Mishti :)

"Dadi, what's so bad about him? Abir is really really really good. That day you talked to him right ? Please think about him, us? I really like him.. " I expressed, her eyebrows thinned up as she moved her eyeballs to me..

"Why do you think that you both will make a healthy family? " she interrogated, well!

"We are compatible with each other.. I feel really happy around him and we both are working on the same field so it would be really great. And he is very kind to me, he heard everything I say, I don't say. There's a lot in him which you haven't seen. .. " I said whatever came to my mind.. I took a day off just to convince her for our wedding.. But here I had no idea about my words.. I felt like it's a job interview for Abir..

"Okay, let's go to Rajvansh house and talk about your wedding, I don't have any issues!! " she announced and stood up, my jaw hung down.. "Now? I mean it's 11:00 am, Abir must be in office-"

"What's more important to him? You or work? " she questioned, her eyes shooting daggers at me.

"Of course me! " I muttered and pulled the car key from the key stand.. She took the lead, I followed her..

"Should I also join you? " Naina shouted from the kitchen..

"You haven't done your breakfast yet! " I barked at her, this girl is the laziest creature in this whole world.. She woke up at 10:30 and did her morning work in just thirty minutes. Huh!

"I will do my breakfast in Rajvansh house, Abir bhai's dadi is such a brilliant cook , I don't want to miss the opportunity -"

Dadi stopped on her midway and glared at her. "But of course not as tasty as my dadi, huh! " she faked a smile and grabbed an apple from the kitchen slab.. I gulped down, Abir had a meeting at 11:30 , he was talking about it last night.. I will be dead..

Dadi told me to pick him from his office, so we first visited Ava's group of company.. My heart beat was faster than before.. I tried to call Abir but Mr. Don't disturb me during work time, didn't pick up my goddamn call.. After making both dadi and Naina comfortable in the living room of the ground floor I made my way to the top most floor..

"Abirrrrrr! " I shouted as soon as I came out of the elevator, as usual it was empty. I ran towards his chamber, without knocking the door I entered inside.. "Hey Abir.. " I sighed as soon as I saw his secretary in his cabin.

"Sorry Mam, but sir is attending the conference meeting! " he informed me and again got busy in arranging the files.. I looked at my watch, 11:31 , it's 11:31 am, wah! This man is so fucking punctual.. I bit my lips and made my way to the conference hall..

I started feeling guilty, of course his work is important. But if I should have said anything to dadi, he would have been mad at him or me.. Taking a deep breath, I slowly pushed the door.. It didn't make any noise.. I peeped my head through the little gap, I didn't enter fully.. Everyone moved their attention to me except that one person.. I smiled awkwardly, very awkwardly..

"Why are you all -" he was going to shout at them but his eyes landed on me and he stopped .. He stood up immediately and excused himself from the meeting.. I went back and waited for him.. "Is there any emergency? You took a day off right? " he sounded scared, now I felt more guilty.. I held his hand..

"Listen umm.. "

"What happened? You're scaring me! "

"No there's a good news. Dadi kind of agreed for our marriage! " I whispered, his hold around my hand loosened, his eyes sparked in happiness.. He was not surprised but shocked..

"Wohh how what when? And why are you so stressed? It's a good news right? You are not happy about it? " he asked, I shook my head negatively..

"Of course I am! I am the happiest person right now but it's actually, I mean she wants to talk to you and others now, right now! "

"Okay let's go! " he started walking towards elevator, holding my hand. I glared at him and stopped him..

"What about the meeting? You are forgetting that you were doing a meeting!! " I reminded him , the way he expressed himself I realized that he actually forgot about it.. I felt happy somewhere, that he's actually happy about the wedding things.. "Oh wait! I need to cancel it.. " saying he walked towards the conference room..

After a few minutes he came out of the conference room, I faked a smile but he was looking all excited about it.. We made our way to the ground floor.. "I am sorry for this, you had to cancel it.. Dadi just told me about the wedding, you know how she is -"

He cut me off by putting his finger on my lips and gave me an assured smile.. "It's okay baba! You don't have to feel guilty about it.. I have postponed the meeting, chill! "

Still I was not convinced, it's not about the meeting. But I never wanted to put him in a position where he had to choose between me and work. He took off the coat and handed me, dadi and Naina were waiting for us.. He touched her feet and waved at Naina..

"You could have just called me, I would have reached on time.. " he said to dadi, I and Naina started walking towards the parking lot. He came with dadi, she was asking him about his works and other stuff.. "Why have you made a face like a pig? " Naina poked my shoulder, I rolled my eyes at her comment and got inside the car.. I was the one who was driving, as dadi was inside the car I kept the pace as slow as possible.

Both Abir and Naina were giving me side eye looks, because they know how fast I drive and today it's completely opposite.. Dadi would sue me if she gets to know about my driving skills.. It took us half an hour to reach Rajvansh house.. My heart was beating faster than before.. I have been waiting for this moment for so long, but when it's happening I am nervous as hell..

I parked the car, Abir was so busy talking with dadi that he couldn't notice me, I was getting an anxiety attack.. It's such a big decision, I mean of course I am ready for it.. But I'm just so nervous.

"Don't tell me we are going inside with your pig face? What's wrong with you? You should be smiling other than making these faces, " Naina muttered behind me as we were heading inside, I shrugged off and cleared my throat ..

"Mishti? Oh My God after such a long time.. " Dadi screamed in happiness, "Meera come here, look who's here! " she added.. I touched her feet and hugged her.. Meera aanty came too.. Both were so happy about my presence, it relaxed me a lot.. But the environment became tense as they spot my dadi there..

"Oh Mrs Agarwal, what a pleasant surprise! Please come inside! " Meera aanty greeted her politely, I sighed in relief seeing my dadi's face, there was no sign of unhappiness on her face.. Everyone took their place, I was standing behind Meera aanty.. While dadi and Naina were having their snacks, Abir came to me.. Holding my hand he took me to the drawing room..

"What's wrong with you? Are you not happy about it? You have been looking all worried? Please share with me, what's troubling you? " as soon as he finished throwing questions at me , I hugged him.. It surprised him a little but he reciprocated.. "No I am happy, of course I am.. It's just that I am a little nervous.. Are we jumping into this marriage really soon? I feel like everything is going on fast forward.. I want to marry you but on the other hand I am just so confused.. I will be able to take all the responsibility right? We will be able to keep this marriage healthy and non toxic right? "

He smiled and took a deep breath.. Breaking the hug he made me sit on the sofa and knelt down in front of me.. "Where we are today, it's because of you, your patience, don't forget that.. It's only you, because of whom we are here, together.. Imagine now in this journey, it would be not only you but both of us.. We will handle everything, together, hamesha.. There will be a lot of ups and downs , there will be a time where we both will be on different tracks, but believe me at the end of the day we will find our way back to each other.. Butterfly you are my home, I am incomplete without you so as you. Never ever question yourself and us, we will make it. I really have a strong belief in us! "

I just stared at him, this man, my man, he never fails to amaze me through his words.. His eyes were twinkling in happiness, I moved forward and pressed my lips on his.. He was stunned by my move but then dragged me to the floor and kissed me back.. Hearing the noise of footsteps we parted away quickly, it's Riddhi. She was fast enough to catch us..

"Did I enter at the wrong time? " she asked with a teasing smile , "As usual! " Abir commented and left the room, I followed him silently, tucking my hair behind my ear.. Riddhi let out a devilish laugh and followed us..

"If Mishti wants to get married to Abir and she's happy about it, I don't have any problems.. She's mature enough to make her own life decision and I have no problem with it at all! " my dadi announced, everyone's face lit up in happiness..

"Which type of wedding do you both want? " dadi asked, I looked at Abir, he raised his brows at me.. "I want a private wedding with our family only! " he said, "I agree! " I added.. Last time we had a grand wedding, but without any proper ritual, but it was not as per our wishes so it doesn't matter..

I want to get married without any crowds and fights.. The less the people will be, the less the problem we will face and it will be more peaceful, the way we want.. Both the dadi discussed with each other and called a priest..

"This is not done okay! You guys decided everything without us? " Aadarsh bhai complained, I freaked out for a moment.. Saanvi di and he were on a small vacation trip, they were completely out of my mind.. "You were about to come after two days right? " Abir asked him and took him in a hug, Saanvi di came to me and sat beside me.. I forwarded a glass of water to her..

"I wanted to surprise you all but now I am surprised, my brother is getting married wohoo! Congratulations! " he hugged him again and then jumped into the couch, then his eyes fell on my dadi.. "Oh I am sorry! " he got up and touched her feet then again went back to his seat.. I chuckled..

"Hey congratulations! I am so happy for you, " Saanvi di smiled at me, I muttered a thank you. She had been very positive about us, from the very first day.. "I could not enjoy Abir's wedding before because I was pregnant, but this time I am going to dance, sing, eat and enjoy it like I should! " she sounded excited, the smile on my face dropped hearing the word pregnant..

"Hey please forget about it.. We have to move on, it's a bad phase, " she whispered, I nodded my head.. Naina and Riddhi sat on the table in front of me and glared at me angrily..

"What? " I muttered..

"You were not supposed to get married like this! I mean a private wedding? No I want a grand wedding! " Naina demanded, I glared at her.. "I agree ! " Riddhi added, I hit her shoulder..

"You are going to have fun without all those relatives, believe me! " Saanvi di said, I chuckled at her statement.. "Is it? " Naina made a face. "Now who's making a pig like face? " I reminded her, she shrugged off and they both went back to their respective seats.. We will have a private wedding doesn't mean that we won't have fun, of course there will be a ton of problems and funs.

"You can do the engagement on Monday or Thursday of next week, these two days are really auspicious. Other than this there's a day after a month! " the Priest announced..

"Fix the engagement on Monday ! Do you have any problems? " dadi asked us , we both denied..

"So let's just start the preparation, we just have a week! " Bhai said in excitement, Abir and I smiled at each other.. Butterflies were dancing in my tummy, I felt like jumping.. I was being nervous for no reason..

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After I dropped dadi and Naina in our apartment, I drove back to office. After our wedding announcement Abir was in no mood to attend the meeting, the workaholic man was just too excited so he didn't feel like attending the meeting.. So I decided to attend the meeting on his behalf , thankfully he agreed to that.. Well, he said he will make plans our wedding.. The role just got reversed, but I am happy about it..

I am not very fond of plan making.. I would mess up everything at the end ..

The meeting kept me hooked for straight five hours.. It was 9:30 when I left the office, Abir called me to Rajvansh house for some discussion related to our marriage.. I wonder what's so important that he couldn't wait for a day.. It's already so late.. I informed my dadi about it and thankfully she had no problem with it.. Of course we both are already married, so there are no restrictions for us..

After parking the car I made my way towards the house, but one servant stopped me.. "Mam this way! Sir is waiting for you.. " she instructed, I gave her a polite smile and made my way towards the garden.. Abir was inside the pool, "So what's the important thing you want to discuss with me? " I said going near the pool, he stopped swimming and stared at me, his face turned serious.. Now it made me scared, once he had told me that he swims whenever he gets tensed..

"Pass me the towel! " he insisted, I took the towel from him, as the ground was slippery I removed my heel and went near him.. He was wearing a black shorts and his upper muscular toned fair body was clearly visible to me through the clean water. It made me thirsty for some reason, but it's time for his important discussion..

I forwarded my hand to give him a towel, but the next moment I was pulled into the water.. I couldn't process what was happening, I was drowning in water then I realized I know how to swim.. It's not that depth , I stood there, completely breathless.. I came to my senses when I heard Abir's laugh..

"Seriously? What's this? "

"The important thing! " he muttered, I glared at him and turned around to go back ..

"Listen I am not going to have any -" he pulled me fiercely, my back hit his hard chest, air stuck in my throat.. I squeezed myself when he buried his face in the crook of my neck.. "Do you really think it's that easy to walk away from Abir Rajvansh? Butterfly! "

His tone was so sensational that it drove me crazy, I turned back to him and my eyes met his. I lost that little strength in me as I stared into his dark brown eyes, it's dangerous to look away and scary to look into.. He started taking steps towards me as I started moving back, until my back hit the wall..

I trailed up my hands on his bare chest and circled it around his neck.. "It's cold here! " I whispered, his lips twitched into a smirk.. He moved his gaze from me to the surrounding then ran his fingers through his thick shiny wet hairs.. I felt an adrenaline rush, his jawline was so perfect.. I had seen him from close before but today it's like I saw him for the first time.. He's so hot for what? How I became so lucky!!

I didn't realize when my fingers moved into his hair, suddenly he stared back at me.. "Is it still cold here? " he whisper-asked, I gulped and bit my lips.. "It's my work, butterfly! " , first I didn't understand what he meant then realized it.. It's his work to bite my lips .. He smashed his lips into mine , I felt a wave of excitement in my tummy.. His hand moved to my back and he pulled out the scrunchie from my hair, making it fall all over my back..

Holding my hair tightly he pulled me more into him, our kiss was making me feel dizzy.. He sucked my lower lip then bit it hard, making me moan his name.. I fisted my hand around his hair and kept the other hand on his chest, my nails digging into his skin.. He unbuttoned my first two buttons of the shirt and moved his hand on my neck, I felt myself melting due to his sensational touch..

He parted away when he realized I was dying out of the air, I looked down due to his intense stare.. He moved his hand from my neck to my shirt and started unbuttoning it.. I didn't stop him, because I didn't want to.. Even though I was looking down, I could feel his burning gaze on me and that little flirty smile on his lips.. It's making me crazy as hell..

I closed my eyes when he inserted his both hands in the waistband of my skirt and drew a line on my bare waist while withdrawing out my shirt from my skirt.. He took off the wet shirt from my body, my bra was sticking to my body and everything was quite visible due to the effect of water.. I circled my arms around him and hugged him..

"Abir.. " I whispered, he hummed in response and licked my shoulder bone, I forgot what I was about to tell.. "I just had my dinner, but I feel so hungry for you! " he whispered and sucked my earlobe, his words made my toes curled.. I could not understand whether I was feeling too cold or too hot, but whatever I was feeling was at an extreme rate..

I took a deep breath as he started kissing and licking my skin..

He trailed his lips from my jawline to my neck, this time he pinned me against the wall and started sucking my skin vigorously.. He moved down a bit and kissed the mole above my right boob, I clutched his hair tightly.. "I need to stop now , otherwise I won't be able to stop myself further! " he whispered to himself, I chuckled..

I stood on my toes and kissed his cheek, "pick me up! " I said stretching my hand, he wrapped my legs around his waist , I placed my lips on his soft lips.. He sucked my lips gently, it's soft magical and smooth.. I roamed one hand on his back while brushing his hair through the other, he was drawing circles on my bare waist.. When I felt I couldn't take this anymore, I pulled myself back.. He nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck and hugged me tightly..

"What about a dance? "

"Dance? Inside the pool? " I asked excitedly, he nodded.. "I want to experience every thing with you, " he whispered, my cheeks turned red.. His phone was near the pool, after scrolling a little down he selected a song and put the phone back on the ground..

Zara Zara Behekta Hai Mehekta Hain
Aaj To Mera Tan Badan
Main Pyaasi Hoon Mujhe
Bhar Le Apni Baahon Mein

He turned me around, my back hit his chest.. He wrapped his hand around my belly, tracing his fingers on my skin slowly.. I felt an adrenaline rush throughout his hand movement..

Yuhi Baras Baras Kaali Ghata Barse
Hum Yaar Bheeg Jaaye
Is Chaahat Ki Baarish Mein
Meri Khuyli Khuli Lato Ko Suljaaye
Tu Apni Ungliyon Se Main
To Hoon Isi Khwaayish Mein
Sardi Ki Raaton Mein Hum
Soye Rahe Ek Chaadar Mein

I closed my eyes feeling his cold finger on my forehead, he trailed his fingers down my cheek, adjusting my hairs all the way back.. Pushing all the hair to my right side shoulder, he placed a kiss on my nape.. My chest was getting heavy in excitement and nervousness, he was doing magic through his lips..

Hum Dono Tanha Ho Na
Koi Bhi Rahe Is Ghar Mein
Zara Zara Behekta Hain Mehekta Hain
Aaj To Mera Tan Badan
Main Pyaasi Hoon Mujhe
Bhar Le Apni Baahon Mein
Aaja Re Aa Re

He pulled down my bra strap a little and bit my shoulder blade, tightening his grip around my belly he traced his finger around my neck, goosebumps erected all over my body.. I felt weak on my knees.. The next moment he picked me up in bridal style and spinned around himself along with me..

I locked my arms around his neck and hugged him, he buried his face in my neck and after a few spin he dropped me on the ground carefully.. The song had stopped already.. I placed my both hands on his chest and smiled.. He grabbed me from my waist, I bumped hard against his chest, pressing my cheek between his fingers he again pressed his lips against mine..

I was too stunned to react, it's not soft but filled with hunger and desires.. His hands moved down and held me from my throat, I could not able to match his energy, because this time he's totally into the kiss.. I let him kiss me, after a moment he stopped but our lips were still connected with each other.. He slowly licked my lower lip with his tongue and sucked it gently, I moaned his name in a way of whispering..

As he parted away, I hugged him..

"I can't wait for us to get married, after that I won't leave you for even a second! " he whispered , a big smile lingered on my lips .. I hugged him tightly as I felt comfortable, satisfied and excited. There's a volcanic eruption happening inside me..

"Why are you so excited about our wedding? "

" I am excited about the things that we are going to do after our wedding! " he replied, I rolled my eyes but couldn't stop from blushing.

"Okay so what are the things we are going to do after our wedding? " me being more shameless than him asked it, he opened his eyes, smiled then again closed his eyes.. We were still hugging each other..

"That's something personal....! " he muttered, we both started playing with words..

"Personal means only about you? Or anyone is involved? " I questioned, he chuckled..

"It's between me and my wife, I can't tell you! " he said, I was blushing so hard that I looked like a whole red tomato..

"Okaay then! If you are getting married, what are we doing? Let me go! " I said rolling my tongue in my mouth, he parted away , holding me from my waist he made me sit on the edge of the pool.. I frowned at him, he came out of the pool and wrapped the towel around him.. Drying my shirt, I wore it back.. "Huh? " he just let me go so easily..

I entered inside through the backdoor and went to our bedroom.. After wearing my undergarments I started searching for anything suitable to wear, but then there was Abir's shirt, so I easily picked one of his.. I choose a black shirt for tonight, after drying my hair I went outside.. Abir was scrolling through his phone, while sleeping in a half lying position..

I made my way to the other side of the bed, "Give me the blanket! " I muttered, he moved his gaze from his dear phone to me and the next moment he dropped his phone and his jaw hung down.. Am I looking hot? I became a little self conscious.. He passed the blanket to me , his gaze were still focused on me..

"What? " I mumbled and got inside the blanket, I felt so warm and soothing.. "Nothing! I am just admiring my wife.. "

"Oh ho! Before some time you were saying that it's something between you and your wife? Huh! " I muttered, I got startled when he jumped on me and caged me in his arms.. "I didn't know you would look so sexy in my black shirt.. " he whispered, tucking my hair strands behind my ear.. I gulped..

"You know what I want to do now? " he asked, I shook my head..

"I want to rip your clothes up and rip up everything that comes between my lips and your skin.. I want to kiss you, every inch of your skin, I want to be gentle yet aggressive to you, I want to be passionate yet soft to you, I will make you moan harder, scream my name like crazy.. I want to make love to you, I want you to know how much greedy I am for you.. I want you to know that you only belong to me, in every possible way.. "

My eyes were wide, my heartbeat was faster, he set fire on my skin through his words, my stomach crumbled in nervousness.. I put my index finger on his shoulder and try to push him a little bit.. He stared at my finger and gave me a look like really? Even if I apply my full force, I can't just push him , here I was trying to do with my finger.

"I understood! " I whispered, "If you want then I can show you practically! " he whispered, his hand traveled from my thigh to my core, I felt an unknown heat there.. He brushed his palm all way above, I froze completely.. I felt goosebumps all over my body.. He held the mangalsutra, his eyes sparked in happiness.. "I love it when you wear it, it looks beautiful on you! " his tone changed all of a sudden , now he was totally calm.. Sometimes I don't understand him..

He placed a kiss on the chain and then pressed his lips on my cheek, I cuddled with him and we both fell into deep slumber..

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We four went to a resort today for our engagement booking, then saanvi di insisted us to have lunch in a restaurant.. We four haven't spent time with each other for so long, so we agreed.

"You remember that you had mentioned about  getting married in Switzerland, those white weddings? It's your dream right? " I asked Abir, in the proposal video with Yuvani he had mentioned it..

"Yup! " he muttered and took a spoonful of ice cream.. Saanvi di went to the washroom and Aadarsh bhai was busy talking with his clients on the phone.. "Then why did you agree for an intimate wedding yesterday? Or you just wanted to marry her in Switzerland? " I said playfully, he glared at me ..

"It's still my dream but we have gone through a lot of ups and downs. So now I want to start this new journey with the blessings of God and my family, with proper rituals.. We can have the white wedding if you want, but later! "

So thoughtful of him ..

Saanvi di and Aadarsh bhai came together.. "What are you both are discussing? " he asked, "Umm nothing, she's planning about our honeymoon! " Abir said, my eyes widened, I hit his leg..

"Aree I remember, wait! " bhai pulled out a paper from his wallet and handed it to me.. It's a three days trip to Europe.. "Take it as a gift! " bhai said excitedly, Saanvi di took the paper from me..

"Please Aadarsh, don't be stingy! " she commented and gave it back to him..

"What? " he frowned. We both were just staring at them, we had no clue about anything.

"Listen! It's a gift from the bank.. Don't just settle for less. " she said rolling her eyes, I was still confused about it.. "Sometimes bank give us these abroad trip free tickets , bhai gets this every year! " Abir made me understood..

"If you really want them to visit Europe then book a ticket by yourself and give it to them..How can someone visit Europe in three days? Huh! " she added, bhai made a poker face and kept the paper back in his wallet..

Till now I was not thinking about our honeymoon, but now I actually started wondering.. Where we should go?

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"You should have kept the tickets na, we would have visited Europe, we could have cover two, three places at least! " Abir said while driving, I glared at him..

"That dates were before our wedding dates! Once we would be engaged na, my dadi will not allow me to go to any trips before our marriage.. Even I don't want to go now, we will see after marriage! " I said, he frowned at my statement.. He turned his car towards an other route, I didn't understand where he was taking to me..

"As we are going to get married officially, I want you to know everything about me, everything! " he said, his tone was low.. We never had any serious talk regarding his birth mom, I can't see him unhappy but I want to know him too, so I didn't stop him.. It will be hard for him today.. He stopped the car in front of the house where we have celebrated my birthday ..

I couldn't see it last time as it's night, it's really a beautiful house even though it's small.. And it's away from the city so it's quite peaceful .. He had the keys..

I entered inside, it was locked for a long time.. It's little dusty too.. Abir showed the whole house, I could hear his slow footsteps and his rapid heartbeat .. So many photographs were hanged on the wall, I had no idea about the people in them, some were new to me..

"It's the room where we used to play! " he said showing the corner room, the door was filled with stickers of actors, cricketers, football, other sports ,barbie, Disney land, marvel, Harry Potter and so many.. I went near it and saw three letters..

A R A

It could be Aadarsh, Riddhi, Abir, I wonder! I pushed the door and entered inside.. It's a really big room compared to others . I had never come to this room but it gave me such a lively vibe, like I could feel the siblings playing games here or fighting with each other or eating snacks , I could hear the noise, their giggles, their laughters and roars and screams..

I looked back at Abir, a drop of tear rolled down his cheek and he immediately wiped that off.. "If you are not comfortable, we can go back! " I muttered and caressed his shoulder, he shook his head negatively.. I moved further, my feet was constantly hitting against some toys.. My eyes fell on a photograph of three people..

I could see Abir and bhai there, but the girl didn't seem like Riddhi.. She's looking quite same but still I just couldn't connect.. Eyes were same.. "She is not Riddhi right? " I questioned and to my shock Abir nodded. Even she's looking older than Abir and bhai.. How can she be?

"She is Riddhima Rajvansh! My elder sister, " he responded , I raised my eyebrows, his subtle cold expression sent chills down my spine.. I put the frame at its place, in the drawers there were many pictures of her as well..

"Why there is no picture of her or Ava aanty in our Rajvansh house? " I asked, from the very first day to till now I had never seen any pictures of them..

"Because they both are really precious to me and I want to keep it away from this outside world. This is my home, these memories are my treasure, I am scared of losing and forgetting it , if I will take these away from it then I might lose them..This is my home and they are my people! " he expressed showing those photographs.. He lied down on a couch, I pulled out a stool and sat beside him.. I wanted to ask how she died? I know about his mom, it's a murder but I had never heard about his sister..

"She's suffering from typhoid when mom died, no one had any clue about it.. She's staying here because it's her vacation.. After mom passed away bhai didn't talk with anyone.. Di came here, she's already suffering from typhoid, she's taking the medicines before but then she stopped it..

I wanted someone's comfort, everything was so messed up, Mr Rajvansh was behind his enemy who was the reason for mom's death, so we were kind of under danger .. Nobody had a single idea about this house, so dad sent me and bhai here before leaving our house.. He disconnected all the networks and everything so that no one can reach us..

I had witnessed mom's death and had seen all those criminals.. That's why my life was in danger and Mr Rajvansh wanted to protect me and this was the safest place. There were no houses or shops or markets near it around that time.. Di didn't allow us to go near her, she didn't eat anything nor talked to us.. Till then too we had no idea about her fever..

Next day she didn't come out of her room for straight eight hours, we broke the door and entered inside.. When I saw her lying on the bed panicked gripped around me, but I got relieved because she was alive.. But her fever had increased.. She was not able to move..

I can't even say how helpless we both brothers were! We had recently lost our mother and di was our second mother.. Dad had locked us inside because we didn't have much security that time.. There was no way any of us could go out and buy her medicines or console a doctor.. Still we did our best, whatever we could.. But God had some other plans.

We saw her dying in front of us, she had breathing issues as well , she's constantly vomiting,she's getting nightmares , panic attacks .. Aside from everything she's missing mom very much , she's the dearest to her.. Still she fought till next day, her condition was extremely serious.. Dad reached us, we rushed to the hospital but she had already left us.. "

I felt like collapsing right there.. My palm became cold and I was sweating.. That was so tragic and so cruel.. I just came out of the room and went to garden to have some fresh air.. It's time to stay with Abir but I felt breathless.. I was not able to utter a word.. I placed my hand on my chest and tried to calm myself down..

"Are you okay? " Abir asked me and forwarded a glass of water to me, I gulped it down in one go. "I am sorry, this is just so -"

"Don't feel sorry! I understand, " he muttered, I sat on a chair and he sat next to me..

"You are really brave, I could have never come out of this trauma, honestly! "

He left a dry chuckle after hearing me and then stared at me. "Everyone have to make themselves strong, it's the only way we can survive in this world! " I nodded..

"I know it must be hard for you, but now you have someone to whom you can call maa and you have a little sister too.. I know it will never be the same but it can fill the void right? " I expressed, he looked at me then at the grasses..

"Do you have an experience like this? Where you have a favorite doll or a toy, someone just broke it then buy you a new one.. Will be able to connect with it? "

I stayed silent.. I didn't mean what he understood but he was not wrong either..

"When you can't feel the connection with a new toy like before then how can I? It's about my mom and sister, when it's not possible in case of toy then how can it be possible when it comes to human being? "

He left me speechless..

"Sir, we need two more weeks, due to rain we had to stop the work for 4 days! " a worker informed him, "No problem, take as much time as you want but I want it done before one month and I hope I won't find any mistakes! " Abir ordered, the worker nodded and left..

"What work? " I asked..

"I said them to renovate my room, we are going to live here after our wedding! "

The ground beneath me slipped away, I was stunned and heart broken.. It means we will leave Rajvansh house? I don't think anybody has any idea about it.. I became sad just by thinking about everyone's reaction!!!

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