I kind of felt lost .. real lost

didn't know my life anymore

it had drastically changed

found myself on I-20 East

moved back to louisiana

rented an old bachelor house

lived alone for two long years

dated sparingly during this time

i'd tried to make things right

before terrie had given me the std

fast forward .. began dating a lot

kathie .. built like a brick shithouse

nymphomaniac mary .. she was back

susie .. just as feminine as could be

several others .. I forget their names

had great times .. just didin't belong

didn't want to be a part

of the dating scene anymore

only one lady I felt I needed

no one available .. everyone wanted freedom

flashback .. I stopped dating

became an instant recluse

even then a friendly female

would come over for a weekend

sometimes for a week or two

none ever wanted to settle down

so finally i'd given up trying

perfect for some alone time

to rediscover myself .. make plans

for my fated future lying ahead

after some heavy pondering

I came out of my hard shell

went dancing for an entire year

thinking this would surely help me

get all the women out of my system

Copyright @ December 2014

StandingBear