Jimin wakes up the next morning with a headache. He's lying cold on the floor. The first things that woke him up is a bit of sunlight peeking through his window. The second thing is, knocking on the door.

Jimin gets up and walks to the door with last night outfit. He opens the door and saw Namjoon is there, about to knock on his head when Jimin opens the door.

"Oh Jimin ssi, I thought that you----"Namjoon's eyes falls onto the purple and red bruises on Jimin's neck immediately.

'Hickeys' Namjoon looks into Jimin's clueless face. He certainly haven't notice the hickeys yet. 'Is he okay? Did Jungkook force him? His face looks bloated and tired, his eyes still have the trace or dried tears.' Namjoon couldn't say much.

"Hyung, you're early.... Wait... what time is it?" Jimin yawns. He didn't know why he's so tired. He forgot the scene with Jungkook last night which is good for him.

"Uhhh... no, it's kind of late... it's 8.30am already. You have class on 9 right?" Namjoon tried to act as usual.

"Oh shit! Wait!" Jimin's eyes widened knowing that he's late to class. He quickly cleans himself and get ready as quick as he can.

"Okay hyung, i'm ready, let's go!" Jimin puts on his shoes in hurries and lock the door.

Namjoon drops Jimin off at the main gate as usual.

"See you later hyung" Jimin slings his backpack and rush to his class.

"Jimin wait!" Namjoon grabs his scarf and run towards Jimin. Jimin stops in his tracks and turns around to Namjoon.

"It's going to be cold today, wear this okay?" he wraps the scarfs around Jimin's necks and gain a very soft smiles from the smaller boy.

"Thanks hyung!" Jimin quickly dashed to his class.

"Yo Jimin~ you're almost didn't make it dude!" Tae pulls up a chair next to him for Jimin.

Jimin was still trying to catch his breath. He unwraps the scarfs as he felt a little bit hot from all those running. Once he lets his scarfs falls on his knees, he can see Tae's eyes widened in shock. He tilt his head a bit, asking what's wrong.

"You—you have... uhhh..." Tae looks at his crooks and necks up and down. Then, he burst into quite a laughter making Jimin more confused.

"What is it? What's wrong?" Jimin touches his neck to see if there's something stuck or maybe he spilled something there.

"Wauuu Jiminie, finally you did it don't you? Your husband must be really hot last night! That's why you didn't admit of dating Suga hyung right? Okay I understand now!" Tae still cracking in laughs.

"What? What are you talking about? I don't understand!" Jimin pouts in disappointed as he didn't understand what Tae's saying.

"Those hickeys! Oh my god, they're dead purples! How do you manage to survive walking from last night?" he smirks a bit towards Jimin.

Jimin's eyes widened. He grabs his scarfs and runs towards the bathroom leaving Tae alone, shouting his name. His face is as pale as ever. Once he gets inside the bathroom, he looks at himself and saw the dark purple hickeys on his neck and crook.

Jimin's trembles and about to drop another tears. He suddenly remembers everything that happened with Jungkook last night. He had a panic attack. He can't breathe properly. Thinking about what Jungkook had done to him, makes him nauseous. Jimin tried to calm himself down. There's no point being depressed over this. Jungkook is a jerk, and he shouldn't let his guard down next time.

'One, two, three....' Jimin counts to ten while trying to steady his breathing to help him overcome his panic attack. He stands up and wraps the scarfs around his neck. He walks to his class like nothing has happened.

"....Jiminie, are you okay?" Tae whispers to Jimin as soon as he sat next to him.

"...I'm fine. Talk to you later" Jimin tried to focus on whatever the professor has to say in front even though he knew his mind was somewhere else now.

*Ring~~*

Lucky for Jimin, the bell rung faster than any day. At least that's what he feels. He quickly pack his things and walks outside. Taehyung just follows him silently. He felt guilty after what he said just now. Sure, he's panicked when he saw how pale Jimin's face when he teased his best friend.

"...... uhhh... ji-Jiminie? Do you.... Umm... Wanna talk about it?" Taehyung grabs Jimin's shoulders loosely.

"............. No. maybe next time." Jimin keeps his head low. He can feel Taehyung's grips tightens. That's when he knew, he had made his best friend worried about him.

Jimin quickly turns around and give Tae a big smile.

"Aishhh... I'm fine. Im just shocked. Ummm please tell no one about... you know... I'll tell you when I feel like it. You just need to know, nothing happened like you assume earlier. Okay?" Jimin hugs his best friend tightly.

Taehyung didn't want to bother him. If he wants to talk about it, then he will, there's no point to force him. But as his best friend, it is his obligations to make Jimin happy at any cost.

"Okay! Now let's go get some ice-cream!!" Tae pulls Jimin's hand and rushed to their favorite ice-cream parlor.

Taehyung tried his best to make Jimin laughs. He tells him a bad jokes, makes some funny moves and even sings a weird songs to him. And he did make Jimin laughs which make his heart melt in relief.

"Jiminie~ let's play tag!" Taehyung suggest as they reach a park near their university. Jimin couldn't say anything as Taehyung immediately smears some ice cream on Jimin's nose while shouting 'you're it!' and runs away from him.

Jimin laughs hysterically as he chase Taehyung all over the park. They seems so happy being with each other. Sometimes Jimin just wish that he could just marry Taehyung instead of that dumb-jerk Jungkook.

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Jungkook was restless. None of his works seems to works properly. He couldn't even focus on anything. All that he can thinks off is just 'Jimin Jimin Jimin'. He had never felt so guilty in all his life. Every time he remembers Jimin's pinkish cheeks is wet with tears and his sad pleas, it kills Jungkook. He really should've not done that to the poor boy.

He's pacing back and forth in his office. His desk is a mess. His works untouched. He finally stop moving and grabs his car keys and dash out of his office. He quickly dialed Namjoon's number.

"Namjoon hyung, I'm picking up Jimin today" he didn't even wait for Namjoon's reply, he hung up the call immediately.

Once he reached Jimin's university, he had trouble finding his small husband's whereabouts. He just wanders around like a lost cat hoping that he'll see him anywhere.

After some time, he finally gave up and decide to ask someone around.

"Uhh excuse me. Do you, probably know where the art's department is?" he asks some boys who's sitting around the park.

"Yeah, it's right behind this building" one of them answered.

"Uhhh is the dance department also around there?" he asks again to make sure.

"Yup. Surely does, level two!" another one answers.

Jungkook thanked them and was about to move towards the building. But he thought, maybe... just maybe if they know Jimin.

"Ummm... do you guys probably know Park Jimin?" he turns around facing them once again.

"Uhhh... there's a lot Jimin in this uni. So, which Jimin?" the boy asks him again.

"Uhh nevermind. Forget it" Jungkook turns around after he mutters 'thank you' towards them and quickly walks away with face as red as tomato.

"Wait!" one of the boys shouts.

Jungkook turns around again because he's sure that the boy is calling him.

"Do you mean the Park Jimin from the Dance department with the very cute face? Like the same Jimin who won the first prize for contemporary dance last week?" he asks while grins, gaining some 'whoos' from his friends.

"Uhh yeah. Do you... do you know him?" Jungkook asks in confusion. Like he said, there's a lot park Jimin in this uni. How can he know his Jimin so well? Besides, its Jeon Jimin now, not Park Jimin!

"Yeah I do. We went to the same class last semester."

"Hey, which Jimin are we talking about?" the other boy asks him.

"You know, the 'Angel Park Jimin'." He looks at his friend.

"Oh, that cute boy! Man, tell me who didn't know him. He's the sweetheart of this school. He's famous after that recital. Man he's sure is amazing!" the other boy looks at Jungkook with sparks in his eyes.

Jungkook can only look at them in confusion. He didn't like the way they're talking about Jimin but he's also kind of proud of him.

"Man, if you're looking for that Jimin, he left already. With that president council. Who's his name again? Uhhh Kim.... Kim... Taehyung?"

"Where to?" Jungkook shoots the boy a deadly gaze.

"I saw them at the park next to uni. Just 5 minutes ago"

Jungkook thanked them once more and dash to his car. He drove to the park that the boys told him. And lucky for him, he did see his husband there, laughing and playing with Tae.

Jungkook can see how happy his husband is. Laughing and running around like a 5 years old. He's never seen that smile before. A smile that could set a warm feelings in your heart. And the way his eyes turns to crescent whenever he laughs at Tae's silly acts. His laughs, could even lit up the world in the darkest time. Those giggles, Jungkook finds melodies in his giggles and it's surely addictive. Jungkook hasn't noticed that he has been staring at the boy for too long.

Jungkook was about to walk towards Jimin but he suddenly stops himself when he sees another boy, almost the same height as Jimin but more attractive, walking towards both of them.

"Suga hyung!" Taehyung runs towards Suga hyung while pulling Jimin's hand with him.

That is the moment where Jungkook freezes on his steps.

'So that's him'.

Jungkook can feel a slight pang in his chest. He's not jealous. Of course he's not! He felt nothing even when Jimin is looking at Suga with a shy look. He definitely didn't feel a thing when Jimin's cheeks turns rosy everytime Suga talks to him. And he definitely wasn't boiling inside out when Jimin covers his small face, laughing from Suga's and Taehyung's bickering.

Jungkook quickly take out his phone and dialed Namjoon's number.

"Hyung, pick Jimin up. Now!" he orders Namjoon and hung up the call immediately.

Jungkook turns back to his car and drove away. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know what the feelings that he had just now is. He didn't know what does the meaning of the slight angst he felt in his chest. He's scared to know. He's scared of his feelings. He needed his hyung. He doesn't know what to think right now.

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"Hyung!" Jungkook slammed the door hard right after he entered his brother's apartment.

Jin was surprised with the loud thud that almost makes him spills his hot coffee in his hand.

"Kookie! You've scared me for life! What if I spills this hot beverage on my beautiful body?" Jin pouts a bit while putting his cup of coffee on the table and walk towards his baby brother.

"Kook?? What's wrong?" Jungkook looks uhhh how to say this? Messy? Disoriented? His face sure looks like he's going to catch another panic attack though.

Jin pulls Jungkook's hand and let him sits comfortably on the couch.

"Hyung.... *sigh* can I... can I stay?" Jungkook looks deep into Jin's eyes.

"Well... yes. But if only you're going to tell me what happened"

Silence.

"Jungkook. What happened?" Jin urges Jungkook to talk.

Jungkook covers his face with his palms and loud groans.

"I don't know! Last night... I'm a mess... No! I made a mess! I wasn't supposed to feel guilty! No! He wasn't supposed to react like that! Nobody throws that looks to Jeon Jungkook!" Jungkook slams his fist on the table and let out another frustrated groan.

"But, he's beautiful hyung... ridiculously beautiful! His eyes... like there's a star shining in his eyes! And his laughs hyung! Oh my god that laugh! He can energizes everyone with that laugh. And his smiles.... God! I'm going crazy to see that smile again!" Jungkook shook Jin's broad shoulders as he talks.

Jin was just listening. Still couldn't grasp what's going on in his baby brother's mind.

"..... Jungkook... are you... are you in love? ...... With Jiminie?" Jin furrowed his eyebrows.

Jungkook freezes on his spot. He stared at his brother's face, eyes widened.

"N—No! It can't be! Me?? Falling in love?? With that--- that... fluff ball?? Did you see his hair color hyung?? Pink! He dyed it pink! Like a—like a cotton candy! Who the hell color their hairs pink!??? And I, Jeon Jungkook, falls in love with him?? No way!" he keeps on talking while pacing back and forth in front of his brother.

"Hey.... I did! But that's not the point. Jungkook ah, you're definitely in love with him. Look at you! You're a mess with love! I'm glad that you're finally loves someone kook." Jin grins and hugs his brother tightly.

"Wait.... Are you serious?? How can I be in love with him when I don't even know what love is hyung?" Jungkook looks like he could cry anytime now.

Oh that poor boy. He's so confused now.

"Jungkook ah... look at me... to know if you fall in love with someone... I don't know how to describe the feeling. But, if you feel some kind of warm feelings around him, if his laughs and smiles could bright your days, if your thoughts only fill with him, if you're missing him when he's there beside you, if you get jealous when he's with someone else, wanted him to be yours, only yours so badly, then I believe that it is love." Jin cups Jungkook's face in his hands.

"Hyung... It hurts so bad looking at him smiling at someone else..." Jungkook's eyes starts to get teary.

"Jungkook, go to him... treats him good. You can always starts over"

"Hyung... I—I broke him hyung. I hurt him. I'm a jerk! He won't accept me hyung! What am I supposed to do? What am I—"Jungkook starts to cry now.

".......... What did you do Jungkook?"

"I-- *hiccup* I... for-force him la-last night" now he burst into tears. He's hurt everytime he remembers Jimin's tears rolling down from his cheeks.

"God Jungkook.... Why.... *sigh* go... apologize to him... you're going to be okay together. Just... go and apologize."

"I'm.... I'm afraid hyung... please... help me" Jungkook weeps in Jin's embrace.

Jin just hugs and comforts his brother. He surely didn't know how to fix the situation. All he knows is that, he should go home to Jimin and apologize.

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Jimin turns on the lights on the living room. He sighs in relief as he knows Jungkook wasn't at home. Somehow, the thought of him sharing a house with Jungkook makes him trembles in fear, makes his knees weak.

He throws his backpack on his bed and strips. He wraps himself in towel and walks toward the bathroom to take shower.

Once he steps out from the bathroom, he grabs his favorite oversize white sweater and a pair of brief. He stops for a while thinking, what if Jungkook goes wild like last night? He puts the sweater back in his drawer and puts on a pair of pajamas. Just in case.

He dries his hair and steps to the kitchen as he's starving right now. He decided to make a simple dinner. Just some bread and mushroom soups.

Jimin was about to turn on the stove when he heard someone turns the knobs. He quickly turn his head towards the door and finds Jungkook was standing there. Hands still on the door knob.

He locks his gaze with Jungkook. Both of their hearts races like crazy. Jimin's eyes fills with fears while Jungkook's fill with apologizes and frustration.

Jimin takes a step back once he sees Jungkook steps inside the house. His instinct told him to make a run for it. But his feet is too weak to make a move.

"Jimin wait!!" Jungkook shouts while trying to get closer to Jimin.

Jimin quickly grabs a frying pan as a self-defense weapon for him. "Don't come closer!!" Jimin's hand is shaking all over.

Jungkook stops when he sees so much fears in Jimin's eyes.

"We need to talk. Let's talk" Jungkook said to Jimin, looking straight in his eyes.

Jimin is hesitating. He doesn't want to talk, not alone with Jungkook? What if Jungkook did something like last night? What if he went wild again? What if Jimin couldn't save himself this time? So many 'what if' that makes Jimin's heart quivers a lot.

"Please. We really need to talk, Jimin." Jungkook tried to convince Jimin.

Jimin released his breath and nods. Jungkook walks towards the couch and Jimin follows him with a fair distance between them. Jimin tried to sit as far as he could from Jungkook. His hands still gripping the frying pan tightly as if it's the only thing that could keep him alive.

Jungkook thought that Jimin is so cute and he looks so small and adorable like that. But honestly it didn't reduce his amount of guiltiness.

"I.... I wanted to apologize for my actions last night. I know I wasn't supposed to treat you like that. I'm sorry... plea-please forgive me?" his eyes gets a little bit teary as he speaks. It wasn't much of tears but enough for Jimin to detect his words are sincere enough.

"It's not..... *deep breath* it's not easy you know, to forgive you for doing something like that. Yes, I know that we're married and stuff. But still, you can't just force me like that. I'm not a toy or your mistress. You're the one who said to do things separately. So, I expected this kind of thing would never happen." Jimin looks at his own toes, tears are about to falls from his eyes.

"I know... I was wrong. I just.... I don't know... I just lost control. I don't know the reason yet. But.... God... I don't know. Just, I'm sorry for hurting you. I wasn't supposed to treat you like that. I promise I will never do that again. You have my words. I won't do it again, I swear!" Jungkook gives his confidence looks towards Jimin even though he didn't look at him.

Jungkook notices the hickeys on Jimin's neck. He should have been feeling guilty about it but somehow, deep inside, he felt proud... like he already mark Jimin as his for everyone to see. Where nobody could touch him at all except for Jungkook himself.

"Can we... uhh... can we start over?"

Jimin immediately lifted up his head, shocked in what he heard from his so called husband's mouth.

"Come on, let's start over. Please?" Jungkook pleads.

Jimin was furious. He's mad over what Jungkook had done to him. He also thinks that Jungkook shouldn't be given a second chance. He shouldn't have fallen for Jungkook's pleads as he didn't even know whether it is true or not.

But why does his gaze looks so convincing, as if he really wanted to give this relationship a second chance. Why does it feels so warm to look into his eyes? Why does it feels so right to give him another chance?

"O—okay... But! Promise that you'll never do that again." Jimin looks at Jungkook's eyes and earns his smiles afterwards.

"I promise!" that's the brightest smile that Jungkook has ever given to Jimin.

They spent the night starting over, getting to know each over. Things that they didn't do, supposed to do when they first married. Jungkook offers to cook them dinner even though it's really late and shouldn't be called dinner anymore.

Jimin learns that Jungkook is not a jerk at all. He's very sweet and very baby like. Jungkook learns that he loves everything about Jimin, especially his crescent eyes every time he smiles and his melodic laughs.

They took a late start, but they shook off every awkward situations. Jimin thought that Jungkook can be a good friend, while Jungkook thinks that he's fallen in love with his small husband. Jungkook swears to himself, he's going to win Jimin's heart at all cost!

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