AN: sorry I haven't updated in months for those of you who wanted to know what was happening in the story you will find out ill update as much as I can as often as I can sorry for the wait..  

" ha me? you want me? you should have though about that before ..."       " before what my little flower? go on tell me. or does it not mater because you know you belong with me and nothing that happened before would ever matter?" I took a step backwards  causing Kevin to take a step forward.  so we were in a dance of retreating and advancing. I refused to bring stark into my personal life and before I knew it the back of my knees hit the throne.            "Kevin I don't want you anymore you left me so many times you made me feel worthless like I was nothing but a toy to you mate or not I cant ever be with you your no good for me and your never going to change please leave go back to your wh*res  your no longer my problem please leave." I looked down I couldn't bare to see the hurt of his face. I knew when I met him we wouldn't work out.          he pushed me down into the throne and hovered over me. "  your a bit*h flora you use to be so sweet and kind and give you a night as queen and you think your all high and mighty. well f*ck you I love you and if you wont be with me ill kill you and your whole kingdom. I will come back in a few days time and if you don't take me back ill kill you and anyone In your kingdom who tries to stop me your mine don't forget it."
      with that he kissed me a rough hard passionate kiss that said how much I meant to him how much he loves me and how much I hurt him with what I was doing. but I knew he was a killer and I couldn't face him. I tried to push him off only to have I'm pull me closer to him till I submitted and kissed him back with everything I had left. my dignity was gone I  hate him and don't want to be with him.                 I sat there dazed I hadn't realized he was leaving until I looked up and he was laughing " remember my beautiful little flower ill return for you come willingly or die."  with that he was gone and I curled up into a ball hoping it was all a dream.    

       "my queen?" asked stark " are you alright?"            

        I didn't respond but instead got up of the throne and hugged stark burring my face in his chest and cried. stark knew better then to ask anything else and just held me and stroked my hair in an attempt to calm me.  I knew then that my whole kingdom would die because of me and to add to it I was pregnant with Kevin's child...