Even though Baekhyun already told Chanyeol his past, Chanyeol was still hesitate to say his past to Baekhyun.

"You alright Chanyeol?" Baekhyun asks, looking at Chanyeol confused.

Chanyeol looked down as he sighed and answered "nothing...I'm just not comfortable talking about my past...this is actually the first time I've ever talked about it..."

"You don't have to tell me Chanyeol..." Baekhyun says looking at Chanyeol in a smile.

"No, it's alright...I don't mind" Chanyeol says, looking down.

He then sighed as he explained "when I was very young my mother died. I never remembered what she looked like but I got told many stories about her by my father that she was an amazing women, I had videos of her to look back on and get an idea on what she sounded and looked like when she was younger, but I guess the only thing I hate is that I could never see her in person."

"When I was a kid the person I looked up to the most was my father. He was like the real superman who stood in front of me and took care of me every day. I really loved my father because he was so understanding and fun to hang out with."

"You wouldn't find one person who didn't like my father." Chanyeol says proudly looking up in a smile.

He then sighed as he continued to say "but...my father was a cop...a police officer who cleared the streets of evil...it was like he was the real superhero in my little kid mind because he would take all the bad people to jail..."

"When I started to grow older that's when my father and I grew apart...it happens with a lot of teenagers; they go through a phase where they want to stay distant from their parents, thinking their embarrassing at times, not giving enough privileges to stay out later than most of your friends, thinking they lock you in all the time..."

"That's how I thought my dad was like to me, when I grew older he wouldn't let me go out with friends and I would have an earlier time to get home than most of my friends. I tried so hard not to dislike him, but one day I just snapped...I couldn't take it anymore...I wanted at least a little more freedom than what I already had...he agreed but said I would regret it."

"Of course I didn't listen to him and I then left the house that day on bad terms with my dad. I went to hang out with my friends after school that day, we went to the movies and I stayed out really late. When I got home, I called out to my dad and said I was home...but he didn't answer."

"The only thing I was thinking at that moment was 'is this what he meant by I'd regret it, is he not coming home tonight?'"

"I still remember I heard a knock on the door thinking it was my dad who had just forgotten his wallet or something but when I opened the door it was one of my father's police friends. He told me that my father was on the job, it had to do with two gangs fighting, they were in some sort of rumble and my father ended up getting stabbed."

Baekhyun's eyes opened wider in shock as he heard that.

"I was shocked when I heard the news...at this point they didn't even know if my father was dead or not...they said the doctors were doing all they could and told me to go to the hospital with him to see my father."

"When we got to the hospital...I was too late...he was already dead when I got there...I left the house that day...really mad at him...and never got to say goodbye to him..." Chanyeol says, just looking down.

"I'm so sorry Chanyeol...." Baekhyun says, now upset with what Chanyeol had told him.

"It's alright... and...you can't tell anyone this...okay Baekhyun...I'm only telling you because you're my boyfriend..." Chanyeol says seriously.

Baekhyun nods, looking into Chanyeol's eyes seriously.

"Suho and Kris don't even know about this...they usually get a medical bill when they adopt all of us, but I bought these from someone and have been taking them in secrete but I've been taking pills for depression..."

"Depression, what're you talking about, you have depression?!" Baekhyun asks, shocked.

Chanyeol sighs as he looks down and says "I don't want to bother people with my worries so I put on a smile all the time to hide my sadness..." Chaneyol says looking down, twiddling his thumbs. He then continues to say "if Suho or Kris...one day ever finds my pills...could you cover up for me and say it's yours...the medication the doctors are giving you right now for your head?"

"Chanyeol...I'm not doing that...I do want to help you, but you're not even getting these pills from an actual doctor...you could be taking something totally different!" Baekhyun says seriously.

Chanyeol yet again sighed and said "I should have never asked..."

"I'm just worried for your health Chanyeol..." Baekhyun says seriously, reaching over and grabbing a hold of Chanyeol's hand.

Chanyeol looked up at Baekhyun and then down as he says "you don't have to worry about my health...and you don't have to bother covering up for me anymore...I'll think of something myself..."

"Chanyeol it's not that I don't care, I'm just worried for your health..." Baekhyun says, seriously.

"I never said you didn't care...Baekhyun I know you care...and I love you a thousand times more because I know you do...but you don't have to worry..."

~~~

At this point everyone was back at the house now including Kyungsoo, Jongin and Chen.

Chen hadn't left the washroom for hours, trying to fix the makeup on his face because since he's never used makeup before he got the wrong shade of his skin tone and ended up getting one that was really dark, he was just trying somehow to lighten it up without making the wounds too noticeable on his face.

In Kyugnsoo and Jongin's room Jongin stayed quiet the whole way home, and for hours he wasn't talking to anyone, not even Kyungsoo. When someone texted him or called him he wouldn't even look at his phone, he just stared off into space with a huge frown on his face.

"Are you okay Jongin?" Kyungsoo asks, looking at Jongin concerned.

Jongin didn't reply but kept looking into space when Kyungsoo then had enough and walked in front of him so Jongin was now looking at him.

Jongin slowly brought his head up to look at Kyungsoo's face and then looked back down as he says "sorry....I don't feel like talking to anyone right now..."

Kyungsoo sighed, he knew something was wrong but didn't want to pester Jongin to tell him what was wrong because he didn't want to seem 'annoying' to him.

Kris' parents went into a spare bedroom to sleep in while all the other brothers went to their own bedroom to go and sleep.

In Luhan and Xiumin's bedroom Xiumin turned off the lights as soon as he got in there and went straight to bed but in the middle of the night Luhan got into bed with Xiumin and laid behind him.

"Xiumin...you're not asleep just yet, are you?" Luhan asks, whispering into Xiumins ear which made a smirk arise onto Xiumin's face that Luhan couldn't see.

Xiumin just said a little "mhm" nodding his head, but Luhan couldn't see Xiumin nod his head either.

"Good" Luhan says in a smirk, cupping one of Xiumin's butt cheeks into his hand and squeezing it.

Xiumin lets out a moan of pleasure but Luhan then puts a finger over his lips as he says "sh, you don't want to get caught, do you?"

Xiumin covered his mouth quickly while Luhan was playing around with Xiumin's butt, squeezing it and moving his hand slowly to the front.

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The next day on everyone's way to school Chen was trying to hide his face away from everyone. He ended up washing the makeup off all together because he would just look like a clown wearing it so he decided he'd hide his face with books and binders the whole day.

While the brothers were all walking to school together Xiumin notices Chen hiding his face with a binder as they were walking so the brothers couldn't see it and asks "Chen, what're you doing?"

Chen quickly responded with "nothing" as he started walking faster to get to school first when Lay grabbed Chen's shoulder and asks "why're you hiding your face, you were like that yesterday night as well."

Chen sighed as he says "it's nothing."

Lay then grabs the binder out of Chen's hand and as he pulled the binder away all of the brothers were shocked to see Chen's face like that.

"Who did that to you, I'll beat them up." Luhan says, now seriously looking at Chen.

Sehun also stopped to hear what happened to Chen before they made their separate ways.

Chen sighed yet again and says "I don't want to talk about it..."

"Chen, is someone bullying you?" Xiumin asks seriously.

Chen looked down...he didn't want to answer and say who was bullying him because since they're all brothers with Sehun Kwan could make their lives a 'living hell' as well. "No one is bullying me" Chen says straight forward.

"You're obviously lying Chen..." Luhan says.

"Do you need me to beat someone up for you because I can get my gang..."

Sehun then gets cut off by Chen yelling "NO."

Sehun now had a confused expression on his face and Chen then cleared his throat, realizing he had yelled and says "n-no...and I don't think you should come near our school anytime soon either..."

"Chen, what's going on...tell us." Tao says seriously, looking into Chen's eyes.

Chen couldn't take it anymore with all the staring and sighs as he says "fine...yesterday after school I went to watch Lay at his baseball practice but I got really bored and this kid from my class asked me if I wanted to go to an arcade with him to hang out...that person's name was Kwan..."

As Chen said Kwan's name Sehun's eyes opened wider in shock and so did Tao's. Tao the turned his head to Sehun and then back to Chen as he asks angry "Kwan...goes to our school?!"

"Yeah, he's in our class. He knows Baekhyun, Lay and I are all Sehun's brothers...we did tell him you had more brothers Sehun but I don't think he knows who you guys are yet. Anyway, instead of bringing me to an arcade he brought me to an alleyway where he cornered me and told me to tell him where we live and when I kept refusing he said he'd make my life a living hell no matter what, even if he does find out where we live he'll continue to make it hell...." Chen says looking down, rubbing the back of his neck.

"What does he look like, I'm going to brake his neck" Tao says in a growl, getting very angry.

"Calm down Tao" Sehun says, rubbing Tao on the back and then continues to say "none of you talk to Kwan, stay as far away from him as possible and don't try to be his friend...I'll tell Baekhyun and Chanyeol that when they get home today since Baekhyun is coming home from the hospital today but listen to what I say and stay away from him!" Sehun says seriously.

All of the brothers except for Tao were confused why but didn't bother asking any questions.

Once they all got to school, Lay and Chen enter their classroom and as Chen was walking down to his desk, Kwan stuck out his foot making Chen fall onto the ground dropping everything he had in his hands, which was just some notebooks.

Kwan and a couple of the boys around him laugh and Kwan then says "watch where you're going."

Lay wanted to say something to Kwan but held back once he remembered what Sehun had said.

Tao then comes out of nowhere as he opens their classroom door and asks seriously and angry "who's Kwan?!"

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More drama is going to be happening...I'm so sorry this fan fiction is so long and all of you probably hate me because of it. There a lot of hints I want to give out to you guys about the next up coming chapters but I feel like it'd be spoiling too much... and yes Chanyeol has depression, shocker! Don't worry guys, Luhan's past won't be sad...i'm honestly not sure about Chen's past yet though...give me some ideas for Chen's past?? Please and thank you <3 <3