Sorry I haven't updated lately, and I just can't stand this feeling (or nonfeeling) and I don't like seeing you guys and girls worry. So that's why I'm posting this...

Lately I've been feeling upset, mentally hurt, mad, overwhelmed, and completely lost. Including right now, because if you read the pic above, that's basically the only way to express my current emotion.

I'm emotionless.

Yes, it is a real sort of feeling, and I've felt it before. But right now its not the same as before, I don't know how to explain it.

I know I have made it seem like I'm fine and my life doesn't feel like its exploding and falling part, but its because I am good at hiding unwanted emotions. I don't want to worry any of you, but if putting this up means worrying you, I'm sorry.

I hope to post more on things like this, but I don't know. The posts from DangerouslyAShipper aka Tablemau4Lyfe, have indeed been helpful, but with feeling emotionless, it sometimes is not enough.

When I'm feeling happier, I'll post something like DangerouslyAShipper did, where it helps people who feel this way and worse. I promise I will, thanks everyone who have given advice and care. Thank you so much for everything.