COMING UNDONE

no I'm not a smoker
not a stoner,
and I'm definitely not
a junkie
(I wish to be)
not a drinker (used to be)
I don't wanna be here
but I'm thankful
I don't need recreational
drugs to unleash my
inner demons
believe it or not
run if you want
but I can give you
16 demons in one.