Tao was eager to listen as he sat down cross legged on the grass, ready to listen.

 Sehun sat in front of him as he sighed and started to explain "well I guess I should start off when I was a kid...when I was a kid, you could say I was normal, I looked like any normal kid and I acted like one too, but I guess I wasn't treated like one. The kids in my school or neighborhood would bully me because I was poor. My father left my mother when I was five, and we lost connection with my father's side after that. My mother's side didn't live any where we were, the only ones who lived near us were my aunt and uncle but they didn't help us at all."

 "I would get teased at school for being poor and when I got home I would ignore my mom because I was so upset and needed to take my anger out on something. I didn't want to take it out on my mother so I kept it bottled inside."

 "When I was about ten years old my mother ended up getting cancer and she fell extremely ill. After school I would take care of her like bringing her soup or a warm blanket when she needed it, but one day she ended up fainting so after that she was put into a hospital."

 "When I was eleven years old the government was helping to provide for us since my mother was sick and no one was supporting us, and since I was only eleven I couldn't get a job. Since my mother's medical bills were going up, we didn't have enough to pay for her medicine so I decided to join a gang."

 "The gang I was in made me sell drugs to people because since I was still a kid, you wouldn't expect a little kid to come up to you and sell you drugs, so that's what they mainly let me do and they gave me money for it."

 "The first couple of months it was fine but my mother started getting worse and at that time I started getting really pissed off and to take my anger out they let me fight people, like other gangs, which I really enjoyed. It cleared my mind and I felt so relived afterwards. The money they were giving me wasn't enough anymore because my mother's medicine started getting more expensive so I couldn't do anything..." Sehun says.

 Sehun was trying so hard to hold back tears but after a couple of minutes he couldn't hold them back anymore as slow tears started rushing down his face.

"I-It was so hard...having to go to the hospital every day, knowing I couldn't do anything to save her...you know how hard it is...how hard it is to see your mother slowly die before your eyes each and every single day and you can't do anything to help her..." Sehun says crying.

 Sehun then cleared his throat as he says "my mom ended up dying in the end and no one could take me in. At that point everyone found out I was in a gang because some kids recorded me beating up another gang and it went viral on the internet. After that, no one would bully me, my neighbors, my classmates no one would bully me anymore...they would all just stay away from me."

 "My parents were gone, no one would come near me like I had some sort of disease, the only person who would actually talk to me was...my cousin. We would talk where no one could see us because he didn't want to be seen with me, and one day when I was supposed to move into my aunt and uncle's house since I had no one else to go to, they said they didn't want me and wanted to put me up for adoption, they said they didn't want anything to do with me because I was in a gang and it would ruin our family's name."

 "The day before I was supposed to move into an adoption center my cousin pulled me back and said he wanted to say goodbye to me properly...he was the only one who actually talked to me, so of course I went with him. When he took me to an isolated place where no one could see us he started acting really weird...and he then..."

 Sehun paused for a moment, not wanting to say the next part. "You can tell me" Tao says, looking at Sehun seriously.

 "H-He raped me..." Sehun says looking down pushing those words out of his mouth.

 Tao was in shock as he didn't know what to say. After a few minutes he found his voice and repeats "he raped you?!"

 Sehun looked down as he nodded trying to avoid eye contact with Tao. "I didn't want it, I tried fighting back but he was too strong..."

 Sehun then says "well after I came into an adoption center, I met a boy...a boy who always had a smile on his face and was always playing  outside in the grass. Since I was still in a gang I was extremely upset since everyone just left me...they didn't want me so they gave me up...so of course I fought a lot back then, but whenever I came back to the adoption center beat up, he was the first one to come running to me with a first aids kit..."

 "That kid would have to be the nicest kid I've ever met...he was so caring, and when I told him I was in a gang he told me his older sister, who was in the adoption center with him was in her own gang."

 "He convinced me to leave my gang and join hers and when I did, he ended up joining right after me...he followed behind me everywhere I went and I ended up falling in love with him..." Sehun says looking down.

 "And now I don't know how to act around him because these feelings are getting in the way and I feel it'll ruin the friendship we created..." Sehun  says with tears starting to rush down his cheeks once again.

 Tao was shocked, he knew Sehun was talking about him but he was shocked that Sehun liked him. "Y-You like me?" Tao asks, looking at Sehun.

 Sehun slightly nodded, not wanting to look up, because he thought that if he looked up, Tao would have a disgusted look on his face.

 Sehun was totally wrong, Tao had a smile on his face as he says "I'm glad you told me about your feelings."

 Sehun was confused as he wiped a few tears away and looked up at Tao and says "you're glad?"

 "Yeah, you've been acting weird around me lately...you even kissed me the other day and I didn't know what that meant, but I guess I see now...thank you for telling me" Tao says in a smile.

 Sehun looked up in a smile, relived that Tao didn't hate him. He then says "so...I just confessed to you, what's your response?"

 Tao sighed as he says "well...I'm not gay...but I have seen you in a different light many times, and sometimes...I do get hard thinking about you..." Tao says embarrassed.

 Sehun blushed a light pink, just as embarrassed as Tao and asks "does that mean you like me too?"

 Tao was now a dark red, looking down, nodding his head.

 Sehun couldn't describe how happy he felt as he flung himself onto Tao so Tao was now lying on his back in the grass with Sehun on top of him, pinning him down.

 Tao was at a loss of words. He wanted to look away from Sehun's eyes but it was like they were luring him in, he couldn't look away.

 "If you like me, kiss me" Sehun says looking at Tao seriously.

 Tao was hesitant at first, but after a long pause he sighed and smiled as he decided to kiss Sehun on the lips, gently but seductively, and their 'kiss' ended up being longer than expected with Tao's hands on the back of Sehun's head, and Sehun's hands moving down Tao's body so he was touching Tao's abs. 

 Meanwhile back at the house Lay was looking through a sports magazine when Chen came in. Lay saw Chen come in and asks "Chen I need your opinion, do you think I should join the baseball team?"

 Chen gave Lay a confused expression as he says "baseball team, you like baseball?"

 Lay thought for a moment and says "I don't know, I was just thinking about joining a sports team and wanted to try something new..." Lay says looking in the magazine, at their uniform.

 Chen sneaked a peek at the magazine as he says "yeah, I think you'd be fine at baseball, on top of that...you'd look really cute in the uniform." Chen says in a smile.

 "Really?" Lay asks, thinking about it some more.

 Chen nods while smiling as he says "Isn't our school having try outs for a new baseball team tomorrow anyway, you should join!"

 "Really they are...then sure I'll try it out" Lay says in a smile, closing the magazine.

 Meanwhile with Taemin he was at his own house, holding his phone in his hands, shaking.

 "Why're you shaking so much?" Jonghyun asks, coming up behind Taemin.

 "It's nothing..." Taemin says looking down at his phone, turning it off.

 Jonghyun sighed as he asks "what, did your friend Jongin do something?" Jonghyun asked it as a joke, but once he realized Taemin got quiet after that, he had a serious expression on his face and asks "what did he do?"

 "It's nothing Jonghyun, don't worry about it." Taemin says, still upset.

 "If he's being mean to my little brother I want to know about it." Jonghyun says, getting a little angry.

 "It's alright...nothing happened, I'm being serious." Taemin says, walking away from Jonghyun, but Jonghyun didn't believe him.

 Taemin went into his own bedroom turning his phone back on, just staring at it. Jongin hadn't texted him in four days straight, he was only hanging out with Kyungsoo so he started getting worried. "I-Is he cheating on me?" Taemin quietly says to himself looking down, upset. 

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Done Sehun's past. In my opinion, Sehun's past was the saddest one yet, who's had the saddest past so far in your opinion? If you can tell I'm trying to update more frequently but it's not really working out...