So if any of you have read my post on my profile, you'll know I'm not in a very great mood. I've actually been crying for those of you who haven't read it yet. In this chapter of my randomness, I'll be telling the story of what happened for my usually perky, smiling self to be crying. (Listen to the song to, that's how I feel)

It started during Gym the class I always have loved, and still do. But one of my friends (I think I'm going to unfriend him) named Dylan asked me if I wanted to hear something tragic. I repeated no a few times, but he told me anyway, and I suddenly wished I didn't even talk to him then.... he said "That tragic thing is your social life." and then he walked away before I had done or said anything.

But before he said any of that i was super happy and smiling 'cause we were going to play/practice volleyball (though I'm not very good at it, I enjoy it). But that's when Dylan said that, and instantly my smile faded like someone blinked really fast, that's how fast it faded. It repeated my head, and I felt terrible. I tried to convince myself that he was wrong, I know he's wrong, I'm ok. That went bad too, I just felt like crying out my anger and upsetness, but I couldn't, and I don't cry in front of people often. So I just didn't smile the entire Gym class. Not once, nope.

After school my mom wanted me to walk with my annoying brother home while she drove, but I said no. So she said she'd take away my tablet tonight, and I eventually said yes, though I didn't want to. Then my brother was being mean, and I said, "I don't want to walk with someone who's going to be a jerk and be rude to me." and then he got mad at that, saying I was calling him a jerk. I said that I wasn't, but my mom agreed after I repeated what I told him and was even more upset.

I literally walked away towards the van anyway, and almost cried but I didn't. They put his bike in the back and I sat in my seat waiting. Then he fiddled with seat, not buckling like I had done and he got mad at my mom for starting to pull away from the curb. That's dumb in my opinion, since he should've buckled up first. That drove me crazy, but I ignored it anyway. Then when we got home and I unpacked my bag. I went right to my room and listened to that song, texted @SpazzyPinapplez who tried to help out. I also just cried for a bit. I even locked my room door, to keep them out while I cried.

That's all that happened, and why I'm still upset. Thanks for reading, and if you comment or like or both, that shows me that you really care, and worry about me. It'll help out too, so thanks for reading my crying nonsense.
P.S. my drawings suck, and if wanna see some then let me know.