It's been a while since I've written in here, hasn't it?

It's been difficult. Not going to lie to you.. really difficult to keep going. The past few weeks have been some of the hardest in my life.. but I'm still here somehow. Fighting the numbness, trying to start fresh, and rise up from the ashes and dust that nearly snuffed me out.

But enough about me.. It's time to talk about something important.

This book isn't what it used to be. It used to be comedic, and happy.. I would express my opinions and make artwork.. and do what I've always wanted to do; Make people laugh.

I go back through this book and my old one, and I cry.. because I just want things to go back to normal. I just wanted to make stupid jokes, and make people laugh and smile.. but my depression consumed me. I'm not even sure how I'm not gone right now.

I'm leaving this book behind, and starting a new one. I'm sorry.. but the negativity surrounding this book is just too much to handle now. No one's laughing anymore.. I'm not laughing anymore.

This book is ending here.. and I'm starting a new one. Thank you to everyone who was here for me.. I'm sorry..

Toodles!
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