Family love

Part 14

Manik: u know nandu ....I'm shattered seeing them ....And most worst thing is I  was left with four kids .......I'm just an immature guy ......Who is just 18....I really don't know what to do i just hugged all my kids and cried .....After performing all the rituals.....I heard people talking about our business and over taking it......My brothers and sister are small to me ......All the relatives just wanted our property .....They wanted to put mukti cabir dhruv arya in hostel and make me do work as an mere employee  and over take our business  which is my mom dad's hard work .....I even got to know they are killed by business rivals .....Than i thought I should not fall weak ......I just took over business bcoz I'm a major .......i just didn't trust my relatives with our kids .....So I just let them be with me ......I just transferred all the property on the names of our kids ....... Bcoz nothing should be taken from them ......Then I worked hard one year in business ......I became the best business of the year when I was 19.....i passed in business ......But you know I didn't concentrate on kids. ....I failed in taking care of them........Such a bad person I'm ....

Nandu : manik ji....Stop blaming yourself.....Plzz .....Plzz ....

Manik: you know y i  married to you .....Bcoz i need a mom for my kids ....Specially mukti she is 13 years old girl ....All used to tease her bcoz of her hair or dressing ...I kept a nanny but mukti is stubborn to listen to anyone .... i can't even tell her she is a girl ....Then I thought of you ......I came to Mangalore searching for you......But I didn't find you there ....Than jai ....My pa ....He is not my pa but my senior in college ......He supported me through all the hard times .......He taught me business ......He and his wife are my trust worthy persons ......Jai once saw you in ngo of mom....He was highly impressed by you ......As I got success in business all my relatives just wanted their daughters to get married to me such that they can push  our kids out and enjoy our money ......Then jai suggested me to get married to you ....But I already loved you .....I can't give that place to anyone ....So I asked him that I will do contract marriage.....He didn't accept it ....In fact he is against me ....He slapped me... then in told him about my conditions and reasons ......I'm just 19 ....He said that you are just 18 .....

Than i thought I need a girl in my life who could support my kids in my absence and take care of them....So I mentioned the clauses of not giving any rights as a wife and can't love her bcoz i already love you ....I know if any girl would be in place of you her life would be spoiled by living with a person who doesn't love her.....So I thought when all the kids will become major than that girl will be 25 and so she can live her life if I divorce her .....She can get married to someone else who can love her .....So I put the Clause of divorce after kids getting major ........I also mentioned that I will give her a share of my property further to live happily .......But you know I didn't see your photo .......I have seen your face when I filled the vermilion on your hair .......I was just messed up with emotions ....I don't know whether I should be happy bcoz i married the girl i love ...or should I be sad by doing a contract marriage ......I really felt guilty ......Than i just left the house on the first day of our marriage ....I even burnt the contract bcoz i know i will never let you go....Then next day when I came home i saw you being so happy with kids ......I thought you are the right girl of this family ......I though to tell u everything ....But I'm scared what if I loose u....What if u leave me after knowing everything.....I'm so scared ....I used to spend more time in office or this pent house bcoz if I stay with you i can't stop myself from loving you ......I distanced myself from you ....Bcoz i didn't have the courage to tell you everything ........But the day when I heard you crying for me in hospital i cant stop myself and also that one month spent always around you made me more selfish i started responding to you ......Showing my emotions .....But the day you left to pune made me realize I can't live without you ....Bcoz you are my life.  ....I love you.....you will forgive me right ....I know I'm wrong but you will be with me na ....

Nandu : ok manik ji....Stop blaming yourself .....You said everything na .....Ok...I'm not leaving you now plzz ......Listen to me ....It's just the situations made you do wrong ....It's not you right ...So it's ok....I understand you ....Even i have been in your place i would have done the same ...Ok........You know it's late .....Let go home .......

Manik: oh shit it's late.....You should have lunch and tablets....Wait .....

Manik immediately moves to the kitchen .....And nandu seeing him from living room .....As it is an open kitchen

....Manik is cooking .....Like a pro he is cutting vegetables .....And finally he made soup for both ......

He came out with the dish and placed it on dinning table and moved to nandu lifted her in his arms and made her sit on the chair ....And sat beside her .....And started to feed her soup ....Nandu without any tantrums started drinking it bcoz it's tasty ..... And then he gave her medicines ......Even manik drank the soup ......With her .....

Manik: you are sitting from so long ....Come u need rest .....

He again lifted her in his arms .......And moved to the bed room.....

He placed her on bed. .....And is about to move .....Nandu held his hand .......

Nandu : plzz don't go....

Manik: if you want me to go also i won't go leaving you ......I will just  close the doors and come......

Nandu leaves his hand ......He just kissed her forehead and moved out .......And closed the main  door and
Came back to see her thinking ......

Manik: nandu. ..Kya hua. .....r u angry  on me .....

Nandu nodes in no.....

Manik: kuch bolo na ...Don't hold yourself .....

Nandu : can u hug me tight .....

Manik just looks at her but sits beside her and hugs her tight ......

She just cries ......

Manik: you should not cry . ...Bcoz ur stressing yourself .....It's not good. ...Plzz stop crying .....It's ok let's not talk about anything .....You need rest ....You sleep ....I'm here only ......

Nandu : mujhse nahi puchogi y i agreed for contract marriage without any force or pressure. .......It's not your mistake alone manik ji ....I have an equal share ....I'm not a kid that time ...Even i am a major .....But still I did a contract marriage na .....You said contract marriage even i agreed it's my mistake too don't blame yourself alone .......

Manik: dekha ....Even in my mistake your taking half ....I can never get a better wife  than you ......I love you ......y r u so good .....Ha bolo .....Plzz tell me whatever is in your heart ....realese out the pain....Let's start everything new with no secrets .....Plzz share your pain with me ......Am i not worth to be part of your pain....

Nandu : your the person who is worthy to know everything about me .........You have a right to know ......

Manik: ok so we will know later plzz ......Sleep .....

Manik just adjust her on bed ......And sleeps beside her ......With little distance ......But nandu is just staring him......

Manik : kya hua. ....U need sleep nandu .....

Nandu just nodes in yes .......

Manik: do you want to say something .......

Nandu nodes in yes. ......

Manik sits on the bed.....Nandu is still sleeping ......

Nandu : thank you ....

Manik : for what ......

Nandu: you know manik ji....I'm just  two years old when someone left me with a bag in orphanage. .....They said amms that my parents are dead  in an accident and they found me there .....Amms took  care of me ....She let me study ...She even gave her surname ........Then I never made friends In school.......Bcoz i made navya my friend she left the school ....I got insecured and scared to make friends .....What if they leave me ......So I was all alone ......Than when I was sixteen amms gave me a bag ......I was in 11 class .....That bag has some documents of a small house on my name ......That is the bag they brought with me on my parents accident .....Then I shifted from orphanage to that home all alone then I started to go to college in the morning....Work in the cafe in the afternoon and flower shop in the evening ....I'm a scholarship student .....I don't need to pay college fees but I need my expenses so I started working ....But I know I used to live all alone ...I was never scared to be alone but I wished to be in dark rooms ....But you came as manu in my dark life .......The first time I saw u was u following me when I was going home all alone on the road late night ....You followed me till I reached home safe ......I felt so happy that someone is scared of my safety rather than taking the advantage of me being alone.....Than later i used to daily see u in cafe flowers shop everywhere ....
Than i became a friend of you and Maddy ........But all of a sudden you left me .....I thought I don't deserve happiness ....So I let it go thinking it was my destiny yo be alone always ......
So I shifted to mumbai ....Bcoz that house has our memories that two months which I spent  with you and Maddy. ..... Are the best days.....So I can't live there ...I came to bangalore joined a college here and started to live in ngo of neonika mom....Then only jai approached me for marriage proposal .... i rejected it on the first day. ....Than i got to know about the orphanage in Mangalore the place i lived being  mortagged bcoz amms is unable to clear the money in bank ....Than I asked jai if they could give me money i will do this contract marriage but jai didn't believe me ...Even neetu aunty ....They both asked me the reason i said them about the Mangalore orphanage .....Then the next day problem got solved i married you.....

Manik: jai didn't say about you asking money ....He just says there is an ngo in Mangalore which is in problem i thought it might be the same orphanage where we both used to go...Then it was the same so I helped it ....Bcoz it was where you lived ......but who told you I did this help  for marriage......

Nandu : thank you .....For saving that orphanage ......But I thought u did it for  marriage ...no one said Me.....Bcoz that's the condition i kept for marriage i thought jai told u.....

Manik: y is amms away from you ...

Nandu : bcoz she feels I'm selfish and money minded ......

Manik: what ????

Nandu : amms thought I married you at 18 only bcoz i need money and luxury ...She is very angry bcoz i decided to leave my graduation  dance music everything behind to get married .....She thought I don't deserve her love ....So she left me ......

Manik : I'm sorry it's all bcoz of me ....

Nandu : no manik ji....Don't say sorry .....Even there is my mistake also .....I can also deny  but I didn't ....but it's good i didn't deny ....

Manik just looks at her in shock.....

Nandu : bcoz i got the best family ......The first day cabbu called me maa and hugged me .....I felt there is someone who loves me truly without expecting anything ......Then all the kids accepted me .......It's all bcoz of you ......

Manik: but I'm so rude to u .......

Nandu : no manik ji u are never rude ....You didn't behave like a psycho husband ....U never forced me in bed ......Infact u respected my privacy ........Trusted me enough to give kids responsibility and also I know all your passwords ....Secret documents .......That's bcoz u trust me ....I know u never expressed your feelings but you always took care of me like how u took care of all our kids .........I'm really blessed to have u in my life ...That's y I'm scared to loose you ......

Manik: u can never loose me ........I never took  you out with me ....The world knows I'm married but no one knows you are my wife bcoz i never showed the world my best gift of god. ....except harshad and abhi family and people of ngo and pandit ji and workers in our home ..... ....No one knows your my wife .......

Nandu: i don't need the attention of others.....I just need my family with me bcoz i know how it feels to live alone ..........That's y i will never let our kids get that feeling .....I will always be there for them .......

Manik : than what about me ....Will u leave me alone ......???He keeps a cute pout .....

Nandu smiled looking at him........

Nandu : never .....

Manik: that means you forgave me ????

Nandu : no ....In a serious tone ......

Precap : manik to do everything to make nandu accept his sorry and forgive him.....Tough task ......Let's see what happens ........