AURA POV

I was trying to open my pair of eyes but it felt like they has been fixed  themselves with a strong glue . I tried really hard and finally succeeded to open them but it only earned me a strong pain in my head like someone has blown their fist hardly on my head and I closed my eyes immediately due to pain and also I cannot see the morning sunlight which was now flowing through the small glass window which was present at the top . I quickly looked around the room scanning it with my blurry eyes.I very well know that it was neither Eric's room nor mine .

Where was I ? 

Panic rushed through me like a river and i tried to get up but i could't  as I  was feeling very disoriented with all this headache and there was something tight in my stomach. A strong cool breeze touched my body making me shiver and I looked at myself as i couldn't understand why was I feeling so much cold and my mind went blank as I saw myself .

I was naked ! 

Completely naked in someones bed . My first instinct was to run somewhere far far away from this place and hide myself out of this world and from my own self for bringing myself to this state. I tried to get up and run away  but I couldn't move at least as there was a stinging pain in the lower part of my body .  I covered myself with the white sheets and got up from the bed only to rush into washroom and pee and after coming back the pain in my abdomen subsided. Suddenly my eyes fell on my clothes scattered all round in the room along with a man's shirt and his boxers .

No ! 

This couldn't happen !

May be this is my nightmare and I must say this is the worst nightmare I've ever seen in my life til now . I closed my eyes  rudded them and again slowly opened them praying to god to teleport me to my bedroom and find myself sleeping peacefully but I was at the same place where I was before I closed my eyes. 

This wasn't a nightmare ! 

It was all real !

This really happened to me !

I couldn't do this to myself .

Tears were flowing in my eyes and I was shivering hard . oh god , what did i do ?

why couldnt i remember anything ?

I sat on the edge of  bed in indian style holding  my head in my hands and tried to remember the night of my life which i couldn't .

The prom night !
Tears started dropping from my eyes when I remember how Jasper spicked my  drink and made me feel dizzy.
Was he with me last night?
Was these his clothes?
But I could remember him falling on the ground lifelessly when someone hit him hard.

It wasn't Jasper! I gulped at the thought of spending the night with a stranger . My whole body started sweating heavily.

How could you do this to yourself Aura?

How could you let a man take advantage of your drunken state ?

How could you betray your loved ones and broke their trust in you ?

How can you? My inner self started cutting me with her knife like words.

Suddenly my eyes stopped at the blood stains on the bed and I gasped hard looking at that.

Were they mine?

Did I lost my virginity to a stranger?

Tears started flowing through my eyes making me breathless. I tried to recollect the memories of last night.

Jasper was about to kiss me but he fell down as someone hit me. I looked at the owner of the fist and he smiled at me. He was about to walk away from me but I stopped him holding his hand and he turned around only to make me familier with his emerald green eyes which were shining like gems in the dim night light. I tried hard to remember his other facial features other that his deep green eyes but I failed miserably.

"Thank you!
Thank you so much ! " I said hugging him in a tight embrace as his warm embrace relaxed my nerves more than anything else. His muscles stiffened under my touch and he tried to pull away from me and unknowingly I pulled him more closer until our clothes were the only thing separating us.

Completely out of my senses, I crashed my lips on his and started kissing him . He was hesitant for a bit, but our slow kiss turned into a passionate one and kissed me wildly like there was no tomorrow. He pushed my back to the door and I can hear the door closing behind me as I leaned against it when he started kissing me again with his soft sweet lips. I took the lead as my brain stopped working when I started kissing his jaw and nibbled his ear earning myself a small groan from him. He then took the lead and kissed my neck and shoulders. His lips did magic exploding infinite butterflies in my stomach. I took the next boldest step in my life when I tried to unbutton his shirt but I couldn't. He smiled showing his perfectly white sparkling teeth and undid his shirt buttons from me taking me off-guard with the view in front of me. His chest, was absolutely sculpted and his abdomen is all packed with eight packs. What in the world can a man have this perfection but I got to know it wasn't as perfect as I thought when I ran my hands thought it making contact with his perfect imperfection as there was a mark on his left side of the chest ,a small mark may be less than half inch. I kept my finger on his already healed mark and it wasn't any normal mark may be it was from a bullet or something like that. When my fingers brushed his mark a grunt left his lips and he immediately closed his eyes hiding his pain. Pain which didn't seemed like physical but if felt more like an emotional pain crossed him at that moment. I held his head in my hands cupping his cheeks and kissed his lips fiercely and he responded back with double intensity . He took of my dress and asked,
"Are you sure? "
I don't know what I was doing as I nodded my head in yes and he immediately throwed me on the bed and crawled on me like I was his most delicious meal .

I immediately opened my eyes as I was became blur and the blackness occupied my brain. I tried to recollect memories and his most importantly his face but a dreadful headache banged my head making me feel like I had an amnesia of those few hours of my life. Panic rushed towards me and I called Eric from the wireless phone present on the bedside.
I called her she took the phone in the second ring.
I remained silent not knowing how to explain my situation to her but a true friend is always a true friend who will understand you with your silence.
"Aura, is it you?" As soon as she asked me that tears which I was hardly controlling flowed through my eyes and I started crying loud.

"Aura, what happened ?
Where the hell are you?
please stop crying and tell me where are you, you are scaring me!" She said scolding me and I know she was also holding her tears.

I controlled my tears and gave her the location. Eric was here in less than ten minutes and as soon as I saw her I hugged her tight and we both cried for sometime. I explained her the whole situation and she tried to console me saying it was just a one night stand and it wasn't my fault as I was not in my senses.
"Move on!' She said and those two words felt like the most difficult words of my life.
Move on? I searched my whole dictionary for those two words but I pity that I couldn't find them.

I gathered my strength and mentally tried to control my mind and let it forget about the whole one night stand thing. Eric helped me to dress up in my clothes back and she silently drove me towards my house. The drive was silent and deathly.

" I don't have that courage to face my family ."  I said with a silent tear slipping from my eyes and Eric squeezed my hand assuringly .

"You can Aura!
You should!
Don't give up!
This is not the end of your life!
I've already told you and I'm telling you again!
Move on!
Forget and don't you ever dare to give up!" She said in a strong voice holding my hand.

"My phone?" I realized that I left it somewhere but suddenly Eric took my phone from her pocket and gave it to me saying she found it on the table last time where I sat and had that drink.
She stopped the car in front of my house and I started shivering when I stood in front of the door and Eric knocked the door. My mom opened it immediately and looked at me and Eric confusedly.

"Aura, where the hell were you and why didn't you called me the whole night?" my mom fumed with anger.

"Aunty , Aura was in my home last night as we got late after prom night and i was too tired to drop her back home so I requested her to stay in my home .she couldn't lift your calls as we dozed off to sleep after returning immediately after the prom! " Eric lied making my mom believe in her story .

"I am having a headache, please excuse me and don't disturb me!"  I said and walked away straight into my room and locked it.

Hi dear aliens!

How are you?

How was the chapter?
Shocking right?
I feel very bad for Aura.

My question :
Did you ever in your life till now have any part in your life which you feel you couldn't move on and the life stopped around you?

My precious question was
What was your eye color?
My eye colour is the colour of the night, thick black!

Keep smiling dear!

stay blessed !