"i'm rewriting this! it's old!" - famous last words of a college drop-out

this has been a passion project for a long time. i actually may rewrite this story, but it won't be happening anytime soon, lol.

before you read, please note that this story contains mature content. there are no explicit scenes, but there are a lot of touchy subjects in this story. read at your own risk.

ps: there is cringe, i wrote this when i was like 15 lol