I sat alone in the house listening to the rain. He wouldn't call I know this by now but I was afraid to lose him.

'He never cared.' The voices whispered softly in the back of my mind. I know they were wrong, I just couldn't help but believe them anymore. Everything they ever said was true so how come I can't believe them now. Maybe because I know he cares or is it the feelings that he showed. I sent him a text for the 4th time. This time my phone went off as it rang.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Ryan, what's wrong?" he questioned. I heard thunder and couldn't help but wine.

"Ryan? Are you okay?" I could hear the concern in his voice. The next thing I knew I was crying into the phone. He hung up then and there.

I heard a knock on the door but didn't move to answer it. The door opened slowly.

"Ryan?" Casey called out. I let out a small whimper and curled into a ball under the bed. He walked into the room and got on his knees to look under the bed. Once he saw me he held out his arms. I crawled out slowly. He throw his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug. I cried into his chest. He knew my past and lived with it even if it was bad. Nobody really knew but Casey. He was the only one who I could open up to.

"We've almost got the money we need to leave," Casey mumbled. He knew the problem right away but didn't want to say anything about it for fear that I would snap. The problem was back but it was worst this time around. Casey picked me up and laid me down in bed. He went to walk away but I grabbed his hand. He turned back to me shocked. I gave a weak smile up to him.

"Please stay," I whispered. My smile widened as he lay down next to me. He put his arms around me and pulled me close to his body. I was shaking and shivering afraid that if I let go I'd lose him forever. I put my head on his chest and drifted off into a dreamless sleep.

Three months past.

He shook me awake. I mumbled and growled as he placed his hand on my shoulders to shake me. He froze and backed up.

"Ry.. we have the money we need. We're going to be leaving for England in three days. We need to pack." Casey wined at me.

"I've only got to pack my clothes and stuff like that. I never unpacked the other things." I hissed hiding under the blanket. Then I had an idea. He was no longer in my room so I slowly stood up. I heard him in his room packing stuff up. I grinned and walked up behind him as quietly as I could. I wrapped my arms around his waist as smiled as he froze.

"Morning sunshine." I whispered in his ear. Watching him go red made me laugh.

"Hey Ry." he replied.

"Did I scare you?" I asked.

"Yes." he said.

'He's lying!' the voices hissed echoing in unison. I backed away slowly, he noticed this too.

"What's wrong Ryan?" he asked. I looked at him slowly then shook my head. Tears willed up in my eyes and I took of running out of his room. He stood there frozen until he realised what happened. I could hear him chasing after me tears streaming down my face.

'Why did you listen?' My mind screamed. I could hear him calling my name but I ran on. Once I was sure I lost him I stopped to catch my breath. It was down poring but I didn't care. Samuel got me into loving the rain anyways. I could hear thunder a ways off and it scared me. I could still hear Casey calling my name but I have no thoughts of answering him. He'd give up and leave soon anyways.

It was down poring and lighting lite up the sky. I was shivering and hiding from sight. That's when I heard the thunder and another strange noise. Then I saw him. It was Casey. He saw me and held out his arms. I couldn't even stand up I was too cold. He noticed this and picked me up slowly. I winched at the fact that he touched me. He looked worried.

"Ryan?" He whispered.

"I'm f-fine." I mumbled. I was shivering and getting closer to him for warmth.

When we walked into the house he laid me down in bed. I coughed and got as close as I could to the wall. He became worried about me health. I started coughs hard and curling into a ball for warmth. He sat down on the bed next to me and pulled me into his lap. He was rubbing me back and I curled into a ball on his lap. He was warm while I was cold.

'Don't get to attached.' They whispered. I toned them out as much as I could. I placed my head on his chest and yawned.

"Sleep." he said.

"Nein." I yawned.

"Ry you need it." He wined. I slowly dozed off into a dreamless sleep.

The days went by faster then I thought. We were gonna touch down in England in a few hours. I sat on the plane next to Casey holding my fluffy white Teddy Bear I named Felix. I yawned and looked over at him.

"Casey," I wined.

"What Ry?" He asked.

"I'm board," I sated.

"I don't know what to do for you," he laughed. I hugged Felix and smiled.

"You must really love that thing," he stated.

"More then anything." I smiled. "Me and him have been through a lot together." My eyes started to water at the thought of how I got him. I pulled my knees to my chest and sighed. I dug through my carry on and pulled out my Zoo York jacket Casey gave to me a few years back. Casey looked over at me and smiled. I had all three with me and I was wearing one of them.

"The plane will be landing in 30 minutes." the flight attendant said with a smile.

"These people scare me," I whispered to Casey. He laughed and looked over at me with a smile. I smiled back and put my head on his shoulder.

"I love you." I whispered.

"I love you too Ry." Casey smiled.