EXIT SIGNS

how could you move on
two weeks later after calling
me your true love and
giving me kisses on my neck?

how can you tell me there's
nobody who can replace me,
yet replace me with someone
who won't say your name right
at 6 in the morning the way you
like it?

how can there be stars in the sky
when you're not standing next to me?

when did you call me and tell me
that I wasn't the one for you? is your phone off?

how did you find her? is she giving you tornados in your stomach and hurricane thoughts?

what does she think of your smile? does she know it used to light up my world when I looked up at you? Or does she just act like it's another boys smile because I never saw it that way?

go ahead and tell her she's more than just a girl to you. I hope she knows
that one day you won't be crawling for
her when she's in agonizing pain from you hitting her stomach with words you won't say when you're sober.

Did she know that when your angry you throw your hands like igniting flames in a bonfire? How come you won't give her the truth? Are you that selfish?

Do you shush her demons when you want to be in between her legs? Or hold her down in the bathroom when she's tripping on LSD?

Should I tell her how it's not safe with you but I should only have you? Maybe I can save you or maybe I'm trying to save her from the madness you bring about.

Should I be the hero when I used to be the victim?