10: I Love You!
Sitting in the balcony of her room, Drishti looked at Rakshit and Lavanya with teary eyes. They were sitting on the swing in the garden and talking about something.
The same swing where they once sat.
Drishti wiped the tears that had forced themselves down her cheeks and had a last look in their direction before going inside.
She had just realized who she truly loved and that very moment everything went terribly wrong.
Still adamant on her decision, she went downstairs to the garden to talk to him because whatever may have happened, he too loved her so she shouldn't be giving up on him.
On reaching near the swing she wiped she tried covering her grieving expressions and directly went tobtalk to Rakshit.
Drishti:- Rakshit chalo yahan se.
She said before taking his hand and pulling her away from Lavanya ignoring all his attempts to get free.
Rakshit:- Drishti! Mein bat kar raha tha Lavanya se.
As if she cared.
Setting the dupatta on her shoulders properly she she left his hand under a tree and smiled at him.
Drishti:- hi!
He sighed.
Rakshit:- ye kya tha Drishti? Mein bat kar raha tha na, kya zabardasti hai.
Drishti:- age bhi to meine kai bar aise kia hai, tab to kabhi gussa nahi hue. Aj kyu?
Rakshit:- kyuki ab meri shadi hone vali hai. Aur mein ushi ke sath baitha tha. But tum ye nahi na samjhogi.
Drishti:- tumhe to Lavanya achi bhi nahi thi lgti.
Rakshit:- par vo mujhe pyar krti hai. Aur mujhe uska pyar dikhta hai. Kehte hain pyar use karo jo apse pyar krta ho. Ab Lavanya krti hai to meri bhi kuch zimedari hui na. Na ki uske pyar se anjan mein kisi se bhi shadi krne chaka gaya.
Drishti felt guilty, even if it wasn't her fault that she couldn't see through his actions. Holding his hands in hers she tilted her head to a side and brought them closer to her chest.
Drishti:- han to koi bat nahi. Ye shadi rehne do, mein karungi tumse shadi.
He smiled. Her straightforwardness and innocence never failed to make him smile. She was indeed a precious one.
Rakshit:- nahi Drishti. Lavanya pyar krti hai mujhse.
Drishti:- par tum nahi krte na! Tum mujhse krte ho
She said in a childish voice and hugged him.
Drishti:- rehne do na. Please?
His arms circled around her to hold her like he always wanted as she explained to him why Lavanya wasn't the right girl for her and she was.
Rakshit:- par vo pyar krti hai mujhse!
Drishti:- to mein bhi to krti hun! (Pauses and looks at him) I love you
And thus went wild, the butterflies in his stomac as she smiled at him and told him she loved him, once again. His heart felt like it could break all barriers and exit his body owing to the heavy beating on just hearing those words.
The person you love, loves you back. Isn't that the world's most beautiful feeling ever?
And he was among those blessed few who had the chance of experiencing that feeling.
Heaven on earth, such was his life with just a glimpse of her, just sitting with her, listening to her talk, listening to her complain and even fighting with her.
Rakshit:- kash tum ye pehle bol deti. Ab kuch nahi ho skta Drishti, kuch nahi.
Not knowing that his actions could have serious consequences, he tapped her cheeks and left Drishti.
Broken once again.
At first Yuvraj
Now him
And what hurt her more was that she never expected Rakshit to do it. Even after hearing the news of his marriage, she thought he would stop it once she confesses to him and sees her sad. But today, even her tears didn't stop him.
She stood at her place, crying. The tears fell down as she yelled his name but he didn't even turn.
Three days went like this. She didn't open the door to her room. Whatever food she needed to survive, she would open the door slightly at mid night and take the plates of food inside.
Romi and Divya were out for some work and Rakshit was heavily bothered by her behavior. His prank had gotten to far and he regretted his. He tried explaining her bur whenever he would start yelling from outside the room she would blast music so loud that his voice could not be heard.
At this moment he was so scared since it was the fourth day and he hadn't seen her for a long time. She didn't even take the plate of food outside her room.
Rakshit:- Drishti! Darwaza kholo! Bs bahut ho gaya tumhara, kholo seedhe seedhe nahi to tor dunga!
He yelled as he twisted the handle madly and tried opening the door handle madly while trying to break in.
I'm sorry he thought as he regretted his actions which broke her heart.
She already had her heart broken by Yuvraj but he instead of understanding it took it rathet childishly and decided to hurt her even more.
Since the situation was getting out of his hands, he broke the door and enetered her room only to find her crying on her bed. The view broke as heart as he had never imagined her crying because of him.
Four days
It was four days and who knew how much she had cried. And was all because of him.
It all happened when Romi was away. If he had been there who would have dared to make his precious sister cry? Rakshit wnated to be the partner of her sorrows and her happiness. He wantes to hold her hand and never make her feel alone, he wanted to make her feel safe and happy just like her brother made her.
And there he was, making her cry.
Rakshit could never be like Romi when it came to her. With Romi's prescence near her, not even her tear dared to fall down her pretty eyes, if they did, someone was sure to pay off.
Last time too when she was crying Romi was out, talking to Yuvraj then went to some work. Then too Rakshit couldn't help him. And that affected him now.
Rakshit:- Drishti
He inhaled deeply as he walked towards her slowly. Watching the love of his life cry so hard because of him, his heart clenched and a sharp pain was experienced.
Kneeling down beside the bed he kept his hand on hers and called her name hearing which she lifted her head to look at him.
Their eyes met and the sudden guilt rush in Rakshit's body left him devastated.
The same eyes that weren't suplose to cry because of him were red because of continued crying. The same smile that never dropped was nowhere to be seen today. The same face struck with happiness all the time was stained with her tears today.
Seeing Rakshit she stood and sat properly on the bed, pulling her hand away and wiping her tears off. With her hand being pulled away like this, he closed his eyes in guilt.
He should have known.
He should have understood.
He should have been there for her.
But he wasn't.
Drishti:- kya krne ae ho yahan? Jao tum
She cried.
Rakshit:- Drishti meri bat suno-
Drishti:- mujhe nahi sunni. Tum jao yahan se. Jao apni Lavanya ke pas. Mujhse tumse koi bat nahi krni.
Hiding her face in her hands she cried hard unaware how badly her tears affected him.
Rakshit:- Drishti
As he raised his hand to touch her she slapped it away and yelled at him to not touch her and cried een harder.
Rakshit:- Drishti ek bar bat sun lo. Please. Mein pakka tumhe sab kuch hata dunga. Ek bar bat sun lo na meri.
He tried holding her but she kept telling him to go away till he forcefully pulled her closer to him and cried holding her in his arms.
Drishti:- mujhe tumhari sympathy nahi chahae! Jao yahan se!
Rakshit:- I'm sorry Drishti. I'm so sorry. Meine bs tumse mazak kia tha kyuki mujhe is bat ka gussa tha ki tumne Yuvraj se shadi ke lea han kr di. I'm sorry Drishti. Mein Lavanya se shadi nahi kar raha. Usne kabhi pucha hi nahi aur agar puchti bhi to mein nah hi kehta. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki tumhe itna bura lag jaega.
Drishti:- kya matlab hai tumhe nahi pata tha? Mujhe Yuvraj ne bhi dhokha dia! Tumse meine expect nahi kia tha par tumne bhi vahi kia. Yuvraj ka dukh manane ki jagah mein tumhari khushi mana rahi thi par tumne mujhe khush nahi rehne dea. Aur tumhe kaise pata nahi tha? Mein vahan kahdi hojar tumhe pukarti rahi, roti rahi oar tum nahi ae. Tumne ek bar piche murke bhi nahi dekha! Ek bar bhi nahi.
She cried harder. And he knew he shouldn't have done this. He went too far on this one.
He never wanted to make her feel that way. All he wanted for her was happiness and never anything less.
Rakshit:- Drishti?
He whispered as tears left his eyes.
Drishti:- ab kya hai?
Rakshit:- I love you
She stopped crying but her body continued racking with the silent sobs. Looking at him with moist eyes she said.
Drishti:- tum jhooth bol rahe ho.
Rakshit:- nahi Drishti. Mein kyu jhuth bolu. I love you
Drishti:- nahi krte
Rakshit:- krta hun
Drishti:- nahi krte
Rakshit:- krta hun
Drishti:- nahi krte
Rakshit:- krta hun
Drishti:- nahi krte!
He smiled as he kissed her lips and kept his forehead on hers.
Rakshit:- bht zyada krta hun.
My apologies for late update. It was complete but I slept early and woke up late, then spent some time talking to my brother which took a little longer than expected.
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