Zanes pov

Mat is lost in thought again this is the second time n this conversation but I know better than to pull him back to reality he could and would kill anyone who did.

"Zane why do you forgive me I yelled at you over nothing. Nothing" Mat whispered so I knew he was still lost in thought. I walked over and sat on the edge of the bed careful not to touch him. Out of nowhere someone grabbed me and pulled me dowb on the bed.

"WHAT THE HELL WHOS TOUCHING ME"

"would you relax its me and I have the right to touch you when ever I want."

"Really you do but you scared the hell out of me Mat."

"You know I wouldn't mean to...."

"I know I know I'm sorry my mate" I cut him off.

"Why do you do that" he wined

" Do what" giving a confused look

"Cut me off when I get mad at myself about something"

"Cuz I can that's my right"

"Not anymore"

What does he mean not anymore he is obviously drunk why and how I don't know he hasent left his room in a week and refused every thing given to he as for and drink

"What do you mean Mat"

"I mean you can't cut me off when I'm scolding my self out loud for the rest of our lives"

Oh so that's what he meant but that's gonna be hard I hate negative thinking from him cuz that's how he always is and I hate it.

"No I'm gonna cut you off cuz I can you can't stop me so suck that Mat hehe"