Addie POV:

His hands dominated me, pulling me into him, gripping my ass. I loved it. He never stopped touching me while we stumbled to the pack house and I couldn't keep my hands off him either. His touch felt like something I needed, the only thing that would make me whole. Then the fucking front door opened after us.

"Hey can we talk abo- oh shit, sorry," Gina said, backing up.

Xander and I broke the kiss and seemed to already have the same mind. "Not now," we said as he picked me up and carried me up the stairs.

We reached his bedroom door and he pressed me into it, grinding himself against me as his lips came back to mine, making me let out an involuntary moan. "Addie," he panted against my lips, opening the door and stumbling through, holding me tightly against him.

As soon as we were in the room he turned around, shutting the door by pushing me into it. I broke from the kiss in a moan as his hardness pressed against my aching core with the movement, my legs tightening around his waist.

He lifted and yanked my shirt off while I pulled his up and off as well and our skin touching took it to a new level. I needed more, like his skin was my only tether to reality. I reached back to undo my bra but apparently it wasn't fast enough because he took over, tearing it off and tossing it to the side before dropping his head down to my breasts and lifting me higher. "Fuck, Addie," he growled, sucking the hardened peak into his mouth.

I cried out, tangling my hands in his hair and bringing him closer. My body ached for him and just that little contact was enough to make me want even more. He growled again and pushed off the wall, holding me close while sucking on my nipple, dragging his teeth off it before sucking it back into his mouth again.

He dropped me on the bed and yanked off my pants, pulling them and my underwear off in one, swift motion. He dropped his own pants and boxers next and climbed over me, his beautiful green eyes flickering as his hand moved down between my breasts and over my stomach towards where my body needed him the most.

"You're so fucking gorgeous," he said, his eyes darting up and down my body. "I want to touch every inch of you."

"Well what are you waiting for?" I panted, craving to feel his hand move down lower.

"To hear you say you're mine," he said, his fingers lazily moving back and forth over my skin, slowly moving slower.

"I'm yours," I said, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling his lips down to mine. "Now for fuck's sake just touch me already."

That smirk I had a love-hate relationship with formed on his face and I decided today it was more on the love than the hate side. He crashed his lips down on mine and slid his hand down, circling my clit enough to have me squirming then thrusting two fingers into me. "Xander," I groaned, arching my back and throwing my head back.

"I need you," he growled, pumping his fingers in and out, curling them and hitting my most sensitive spot, making my back arch at how good it felt.

"I need you too," I whimpered. His fingers felt amazing but I wanted more. I needed more of him.

He groaned and moved his fingers faster, until I clenched around them, fisting the sheets and crying out. He didn't waste time after that, he positioned himself against me and dropped his head into my neck, wrapping his arms around me.

"Say that again, that you need me," he said, his hardness pressed against me firmly but not in yet. "You need me inside you love?"

"I need you," I moaned, raising my hips to him. He groaned and pressed a hot kiss onto my neck before thrusting into me, hard. I cried out and he dragged his teeth along my neck.

"Too hard?" He rasped, kissing my neck.

"No," I moaned, wrapping my legs around him. "Harder. I want you."

He growled again and pulled out before thrusting into me roughly. He moved fast, pulling out and shoving in over and over, never giving me a moment to breathe. It was like ecstasy to feel him in me. All my previous encounters paled to how it felt with Xander. I'd never felt more wanted in my life. Every movement had me feeling closer to him, like I could feel him even more, like that connection I had to him was becoming even stronger.

He took my words seriously, slamming into me hard and fast, his hands gripping my ass as he shoved harder and harder, growling each time he went deeper. "Fuck, Addie. You feel amazing," he growled, his fingers digging into my skin as he moved.

"Xander," I gasped as he slammed into me particularly hard, leaving a twinge of pain but the kind of pain that felt good, the kind that made you need more. I dug my heels into his back and he groaned, grabbing one of my legs and pulling it over shoulder before sinking even further into me.

It was desperate and needy and exactly what I needed, what he needed. I usually took my time getting to know someone before having sex this intense and rough but with Xander everything was different. I didn't want to take my time anymore, I just wanted to be with him completely. The sensations he was bringing out were unlike anything I'd ever thought possible. I panted and moaned his name while he drove into me, his teeth dragging along my skin, his hands gripping me tightly while my nails dug into his back.

The pleasure was building so quickly I was getting closer, clamping around him. He must've noticed because the second I clenched, he moved faster, letting my leg slide down and catching me in a kiss. I went from whimpering his name to screaming his name as my body tightened around him. The ache he'd been building burst and I felt it in my whole body, making my toes curl, my body tense and shake as he slammed into me one last time, pulsating inside me as he finished.

I whimpered as I rode the orgasm, it came in waves, my walls throbbing around him as he kissed me until my body relaxed and light. He collapsed on top of me, wrapping his arms around me and alternatively gently biting my neck and licking it afterwards.

"Mine," he growled, tightening his arms around me and biting into my skin. "Mine," he repeated, dragging his teeth down to my breast and nipping at my nipple, making me cry out. "Mine," he said again moving further down and biting my skin, sucking it into his mouth until it left a mark.

I groaned and raised my hips to him. He hummed in approval and licked at the spot he bit before moving down between my legs and biting down, just next to my clit, making me jump and whimper. "Mine," he growled, sucking my sensitive clit into his mouth.

I gasped and fisted the sheets as he relentlessly sucked on me before dragging his teeth off and biting my inner thigh.

"Mine," he growled again, his fingers pressing into my body roughly as he came back up, his head hovering over mine. "Mine," he growled roughly, dipping his head down and kissing me roughly, sucking my lower lip into his mouth and biting down before dragging his teeth off and returning to my neck, biting down exceptionally hard. "Mine."

"Yours," I panted, wrapping my arms around him as he continued biting and lapping at my neck.

He groaned in approval and his biting eased, turning more into kissing and sucking as his arms wrapped tightly around me, holding us both together. I never wanted to be anywhere else.

I don't know when I fell asleep but I woke to Xander's lips. Featherlight kisses danced around my neck, his hands stroking my stomach lightly. I sighed and turned my head towards his without opening my eyes. He placed an equally soft kiss on my lips.

"Morning, love," he murmured between kisses.

My eyes fluttered open to find him staring down at me. I smiled and moved to turn towards him but groaned, my legs clamping together. Damn, I don't think I'd ever had that intense of sex before.

"What's wrong?" He asked, bringing his hands up to my face, his expression etched with concern.

"Just sore. You gave me a work out," I answered, blushing and leaning in for another kiss.

"I hurt you," he said, his face crumpling as he pulled away from me.

"No," I said quickly, locking my arms around his neck to bring him back. I could see it and feel it. Our bond felt so much stronger and my poor Xander was already getting anxious. I really had to find a way to help him work through his past. "You didn't hurt me babe," I assured. "I'm just sore. It's a good sore. Last night was amazing. I wouldn't change a thing about it," I told him honestly, pulling his lips to mine.

He relaxed slightly and returned the kiss, his hands threading through my hair. Even though it was softer it still took my breath away so I broke away, panting. He pressed his forehead to mine, a frown still on his face.

"Maybe I should get Anna."

"For what?" I frowned.

"Because you're in pain because of me," he said, a guilty look on his face.

"Don't you dare mind link her," I said, narrowing my eyes.

The look on his face told me he'd already started. I rolled my eyes and kissed his cheek.

"You don't need to call her for every little pain I have," I sighed. "This is a good pain. I'm serious. Last night was incredible. I'd do it all over again right now if I wasn't sore so stop feeling guilty. You were amazing, I promise."

His lips twitched into a smile and his hands ran down from my hair, over my breasts where he rubbed his thumbs over my nipples.

"Oh, God," I whimpered, his touch setting me on fire again. "Don't start anything. I'm too sore. I need time."

"What if I'm gentle?" He coaxed, moving over me and placing a soft kiss on my neck.

"Still too much."

"What if I just finger you?" He suggested, sliding his hands down to my thighs.

"Still too much," I giggled.

"What if I put my mouth on you?" He tried again, trailing kisses down between my breasts.

I considered his request and I had to admit, it sounded nice. That wouldn't make me more sore and his hands were getting me worked up again. He continued moving down, kissing below my belly button before looking up at me.

"Okay," I agreed, pushing my fingers through his hair.

He grinned and moved further down, his head dipping between my legs. I sucked in a breath when I felt his tongue on me but it was light, soft and gentle. His hands moved down my stomach to my legs. He stroked the outside of my legs softly as he moved his mouth over me. I moaned and lifted my hips towards him as his ministrations continued, always staying soft.

"Xander," I panted, gripping his hair.

His fingers danced along the tops of my thighs as he continued. Licking, dragging and sucking in a combination that had me falling apart. It didn't take long before my walls clenched and the ache released. I whimpered loudly and curled my toes as my climax crashed around me, my insides throbbing as I came off the high.

He made his way back up to me, placing a light kiss on my lips. "Next time it'll be slow and gentle," he murmured, dragging his tongue along my neck. "Promise."

"Well I don't need it that way every time. I want it like last night again. That was the best sex I've ever had. You're not allowed to take that away from me," I protested, inhaling sharply when he sucked on my neck.

"Fine. But next time I'll end with that so I can make love to you more times," he answered, his hand sliding up and down my side. "You're so fucking beautiful. I could stare at you all day," he said lifting his head up and caressing my cheek. "Kiss you all day," he murmured, dropping his lips to mine before moving to my ear. "Taste you all day."

He dragged his tongue along my neck again and I melted under him, panting as he moved down, swirling his tongue around my breast before sucking my nipple gently into his mouth. I whimpered and he hummed, sucking rhythmically before releasing it and licking his way back up to me.

"You like using your tongue," I commented.

"You don't' like it?"

"I didn't say that."

"I can't help it. I want to taste and claim every inch of you," he murmured, burying his face into my hair before sliding his arms around me.

"I better get up. I'm supposed to meet with Cassie today," I sighed, pressing a kiss to his head. I really did not want to do anything but stay in bed with him but if I was going to be help him with pack stuff I needed to be an adult even if I didn't want to.

He stiffened, his arms tightening around me. I frowned and ran my fingers through his hair.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Can't you postpone?" He asked, rolling onto his side and pulling me tightly against him, tucking my head under his chin.

"Why would I do that?" I frowned. "We're kind of in the middle of a crisis, babe." And I want to help you.

He tensed again and a low growl sounded from him as his arms circled me completely, his legs wrapping around me. "No," he growled lowly.

"Xander," I sighed, pushing against his chest so I could actually look at him.

"Please," he whispered, kissing my head. "I can't be away from you today. Not after last night. Stay with me."

I frowned at his strong reaction and tilted my head up to look at him. His expression was pained as he looked down at me, waiting for answer. I could feel his insecurity and I hated it was there. I would stay with him all day if it assured him. I set my hand on his cheek and ran my fingers over his beautiful face, brushing back his hair.

"Did something happen?" I asked.

"No," he groaned, pulling me up and hiding his face in my neck. "It's just that now that I've had you I... I'll go crazy if you're away from me so quickly without being marked. Just one day. I just need one day. Then you can go back to normal."

"It's a wolf thing?" I asked, pulling back to look at him.

He gave a curt nod, hugging me tightly again.

"Man, you're really needy after sex," I teased.

He growled and rolled us over so he was hovering over me. "Keep up the teasing and I'll get you so worked up you'll need to have me inside you despite your soreness."

"Like you could do that," I scoffed, rolling my eyes.

The predatory glint in his eyes told me this wasn't the time to challenge him. His head dropped down, his tongue circling around where I was most sensitive. His hand went down between my legs, circling around my clit but never touching him. I was still wet from his attention earlier and the moment he touched me I whimpered, my body aching for him.

"Oh fuck, okay, you made your point," I panted, my hands fisting in the sheets as his fingers moved along the outside of my slit.

He released my breast, lifting his head up to look at me with a satisfied smile. "What's wrong? Feeling needy?"

"Like I said, point made," I whimpered, biting my lip.

He grinned and stopped his movement, coming back over me and kissing me.

"Stay with me," he prodded, dropping his lips to my neck, placing light kisses there before just hugging me tightly.

"I'm staying, babe," I agreed, bringing my hands up around his back, bringing him closer. "I'm not going anywhere."

A/N:

Heyyyy lovelies!! Well, here was the chapter you've all been waiting for haha, let me know what you thought of it!

Well they kinda got interrupted but they weren't having any of it today 

What'd you think of them waking up together and Addie reassuring Xander?

People, there's only four more chapters and an epliogue leading into the next book left of Fated. We are almost at the end and I'm freaking out about it!

Also, I'm doing an author Q&A tomorrow. It's going to be uploaded in my book "I Accidentally Summoned A Demon" as part of the celebration of that book hitting one million reads! But just because it's being uploaded there doesn't mean you can't ask me questions too if you have any. You don't have to have read this other story to ask me questions. I'm planning on separating the ones specifically related to IASAD from the ones just about me and my writing techniques so that if you haven't read IASAD, you can just read the first half of the Q&A and I'll have a header saying when I'm moving onto the specific IASAD questions. So if you have any questions for me or even about this book, feel free to leave a comment here and I'll add it to my question list :)

Until Friday! (unless I see you tomorrow at the Q&A ;)) Have a great rest of your week <3