Ella's pov
It finally time for this table read and I'm very nervous, Jessica reassured me that it would be okay "thanks Jessica, just please don't say anything about me liking pj to anyone" I said as we arrived to where the cast was doing the table read "okay okay I promise" Jessica says. We both got handed our scripts then toke a seat with the others, as I read the script my eyes widen a little bit as till now I didn't know that mine and PJ's characters were married. I saw Jessica smirk "you okay el?" PJ asked and I smiled at him "yea I'm fine just, it still feels surreal that I even got the part" i said "well i bet you'll do an amazing job" he says and we went over the lines with each other. I kept looking up at him as we read our lines to each other, I swear I felt my nervous wash away so quickly then suddenly come right back when I read what this particular scene included. It had mine and PJ's characters kissing "you okay el?" I heard bill ask "I'm ahhh yea I'm fine I just gotta step out for a second" I said then I got up and walked out of the room without saying a word. I hid in the bathrooms a started having a mental breakdown "omg this is so stupid, why do I have to be so fucking dumb" I told myself I sighed and looked into the mirror "its not like he'd feel anything anyway, I can't believe I'm already in love with james Ransone" i said. I toke a deep breath and stepped out into the hall way "I wouldn't be to sure about that, I heard what you said" pj says as he stood there with a slight smile on his face. I blushed deeply knowing he heard "is what you said true?" He asked and I shyly nodded my head "well I didn't wanna say anything because we only met yesterday but I'm already deeply in love with you, to be fair I've followed your work for a while now" he admitted blushing a little himself. Awwwww his blush is so dame cute and adorable "hey um we can talk later when were alone, let's head back in" I say, he nodded then we both walked back inside "you alright?" Jay asked "yea I'm fine, it's all good now" I said and sent a smile PJ's way and he smiled back. I toke a deep breath and read my lines "eddie I'm scared, I don't know if I can do this" i said while putting on a shakey voice "honey its gonna be okay, we've kicked the fuckers ass once before and we're just teens then and were we've grown up let's kill it for good" he said in a reassuring voice. Then it says our characters kissed 'okay here it goes' I thought to myself as we both leaned in and so our lips connected for a few seconds then we pulled away "wow that almost seemed real you guys" james McAvoy said and a light chuckle entered the room. I felt both relieved and anxious after that but I pushed those feelings back for the rest of the day, after that me and pj just went out for a coffee to talk. I don't even know if I can consider this a date or not "so um about what I said early its 100% true, I've heard stories about love at first sight but didn't think I could ever experience it till I saw you face to face yesterday" he says and I of felt happy to hear that. You can hear the stories of these things happening but nothing can compare to feeling it yourself "james I feel the same way about you" I said as our coffee's came. We just talked about random things after that as we drank, its seemed like the more I learnt about him the more I fell in love with him "so um I now we have free day tomorrow, wanna go on a date?" He asked and I can not convey how happy I was "of course I'd love to" I said grinning widely. Once we headed back and said our goodbyes I step into the apartment and couldn't whip the smile off my face "where'd you and pj go?" I heard Jessica ask. I told her what happened and that we had a date tomorrow and she grins "awwww that's amazing, you two would make the perfect couple" she says and I just blushed and we both went to bed very quickly. I was so excited to have the date as I heard a quite voice in my head pip up 'no one can love a thing like you' I knew that voice all to well, it's the voice of abby's farther and my ex fiance. I ignored it and fell asleep dreaming of james and all the new friends I've made along the way so far and to think we haven't even started filming the movie yet so who knows what the future could hold.