded, he let out a sigh, looking here and there he came near me.

"Don't test my patience. We will stay in a hotel only! " he whisper-yelled . I was stubborn and didn't agree. He glared at me.

"We had an agreement butterfly. You will do everything-"

I cut him off.

"See! You are getting more benefits. You will get property and divorce but in return I will get only one thing that's divorce. You will get more profits. Still I am doing it for you na! Can't you do this small thing for me? Other wise I am out of this deal and agreement! " I blackmailed him, he glared at me for straight two minutes like an Indian dad . Pressing the teeth against each other he nodded his head positively.

"Fine! " he muttered under his breath.

"Yay yay yay! " I again started jumping.

We went to the bus stoppage, the taxi will take more money so I chose to go by bus. Abir was not convinced but he has no option even. I sat near the window, all the way to Soho I was just looking outside and remembering every time I spent here. While Abir was just scrolling through his phone rather than enjoying the beauty.

Wait.

"My phone? " I asked him, he gave me a side eye look.

"I told the delivery man to reach Soho. You will get there, don't worry! "

"You told me that you will give me my phone on the airport itself, " I complained.

"Now I am telling you that you will get your phone there! " he muttered, I frowned. After two hours our bus stopped. We both got out of the bus, to my surprise a delivery boy came and handed me a box.

"Oh! Thank you, " I muttered and kept the phone box in my purse.

"See! That's the place where we will come tomorrow for the meeting! " I said pointing at a building . Abir looked at me in surprise. "I know every corner of London! " I said in pride, he rolled his eyes at first then nodded.

"Where is your house? " he asked looking here and there.

"Just one kilometre from here, we have to go by walking, " I said and headed towards the street. He started barking at me, if we would have brought a taxi he would have left us on our exact spot. I royally ignored him and started walking.

Finally after a twenty minute walk we reached. My eyes shined in happiness when it fell on my dear neighbors. Mr Alden Jack and Mrs Jackie Jack.

"Hey sugarcane! " Mrs Jack came running to me, waving her hands in the air. Abir became stunned by the way she ran to me but it's how much she loves me. She is a sweetheart. As my name is mishti which depicts sweetness they call me sugarcane. Lol.

"Hey Mrs Jack! " I hugged her, she patted my back, breaking our hug she held my hand and scanned me from top to toe to see if I was all okay or not. "I missed you so much, I was so worried. Where did you vanish all of a sudden, I tried to call you even -" she stopped in the middle when her eyes fell on Abir.

Abir was already staring at her like he saw an alien. She was no less than an alien, sorry. Actually she is very innocent and umm childish, she is in her sixties. "You got married? " she asked in shock, I nodded. She stared at Abir from head to toe and her mouth fell agap.

"He seems rich! " she uttered in little disbelief, I chuckled.

"Because I am! " Abir mumbled, I rolled my eyes, this man doesn't leave a chance to praise himself.

"Hi I am Jackie Jack! " she introduced herself and forwarded her hand for a handshake. Abir shook his hand with her. "Hello! I am Abir Rajvansh! "

"Don't you think he is so tall, " Mrs jack commented, "Yeah! He took complan more than needed, " I laughed along with her and in return received a glare from Abir.

"Oh my sweet child! " It's Mr jack who took me in a warm hug, "How are you uncle? " I asked as he parted away, he nodded his head positively. Mrs Jack doesn't like it if I address her as aanty so I call her by name only.

"Hi I am Alden Jack! " uncle shook his hand with Abir. I could sense Abir getting irritated because he's tired and he doesn't like social gatherings more.

"Kitne ajeeb ajeeb nam hai inke! " Abir commented, I hit his hand. They both stared at me in confusion.

"He said you guys have such great names. It's lovely! " I lied, they both smiled brightly.

Mrs Jack started asking me about him, his profession and all. "Band karo isse!! " Abir said gritting his teeth, I gave an awkward smile to Mrs Jack who again raised her one brow in a query.

"He said how adorable you all are! " I again lied, Mrs jack blushed. Lol. Before Abir could lose his patience and scold them , I excused myself and dragged Abir inside my house boundary.

"Can't you behave politely! " I scolded him while dragging my luggage till the door. He took a glance of my house and frowned.

"Will we live in this cottage? " he said unbelievably, I hit his hand again.

"Don't call it a cottage, it's my home! " I complained.

"Jhopdi? " he commented, eww! So mean. I glared at him and opened the door. I had kept the key below a flower vessel. Keeping my shoes in the shoe stand I went inside . He did as I said.

"The house ended before it could even start! " he mumbled looking here and there. I stopped on my way and turned around.

"One more word against my home, I will sue you!! " I shouted, he burrowed his eyes and made a poker face. There is one bedroom, another room adjacent to it where I have kept a set of sofas, a television, a washing machine and a fridge and a small dining table. Yeah it's quite bigger than my bedroom . Then one bathroom and one kitchen and a small entrance where I just kept a shoe stand and some other things.

Getting a house in London is itself a big thing. These rich people won't understand, huh.

"It's my bedroom! " I showed him, he entered inside and dropped himself on the sofa.

"Here we don't have any space to move, how am I supposed to share it with you? " he complained, observing my room.

"Hello Mr! You are not sharing it, I am sharing my room with you. You have to adjust. No matter how uncomfortable it is don't you dare to say anything against my room, I can't hear it! " I warned him showing my index finger. First I took out my clothes and went to take a shower. It's evening time but I need a bath.

When I came back Abir went to the bathroom. "Your bathroom is the smallest room I have ever seen! " he shouted from inside, I pulled my hair to not get hyper. "Shut up! You didn't go there to dance, take a shower and come back, the space is more than enough for taking a bath, " I roared, my throat has become dry by shouting at him. I cleaned a glass and drank a little water. My kitchen was small, so it didn't take me much time to clean it.

I didn't have anything to make, I needed to buy groceries. I should have bought something from outside but I forgot in excitement.

"I need coffee! " he said, I moved my eyes to him, after taking a shower he was looking all fresh. He moved his fingers through his wet hairs, some locks fell on his forehead.

"There is nothing here, we have to go to the shop to buy everything! " I said, he let out a deep breath and went to the bedroom. He changed his clothes into a decent one. I thought he would complain about not getting anything here.

I handed him a raincoat as it was raining outside. He frowned. "No way I will wear it, give me an umbrella! " He refused to take the raincoat , "It's raining outside plus the wind, it will break my small umbrella, I can't give you. Wear it! " I said, smiling sheepishly. He gave me an unbelievable look and took the raincoat. I too wore another raincoat..

Before that we both wore two bags on our back and then wore the raincoat. As it was raining so we wore two bags inside the raincoat, so that we can keep the stuffs there, otherwise all the stuff would be wet in the rain. I started laughing when I saw him in that raincoat.

"Don't laugh. You are looking like a penguin as well ! " he commented, I chuckled and looked at myself in front of the mirror.

"Let's go! " I said, the frown was not leaving his lips. I would have better lived with him in a hotel, it's hard for him to adjust in this house. But once he gets used to it, he will love it. First we went to a cafe, after taking our coffee we ordered some snacks for us. It felt so good to eat all spicy hot foods in the rain.

"It's so beautiful! " I whispered, mesmerized by the beauty of the view. It's raining cats and dogs outside . He hummed in response. There was complete peace between us. Just the sound of raindrops crashing against the ground. We both were looking at the street , it's quite a busy road.

I always love the dark weather.

We both then went to the grocery shop. I bought everything which caught my eyes because now I have nothing in my home. Thank God Abir didn't behave like a jerk and helped me throughout. After buying everything we packed it in our bag and then wore our raincoat over it. When we both were walking on the road, it felt like two penguins just crossing the path.

We're still two kilometre away from my house and I was already tired. My shoulder started hurting due to the weight of bag. The rain was not stopping either. "Do you have a water bottle? " Abir asked, I tilted my head towards him and shook my head in No.

"I am thirsty like hell, if I won't get water then I doubt I will die! " he said dramatically, I rolled my eyes.

"Why don't you open your mouth towards the sky and take the rain water to quench your thirst. He glared at me, but my idea felt good. I stopped and held his hand.

" Let's try, it will be fun, " I said excitedly, he frowned at me.

"Are you mad? I ain't doing anything like this, " he said and shrugged off. I closed my eyes and tilted my head up. The raindrops crashed against my skin, it was tickling me. I opened my mouth and let the droplets going down my throat to my stomach.

"Are you serious? " Abir asked in a surprised tone, I shut my lips and stared at me. "You should try once! " I advised, he sighed in disbelief. To my surprise he too looked up and opened his mouth. My lips twitched into a broad smile, I can't believe we both were doing something stupid like this . His lips curled into a smile while taking the rain drops in his mouth.

"Isn't it fun? " I giggled and he nodded his head.

I again tilted my head up but due to the weight of my bag I felt on the ground. "Ouch! " I lost my balance. I looked up when he started laughing. It rarely happens when he laugh with me and it felt so good to see him like this. I was about to get up when a car passed by me at a high speed resulting the mud water poured over me.

"Eww! Are you blind? " I shouted at the car driver but he had already vanished from my sight. "Tch tch tch! " Abir mimicked and laughed again. Now this laugh was not worth of admiration, huh!

"Stop laughing and help me! " I frowned and forwarded my hand. With the weight of bag I couldn't stand on myself. He held my hand and pulled me up. Making a bad face I went home. As soon as I reached home I took out my dirty raincoat and washed it. He being careless about my stuff, threw the raincoat to a corner and dropped himself on my bed after cleaning himself.

So sweet.

It's around 9:00 pm, I was sitting on a sofa, he was sitting next to me. I was watching cartoon in the television while he was doing something in his phone. Mrs Jack's voice came from outside, Abir frowned by her voice only. I went to open the door and let her come inside.

"Hello sugarcane, all good? " she greeted me with a smile, I nodded and called her to our dining room. Abir faked a smile and she sat on a chair keeping a tiffin box on the table. "Did you brought dinner for us? " I asked excitedly, she is the best cook I had ever come across. And just for me she always makes Indian food. I grabbed the box and opened it but my face dropped seeing the item.

"Mrs Jack! You forgot it again, I don't like paneer, " I complained making a pout . She had made paneer butter masala.

"Oh girl! You are a vegetarian and then you don't like paneer as well, what do you eat even? " she scolded me like my mom, I pouted.

"Dimag! " Abir muttered instantly, I glared at him. He doesn't leave a chance to mock me.

"It's okay! I will eat this naan with gravy and Abir will eat the paneer, " I said to her, she said she will make some other thing for me but I refused. Then she left. I locked the door and went to dining.

"They have postponed the meeting! " Abir informed me, I became happy for a moment realizing I will get some more time to stay here but then he will live with me too, it was enough to brought a frown on my face.

"After two days we have the meeting! " he added, I served the food on two plate. We both started our dinner.

"Can you change the channel? Who watch cartoon at this age? " he said annoyingly, "in my tv you can watch cartoons only! I haven't subscribed to other channel, " I mumbled, there is no age limit to watch cartoon. But who will make this boring person understand.

He too started watching the cartoon having no option , first he was not that much interested but then he too got involved. Sometimes he started laughing and sometimes he made a serious face. He took cartoon seriously!

Wasn't he the person who was complaining me about watching cartoon before sometimes but now watching it with full focus. As one episode ended I turned off the television and he looked at me. "You wanted to watch more? " I asked, "No! Who watch this? " saying he went to kitchen with his plates . I shook my head in disbelief.

We both were tired so after keeping the plates in basin we went to my bedroom to get some sleep. He slept near the wall while I slept towards the edge. There was no space to keep a pilow between us which we usually do, as my bed was not big like his. My sofas were small in size so it's better to share the bed.

After masi I used to feel alone in this house but this time he was with me. Yes, we quarrel a lot but atleast I don't feel alone. He is not that bad company.

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I opened my eyelids lazily with a frown as I found myself half on the bed and half hanging down in air. My one leg and one hand was touching the ground while Abir was sleeping peacefully covering the whole bed.

"Oops! " I fell flat on my back on the ground while trying get up. Abir moved to the edge and looked down at me with his sleepy eyes. "What are you doing there? " his sleepy tone was damn sexy. "I am doing my morning yoga! " I said sarcastically, "It's good, continue! " saying he went back to his previous comfortable place.

I yawned lazily and sat there for a minute. It's around 7:30 , I felt so relaxed as I was free, I didn't have office. But I was not feeling sleepy anymore. After doing my morning chores I wore a decent wear. Abir too woke up.

"We should go outside for breakfast! " I said dropping myself on a couch.

"Why did we buy so many things if we won't make it? " he asked, I frowned.

"Do you have any interest in cooking now? If yes then go and make, I am tired already, " I said, he thought for sometimes then started dressing up lol.

"If we are going outside then let's go to mall and other places as well, we will do our lunch in any restaurant , " I grinned excitedly, "Then let's do our dinner outside as well! " he taunted, "That's great! " I added and in return he just glared at me. After throwing some more tantrums at each other we went outside. It's a perfect sunny day. The weather was perfect to roam around.

We first did our breakfast then just walked around. We went to a mall, we did not buy anything but kept roaming. It's hell awkward because nobody of us uttered a single word. Mute.

"Heyy let's go there. Something interesting is happening there, " I dragged him towards the gathering . So people were gathered there for paper dance competition.

"Omg! It was always my dream to participate in paper dance with my partner. Let's go please please! " I said jumping on my spot, people were joining the game. Abir tapped on my shoulder.

"In case you are forgetting I am not your partner! " Abir uttered, my face dropped instantly with the sudden realization. Yeah! I pouted and saw the couples taking there respective place. A lady came towards us.

"Sir Mam! If you don't have any problem, please participate. There is one more left, " the lady said pointing at the paper. I was already staring at it hopelessly. "No, it's okay! " I said.

"Sir please! You might win the competition, give it a try, " she said politely. The lady tried to convince us a lott, as there were no couple left except us. "Fine. We will do it! " Abir said drawing my attention, I raised my brows and he nodded. The lady got some good convincing skills other wise convincing him is so difficult.

We both took off our sandle and stood on the paper. The music started. There was enough space for us, so we moved our body freely until the music stopped. A person came and folded the paper. We stood close to each other but in a safe distance . We could just move our leg backward and forward. My hands on his chest, while his one hand on my waist and other on my shoulder. The music stopped and the person folded the paper.

We both stood up, our bodies were stuck to each other like there was some gum between us . He travelled his hand to my waist and held me firmly. I licked my lips, we could move our feet for one inch or less. Only four couples left including us. The music stopped and the paper became more short.

I looked at Abir who was standing above the paper , there was no space left for me. "Come! " he whispered, he held my hand and pulled me gentle. I stood above his feet, now the closeness was something which made me restless. He held me by my waist, his grip around me was stronger than before. I wrapped my hand around his neck.

His hot breath on my face was driving me crazy. I didn't dare to look up because I know how captivating his eyes were. My eyes were on his buttons, lol. We qualified that round as well. Only three couples left including us. After coming till here, I didn't want to lose the game. But I was not sure if he will able to pick me up or not.

Now the paper became short. He had to stand on his toes. The way he was completely focused on the game was surprising to me. He forwarded his hand, "Are you sure you will lift-? " I was already in his arm, he cleared my doubt by effortlessly carrying me in his arms. I could not believe he was just standing on his toes.
I started dancing by just moving my hand.

"Congratulations! " a lady shouted, I moved my gaze and found no couples there except us . My eyes widened in happiness. "We won it! " I palmed my mouth, Abir dropped me on the ground. "Yay we won it! " I started jumping throwing my hand up, Abir was just standing there with a smile. In excitement I approached him for a hug but stopped when realization hit me hard.

My hands were on half way to hold him and pull him in a hug but I drew myself back. He was fast enough to notice it. Again everything became awkward between us, I tucked one hair strand behind my ear and stared at the white floor. My excitement level was on another level. I mentally cursed myself for my stupidity. People started clapping for us, I gave a faint smile.

The same lady came to us. "Sir Mam, your name please! " she asked, we both told our name, she gestured us to follow her. Making us sit on a sofa she left. A person came and kept two hot chocolates glass on the table. We both were silently shipping the drink until the lady came with a box.

"It's a small gift from us. Thank you for joining the game, " she bowed down in front of us and left. I started opening the box but Abir held my hand. "You will do it once we reach home! " he said, I shook my head and threw his hand back. I quickly opened the box, my heart racing in happiness.

"Oh my God! This is do beautiful, haina! " I screamed in happiness.

Then my eyes moved to the name Mishbir , it was written there. I looked at Abir who was already looking at the name. I cleared my throat and kept it back inside the box. So they asked our name to mske a couple name out of it and wrote it here. That's something impressive.

I don't know but I was feeling so happy, it's just a game.

My stupid heart becomes happy over a small reason .

We were just coming out of the mall when Abir stopped, I went to him, his eyes were on a chocolate box. "You want to buy it? " I asked, he bit his lower lip. "Umm Riddhi, Riddhi likes it so uhm! " he said hesitantly, his words brought a broad smile on my lips. Riddhi will be super happy if I will just say that his brother took her name and didn't forget her.

"Then buy it, " I said, I pulled out the box and gave it to the owner. He gave me the bill and Abir paid the money.

We did our lunch together in a restaurant, again there was a complete silence between us. Like what will we talk about? There's nothing, maybe nothing to share with each other, otherwise our lives were too much happening and full up incidents.

We were on our way home, to be honest I was happy, extremely happy. After ages I felt like life has become normal. It's temporary but I wanted to enjoy it as much as I could. I fell on the ground when a boy's cycle hit me and the gift box too fell from my hand.

"What the -" I grabbed the box and opened it . Abir knelt down in front of me and took out the broken statue. The girl and boy were not together anymore, even the outer glass was broken.

"Oye! Come here! " I shouted at the boy, he got startled in fear. My anger reached so many levels. I stood up and called him, he was constantly saying sorry. That's a big road, he could have a ride anywhere but he chose to hit me and then broke my gift too. I won't spare him.

"You are coming or I will go! " I said pulling down my sleeves, he started taking back steps with his dumbass cycle. "You are gone ! " I shouted and was about to run when Abir pulled me , holding me from my waist. The boy ran away from there. I started throwing my leg in the air.

"I will file a case against you, fix it back! " I shouted, punching and kicking the air.

"He left, stop shouting. People are looking at us! " Abir whispered, I looked at my surroundings and found everyone staring at me. While I was throwing my hand and leg in the air like a clown. I passed an awkward smile.

Hehe.

Sorry to bother you all.

I hope you all enjoyed the show, now get the hell out of it.

As I calmed down Abir put me on the ground and handed me the box. The gift broke faster than my dreams. All the way home I cursed my luck and that boy. I found one reason to be happy and God snatched it away. After reaching home I placed the broken pieces and stared at it for some second until my eyes got blurred. It filled with tears.

"It's just a statue, you will get it anywhere. Stop shedding tears for it! " Abir hit my head lightly, I opened my mouth and started crying loudly. "Aaaaannnnnnnnn! " I yelped, tears fell down my cheeks. I want this only. It's special.

He palmed my mouth. "Hey stop. Here people will think I harmed you, " Abir pressed my lips, I bit his palm and started crying loudly. "Fgs stopppppp! " he shouted, I shook my head and threw a pillow at him. "Fine I will fix it! " as soon as the words left his mouth, I stopped crying and wiped my tears.

"Will you? " I asked in hope, he stared at me in disbelief because the way I stopped crying instantly . Nodding his head he sat on my study table, I gave him the gum and sat next to him. The girl statue was sticked there, it's that boy who went apart. We could not fix the outer glass covering so had to throw it.

Abir carefully applied gum on the feet of boy and plastered it. It's little broken at some part, so he chose to colour it to cover the damage. While he was colouring it, my eyes were on him. Some time his tongue popped out of his mouth as he was on full focus mode, sometimes he frowned because the colour spread out a little. His messy locks were falling on his forehead, he was looking like a goofy candy.

The sight in front of me was worth admiring. He looked very serene, his eyes were calm. My eyes were sparkling as it was cherishing the beauty of him. His words brought me back to reality, I cleared my throat and took a glance of the statue. He had fixed it. It's looking more beautiful without the glass barrier.

"Now keep it wherever you want! " he handed me the statue, "We will take it back to Mumbai na, so I will pack it again, " I said.

"Why will we take it to Mumbai? After a certain time you will come back na! After our divorce. So keep it here! " he said , my eyes flickered in realization. The happiness vanished somewhere when I realized what he said. "Yeah yeah! " I muttered and gave a faint smile.

I kept it on my book shelf and stared at it until Mrs Jack called my name. "Sugarcane are you okay! " she was breathing fast, we both got startled. "I heard you screaming! " she said in between her breath. "Mrs Jack, you came after an eternity. " I said and shook my head in disbelief. Like I was crying half an hour before and she came now .

Wait! My voice was that loud?

"Oh! Yah. Actually I was cooking, I couldn't leave the curry on gas, so came now, " she explained and sat on the bed. I handed her a water bottle and she gulped it down. After some time she was all normal. "I thought your husband bit you or something like that, " she said, giving a creepy look to Abir. I chuckled.

"So you came here to see her dead body? It's been more than thirty minutes to her scream, so till now I would have killed her by your logic, " Abir taunted, Mrs Jack flipped her hair then her eyes got fixed on the window. "Oh it started raining, I have kept my clothes outside, " she again ran to her house, I hit my palm on my forehead.

I looked at Abir who sighed in relief as Mrs Jack left. "Do you have gun? " I asked curiously, he raised his brows in query. "No what if you planned to kill me, so just asked, " I muttered.

"I don't need gun, I can kill you by chocking! " he said casually , my eyes widened while red hue appeared on my cheeks. He too realized what a shity thing he said. I went to my dinning room and turned on the tv.

Huh.

We didn't have to make dinner because Mrs jack made dinner for us agani. She's a sweetheart. He again watched cartoon with me while doing our dinner then we both went back to sleep.

Eat sleep and repeat.

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I felt a strong grip around my belly, lazily I streched my body and opened my eyelids. I looked down and found Abir's hand around my belly. I stared at his hand for some time until he pulled me more, my back brushed against his chest. I gulped and turned towards him. His cologne reached my nostrils, it was intimidating.

My hand trailed up his arm, brushing his perfect biceps it reached his shoulder and straightened the sleeve of his black vest, it was folded so I felt odd and could not stop myself from fixing it. His eyes were closed, my hand rested above his heart.

His heartbeat was so relaxing. My lips turned into a soft smile, I looked up at his face. There I felt a sudden urge to roam my fingers on his jawline to his cheek then to brush his hair , but somehow I controlled myself. How would it feel to brush his silky smooth hair? I pouted for not able to doing it.

I was just staring at him until he opened his eyes, he looked at me then smiled. But when he realized our position he snapped his eyes and then pulled out his hand from me. I felt the absence of his warmth. I quickly moved back and sat straight on the bed. While he laid flat on his stomach, pressing his cheek against the pillow he slept again.

I tied my hair in a ponytail and stood up. My eyes fell on the couple statue. It reminded me of his statement .

Divorce.

Yes. We will part away soon. Soon.

I should be the first person to feel happy by just the thought of leaving him but today I didn't feel it. I was not sad either. I don't know what I was feeling. It's just a feeling. It will vanish away with the time.

Maybe it won't .

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