FOR YOU THE ONE WITH THE CAMERA

you're the lucky one
with a tan skin
and skinny ankles.
I'm the cursed one
with acne prone skin
and hairy arms.
Continue to be negative,
tell yourself how bad you are
at relationships
tell me how your day was
but tell it in the hallway
so I can hear you loud and clear
and wish I was there to tell you
how much you made my day..
You're my lucky one
cause tu eres mio
and you went around with
a girl who paid you less attention
than the attention I could've given you
go take her around, spin her around in a dress on that night,
and tell her this is gonna be the best night of your life.
and I bet you hate the sound of my laugh
but never heard it before
I should've know that this hopeless love affair
was reckless, treacherous and dangerous.
I remember you clapping to my singing of
Happy Birthday to someone during my freshman year
but I was still reminiscing about you know who
too ashamed to tell you cause it was already too late.
Text her and tell her how much she meant to you
don't let me come in your life at a bad time
because too many people did that to me and I
had to apologize to someone who moved on
don't be succumbed by your ego and pride
cause I was that way too when I was gone.
Sometimes I wish I had no fear,
I wish I had no tears in my tear duct
I wish I had something to give all my love to.
I wish had someone like you.
I just wish I had you.

basically about my unrequited love for mr.wrong guy. - Pamela x