Where have you abandoned me?

In isolation with decade old albums on repeat, reteaching lessons only rhythm can teach.

In solitude with century old ideas and dreams

beyond the stars, beyond the moon, beyond my reach.

You have abandoned me why?

Was I not good enough too good too poorly decorated with emotion

Are you not a fan of puzzles and solving problems that aren't yours?

Did you think that I was better off lonely seeking you in desperation

or was associating yourself with me a chore

You are on trial for treason you quicken my decay

you forbid me to feel pleasure please forgive me please return

These trying times fill me with dread the anguish is overwhelming

drought has left me in heat water please moist don't let me burn

Why? I know why you did.

I know what I did to earn such a reward I have accomplished a grand feat

You do not care I did not care you are so cruel

I am incomplete.

•4:28 am. 10 April 2020. A Friday?•