Chapter 15: Falling Apart
It's been two weeks when Jungkook knows that Yeri is pregnant with his child. He couldn't get his mind clear. He was afraid, he doesn't want Jimin to find out. God knows what happened if his husband knows about this.
Jungkook has not being himself lately and Jimin notices that. At first he thought it was because of works, but something was really bothering Jungkook and Jimin couldn't get his fingers on it.
"Jungkook? You've been spacing out a lot these days. If you have trouble please tell me baby, I'm worried." Jimin touches his husband slightly.
Jungkook looks at Jimin at smiles faintly.
"I'm fine." He gets up, leaving Jimin alone on the couch.
Jimin wants to say something, but he couldn't. That night ended like the past two weeks where Jungkook lies cold on his bed, leaving Jimin untouched.
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It was Sunday and Jimin had had enough. He wanted his husband back and he wanted to spend their Sunday together as a couple. He slowly walks towards their bedroom, knowing jungkook was there since he wake up.
"Fine! Fine! I just need some time! Don't fucking push me anymore! I promised you rig----"Jungkook shouted to the phone.
"Jungkook ah, can we go somewhere this weekend? It's been a while since we go out together. Please?" Jimin peeks inside Jungkook's study room. He heard Jungkook talking to someone but he chose to ignore it.
Jungkook quickly hang up the call and walks straight past Jimin.
"I'm busy"
Jimin was a bit upset about Jungkook's behavior lately. However, he doesn't give up. He need to cheer his husband up!
"Well, what about if we have dinner together? I'll cook for you?"
"Yeah whatever" Jungkook grabs his car keys and attempt to leave.
"Kookie.... Look at me please" Jimin grabs his wrist to stop him. This has need to be stop. They need to talk!
"FOR FUCK SAKE JIMIN WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT??" Jungkook yanks his wrist off Jimin's hand and yelled on his husband's face.
"Can't you just for one second! Just for one second shut the hell up?? I'm so stressed right now and you're seriously not helping!!" he covers his face with his hands in frustrations.
Jimin frozed. Jungkook has never yell at him since they start a new life together. Jimin tried to touch him again but Jungkook avoided his touch and walk away.
Jimin feels his tears flowing down, he doesn't know what happened to his husband nor how to make him like the usual him again.
'Maybe.... Maybe we'll talk next time. Be patient Jimin'
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The days passed by and none of them talk like they should have. Either Jungkook said he was busy or he was gone before Jimin was up. They did talk about some random stuff like 'what do you want to eat' or 'how was your day' and the answers would be the same as always.
The only thing that Jimin knows is that Jungkook is always on the phone. Jimin sure gets suspicious, but.... He was afraid. He's afraid of what lies behind. He chose to ignore it and think positive 'maybe it's works afterall'.
*incoming call: kookie's mom"
Jimin immediately picks up the call. He glances at Jungkook who seems watching television with a blunt face.
"Hello mom, how are you?"
[Jimin I'm not calling to say hello. Bring Jungkook to our house tonight at 8.00pm]
"Why? What happened? Is everyone okay? Is there something going on?" Jimin started to worry a bit.
[............ oh baby... I'm so sorry... please forgive us baby]
"Mom? Why are you crying?"
[Just---- just bring Jungkook here. I've called him like a thousand time and he's not picking up. Please just bring him over]
"Okay mom. I will"
Jimin told Jungkook about the call and asks Jungkook to change his cloth. He started to get worried when his mother in law sound so, so broken.
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"This has better be important Jimin! I'm so fucking busy right now!" Jungkook drives as fast as he could.
"Busy of what Jungkook!?" Jimin couldn't take it any longer. Jungkook just been too much lately!
"I'm working for us! For our family! For you!" he shouted back.
"Fine. If you say so." Jimin cross his arms and looks outside of the window. It's not the time to fight right now.
After 10 minutes of awkward silence, they finally reached to Jungkook's house. Jimin didn't spare a minute, he opened the door and step out of the car without looking at his husband. Jungkook sighed and let himself out, walking behind Jimin.
Once he steps inside the house, he was utterly shocks of what he saw.
"Ye-Yeri......" Yeri was there, with her parents, Jungkook's parents, Jimin's parent, Namjoon and also Jin hyung, sitting together in the living room.
Jungkook was sweating right now.
Yeri smirks, sitting comfortably on the sofa next to her parent. "Hello Jungkook!"
"What the hell are you doing here!?" he grabs Yeri's wrist, attempted to drag her to stand up.
"Jungkook! Sit down!" Mr. Jeon shouts.
"No! Dad! Why is she here?" he looks at his dad in disbelief. He was afraid of many things and one of them is his husband's reaction.
"Who is she kookie?" Jimin's voice sends shivers on Jungkook's body.
Jimin remained standing behind Jungkook, still trying to process what is going on.
"Kookie?? How childish... you must be his husband, Jimin right? I'm Yeri his---"Yeri mocks Jimin, giving him the most annoying looks of her.
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YERI!" Jungkook just lost it. He can't let Jimin know about anything!
Yeri's father quickly stands up and yanks Jungkook's hand off her daughter's wrist "After what you did to our daughter? Not that fast Jeon, you have to take responsibility!"
"What is he talking about? What is going on right now?" Jimin asks, afraid of the truth that was about to be revealed in front of his eyes.
"Baby, please just—just go upstairs, I'll promise you I explains this later... please sweetheart" Jungkook turns around, looking straight at Jimin's eyes. He holds Jimin's hands tight, assuring him that there's nothing for him to worry about while Jimin just seems to be lost.
"There's no need for that! Jimin, for your information, I'm pregnant with Jungkook's child." Yeri looks at Jungkook and Jimin, smirks has never left of her face.
Jimin's beautiful eyes widened hearing that. He didn't believe what he just heard. Well, maybe he refuse to believe it. "W-what? ............................ Kookie... this is a joke right? Tell me it's not true! Tell me now!" Jimin looks at Jungkook's eyes, hands holding Jungkook's tight, looking for strength in his husband.
Jungkook was about to say something. His eyes pleading with guilty. He can't bring himself to look at Jimin's eyes any longer when Yeri interrupted them.
"It's true! I'm two months pregnant now! He has to take responsibility for this!"
"T-two months? That's mean. After our--- our marriage?" Jimin quickly let go of Jungkook's hand and take a few steps back. He couldn't believe any of this. This is a total bullshit! Jungkook would never do this to him. Or was he?
"Baby—please..." Jungkook tried to grab Jimin's hands once again.
"DON"T TOUCH ME!! DON"T YOU DARE TO FUCKING TOUCH ME!!" Jimin shouted. He glares at his own husband, feeling betrayed.
"Jimin, honey please calm down." Jimin's mother tried to calm his son down.
"No mom! He cheated on me!! YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON MY FACE" Jimin never let go of his stares on his husband's face. Part of him wish that this is just a mistake, a joke. None of this didn't actually happened. But all his hopes shattered when he saw Jungkook's guilty face. He was disgusted!
"Jimin baby, please, that was before we get together! And the truth is I was drunk! I don't even know what happened! Please don't do this!" he tried to convince Jimin. Jungkook was scared.
"That is not a fucking excuse for you to cheat on me Jeon Jungkook! Wait--- the person who always call him at night, was it you?" Jimin just snapped! How could Jungkook gave him that stupid excuse?? He looked at Yeri asking for conformation.
"Yes, it was me. Jungkook refuse to take responsibility! I had to! I'm pregnant with no husband! I'm vulnerable! I need a man to support me and my baby!" Yeri starts to fake cries. She leans to her father's chest and sobs. Her father threw a death glares towards Jungkook, asking him to be responsible of all this mess.
"So, you've been cheating on me all this time? That's why you've been acting cold towards me? Is that why!!!!???" Jimin walks towards Jungkook and hit his husband's chest with his tiny fists.
"No! Baby you don't understand. I--... I just—"Jungkook gripped Jimin's hand and tried to say something but nothing can be considered as a good excuse anymore.
"So it was all lies. You lied to me. Saying that you love me is all lies." Jimin's eyes watered by now. Drop by drops, his tears starts to fall down.
"NO! Jimin I love you! I do!" Jungkook cups Jimin's face and caress his cheeks to wipe those tears away. Jungkook himself was starting to break down too seeing his husband's tears.
"Jungkook, I'm tired. Let's just stop all this." Jimin turn away, leaving all this mess behind him. Jin quickly follows Jimin behind, afraid that he would do something that can harm himself.
"Wh-what? No! You can't do this! Jimin! Jimin no! No! Don't go!" Jungkook shouts, trying to stop Jimin. He was about to chase after Jimin when Yeri's father grabs his hand quickly, stopping him from leaving.
"JUNGKOOK! You have created this mess and now you're going to pay for this even if it means for you to divorce Jimin and marry Yeri instead!" Mr Jeon was so angry. He was ashamed, he couldn't believe what his son did to his best friend, to his son-in-law. He was beyond mad with Jungkook.
Everyone, including Jungkook froze at Mr. Jeon's words. Jimin's parents can't even say anything. They were hurt too. Thinking that they have trusted Jungkook and what Jungkook did was breaking their son's heart.
"No dad! I don't want to divorce Jimin! I love him!" Jungkook doesn't give a damn anymore. He lets his tears fall freely in front of his father. Something that he never did before.
"Stop this! You did this to yourself! Now you have to pay for it!" Mr. Jeon shouts and leave the leaving room, going straight outside.
"You fucking bitch! I'll kill you!!!" Jungkook was so pissed off at Yeri. He walks towards Yeri and raised his hand high.
"Jungkook! Calm down!" Namjoon stops Jungkook before he could hit her with his own hand. Yeri's father quickly grabs her daughter and push Jungkook away.
"Calm down!" Mrs. Jeon had had enough. This wasn't supposed to happen in her family.
"I'm losing him hyung... I can't lose him... I can't... I love him too much hyung!!" Jungkook cried in Namjoon's arm. He didn't care anymore.
"I know Jungkook... I know" Namjoon pats his friend's back, assuring him to calm down.
The last thing that happened that night was Yeri's parents leaving with a promise to come back and discussed the wedding. Mrs Jeon only able to nod weakly, thinking that things have gone too far to back off now.
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*incoming call: kookie~*
*incoming call: kookie~*
*incoming call: kookie~*
Jungkook feels so lost when Jimin refused to pick up his call. He decided to just text Jimin instead. He won't give up until Jimin was able to talk to him. At least.
Kookie: Jimin... Pick up the phone please
Kookie: baby... please!
Kookie: Jimin it's not fair if you don't let me explain this!
Jimin got tired of crying. He wants to talk to Jungkook, but with his tears never leaving his eyes and his voice has become hoarse from crying too much, he decided to just reply to Jungkook's texts.
ChimChim: Explain what Jungkook!? Explains that you've been fucking her all those nights?? Explains that she's the reason why you've been distance with me all this time? Explains what, exactly!?
Kookie: WTF Jimin are you accusing me to sleep with her now?
ChimChim: oh yeah you don't. That's why she's fucking pregnant!!
Kookie: Damn it! That was two months ago!! After that I never fucked anyone else aside from you!!
ChimChim: then why didn't you tell me about her? Why did you gave me those cold shoulders every night?
Kookie: I- I didn't mean to.... I was stressed out! I don't know how to handle this. I don't want to lose you.
Kookie: Jimin... baby... please don't ignore me.
ChimChim: if you think by saying sorry everything will be like before then you're definitely dreaming. Nothing is as good as before anymore Jungkook.
Kookie: then what do you want me to do??? Do you want me to fucking marry that bitch??
ChimChim: she's pregnant with your child! FOR GOD SAKE, YOUR CHILD!
Kookie: I don't give a fuck about that! I just give a fucking fuck about you!!
ChimChim: so you just going to be irresponsible??? That child is fucking yours Jungkook!
Kookie: do you want me to marry her???? Yeah fine!! I'll marry her and be fucking responsible!! Are you happy now?
Kookie: DAMN IT! FINE! JUST GO TO HELL JIMIN!
Jimin threw his phone to the floor. He was breaking down. He couldn't think. Part of him was mad of Jungkook. How could Jungkook say that?? Part of him just wanted to be selfish, ignore the baby and live happily with Jungkook, pretend nothing has happened. But he couldn't do that. The baby has done nothing wrong. He just couldn't do that to that innocent baby.
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Jungkook drive to Jin's house as he know Jimin would be there. There's no way Jin would leave Jimin alone or left him in any hotel. And he knew Jimin would not go home to his parent as he wasn't ready to face them yet.
Jungkook barge in Jin's apartment. Of course Jin was shocked seeing his brother in a big mess.
"Jungkook? What are you doing here?"
"I wanna see Jimin"
"Jungkook I don't that's a good idea. HEY! Jung—"
Jin tried to stop Jungkook but Jungkook push Jin away and walk straight to the bedroom. He knock the door after realizing that the door was lock from the inside.
"Jimin!"
"Jimin open this fucking door! Let's talk. Baby I'm sorry. I was so mad. Please... let's talk." Jungkook pleads.
Jin was heartbroken seeing his baby brother in this state. He grabs Jungkook's shoulder and give it a little squeeze.
"Jungkook... stop. Please"
"No! Jimin! Come out please. Baby, I need you. Please!" Jungkook yanks Jin's hands off his shoulder and continue knocking.
"Jungkook stop! You're hurting yourself!" Jin tried to pull Jungkook away.
"I don't care! I want my Jimin!" he shouted, his voice was cracking and tears was flowing freely on his face.
"GO! LEAVE ME ALONE" Jimin crouched down with his back facing the door. He was breaking down. He wanted Jungkook but he was too broken right now.
Jungkook seems to be so close and yet so far from him. He hated that. He wants his husband with him, comforting him. But he know he can't. He can't let himself weak.
"Jungkook. It's not the right time yet." Jin hugs Jungkook from behind. He is now a crying mess too.
"I love you. I truly do" Jungkook whispered behind the door. Hoping that jiin would heard that. He leans his head on the door. Hoping that he could hear Jimin's voice once more.
Jimin cried himself to sleep, doesn't matter if he was lying on the cold cold floor. Right now, nothing can give him warmth, not even his husband's embrace.
Jungkook stays for a bit. Tried to get closer to Jimin even though these walls and door are standing tough between them. As long as Jungkook knew Jimin was on the other side, he was willing to wait.
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