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Jungkook's POV

I don't think he'll ever understand how happy he makes me... but it's my fault really, since I'll never have the courage to tell him how I feel.

It's not as simple as just telling him I'm in love with him, I have to seriously consider everything that could go wrong, it's not just like any person telling another person of their feelings.

It wouldn't just affect me and Jimin, it would affect the rest of the members and bighit as a company and I'm sure it would seriously affect our fans, no matter what the outcome was.

But I'm happy enough being as close to him as I can without any commitments. I think on the inside he knows how much I love being around him anyway... or maybe he doesn't, maybe I really need to make more effort like he does.

Hmm...

Calling Jimin-Hyung...

Beep Beep...

Beep Beep...

Beep-

Hello? Jungkook?

Uh, hi Hyung...

Hey Kook what's up? Is something wrong?

Does something need to be wrong for me to call my favourite Hyung?

Well, no I guess not but it's just a surprise to get a phone call with no reason behind it at 1am...

I pulled the phone away from my ear in shock, feeling stupid for not checking the time before calling.

Ah sorry Hyung, I didn't notice the time were you sleeping?

No silly since when am I asleep before at least 3am?

I loved hearing him giggle even through the phone...

Although Hobi Hyung is sleeping and I'd rather not wake him up, so is there actually any reason you called me, or were you just bored?

I wanted to tell him the reason I called; that I called because I wanted to hear his voice because I love his voice, and I love everything about him...

No not really, I guess I was just bored.

I laughed and he tutted at me down the line.

Naughty Maknae, disturbing his Hyungs late at night all because he's bored.

Well not all my Hyungs, just you, since like I said: you're my favourite.

I tried my best to flirt subtly but I knew Jimin wouldn't think of it as any more than a harmless joke.

Well I would say you're my favourite dongsaeng but since that's only you and Tae isn't that just obvious.

He laughed and I couldn't help but grin.

Hey I'll still take that as a compliment, you and Tae Hyung are pretty close.

Wouldn't you say you and I are closer though?

I thought for a moment before sighing.

I guess so, but I don't like assuming things like that, I don't know how much you talk to the other members outside of practice or when we're all actually together.

I was starting to get a little whiny and I think he could tell I was upset.

Kook do you want me to come over again?

I nodded immediately before realising he couldn't see me, and was rather glad that he didn't have to see my enthusiasm.

If you want to...

Well I don't want to wake Hoseok Hyung and it's clear this isn't a quick conversation, I'll be over in a minute.

Before I could respond he hung up on me.

I didn't bother to even move from my bed this time, and he didn't even bother to knock.

A few moments after the call he opened my door and shuffled inside, I heard him huff before climbing up the ladder and laying with his back against the wall in front of me.

"What's wrong Kookie?" He asked sincerely and I pouted, "I don't really know Hyung." I was half lying but half being truthful...

"Well you can't just not know why you're upset, there's gotta be something?" He asked again and began soothingly rubbing my shoulder.

"I don't wanna say." I mumbled and he giggled, "Well that's silly, you just said I'm your favourite Hyung and you won't even tell me what's wrong." He raised an eyebrow and giggled again when I felt myself smiling with him.

"There's that smile I love." He whispered with his own sweet little smile and I blushed before trying to hide my face, "stop it Hyung." I whined and he pulled my hands away from covering my smile.

"Stop what?" He questioned while still laughing and struggling with my hands, "stop being so cute." I blurted out and he blushed before pulling an over the top cutesy face and poking his own cheeks, "I can't help it I was born like this."

"Aish Hyung what's gotten into you?" I laughed at him and he stopped, "I just like seeing you happy, and knowing I'm the one that made you smile is even better." He got all serious for a moment before breaking back into his grin and shoving me slightly.

"Well thank you for making me happy, you really have cheered me up Hyung." I thanked him and he begun rubbing my shoulder again.

"Now will you tell me what was wrong?" He asked hopefully again and I looked away from his eyes with a sigh, "I can't Hyung, it doesn't matter anymore anyway cause you cheered me up." I smiled again and he pouted.

"Is it about what you said on the phone? That you don't know how much I talk to the others? Because I mean if it is I definitely talk to you the most! Even though I share a room with Hobi he's usually busy with other things so we don't actually talk that much, besides when we do talk it's not like how you and I talk..." he mumbled and I frowned.

"What do you mean how we talk?" I asked and he stopped to think, "you know I'm actually not sure... it just feels different." He tried to explain and I somehow understood what he meant.

"Well I don't know why you would be upset over that, but I definitely spend more time talking to you than the others, although Hobi takes second place with TaeTae a close third. But you're by far in the lead Jungkook, it's just easier to talk to you, we have more in common and you just always make me genuinely happy without even trying." He started to ramble, he had turned to lay on his back and was looking up at my ceiling, just ranting his feelings out. I was blushing slightly and admiring his face from the side.

"I do try though Hyung." I cut off his train of thought and he turned his head back to face me, "what do you mean?"

"I do try to make you happy. It's something I actually try very hard to do." I gulped after explaining, realising how serious I sounded and how he probably thought this was all just a friendly conversation and I'd made it awkward.

"Why?" He rolled his body over completely to face me again and I couldn't help but try to avoid his eye contact, "Well I like seeing you happy."

"Just me?" He asked almost immediately after I'd replied and I was taken back, Well not just him of course I want the members happy too... but his happiness is most important...

"Well, Uh, no... but yes?" Was all I could stutter out and he looked confused but he was also blushing, "would you care to elaborate?" He asked with a slight chuckle, as if trying to lighten the mood, but the way he shuffled and gulped after asking showed how anxious he was to hear my response.

"I'd rather not." I rolled onto my back and he quickly placed a hand on my chest, "please?"

I turned back to look at how desperately he was staring into my eyes, as if searching for his own answer before I could give him one. My eyes instinctively moved to his lips and the way they glistened slightly in the small amount of light I had on in the room.

I bit my lip and noticed how close our faces actually were before freaking out, "Jimin it's not important I... of course I like seeing all the members happy." I snapped slightly before sitting up to avoid having to look at him.

I also wanted his hand off of my chest since he could probably feel how rapidly my heart was beating.

"Okay... sorry for prying Kookie, I should go." He finally spoke softly after a long moment of silence, "no Hyung I'm sorry, I shouldn't have called and made you come here in the first place."

"You didn't make me, I came here because I wanted to see you." He sighed before shuffling past me and climbing down the ladder, I heard my door open but called out before he could fully leave.

"Wait!"

He turned and I quickly ran down my ladder, his eyes widened as I pulled him close to me and wrapped him in a hug, "thank you... just, thank you for everything Jimin, I love you." I mumbled against his shoulder as he wrapped his arms back around me.

"I'm sorry for never telling you everything and for always brushing you off, you know what I'm like I hate feelings and I hate that I'm so shy and insecure..." I kept rambling and he just stood and listened, rubbing soft soothing circles into my back.

"It's okay Jungkook, I'll always be here, I love you too. But you should try and get to sleep, you've clearly had a rough evening and just need some rest." He suggested and I nodded against him, sniffling as I felt myself wanting to cry.

"C-can you stay?" I asked, not wanting to let go of his body, "I'm not sure that's a good idea Jungkook." He sighed and I tightened my hold on him.

"Why not? Please stay Hyung..." I was practically begging by this point and he sighed once more before squeezing me back and beginning to pull away.

I let go hesitantly to see that he had a tear running down his cheek, I wiped it with my thumb and held his face in my hands, "why are you crying Jimin, please just stay here with me, we both know we sleep better together, so why won't you stay?" I kept begging and his face scrunched up as if in pain.

"This time it's my turn to say no, I don't want to say Jungkook... I don't want to say why I won't stay here, but I'm not going to stay here. I'm sorry, and I do love you, but please let me go back to my room." He wiped away his own tears and looked to the floor.

"I... I'm sorry Hyung... you can go if you really have to, I won't ask anymore." I bit my lip and fiddled with my fingers, wanting so badly to just pull him into my arms again, but before I could break and do what I so wanted, he had already left and closed the door on my face.

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Ah I read back through this and realised it sounded like Jungkook confessed, but even in real life they tell each other they love each other a lot, of course Jungkook meant it in a deeper way but he only said it because he knew Jimin would think it was normal and he was just being friendly/brotherly.

Sorry if you read the end of this thinking they had confessed to one another 😬😅