Samanthas p.o.v.

i run to my room crying, ignoring my dad calling my name. i slam my door and fall to my knees how could this be!? what have i ever done to deserve this. Then suddenly all i could think about was Anna what would happen to her? how was i going to tell her? i grab my phone and see i have a text from sammy.

Anna: hey, r u okay why did u have to come home?

Me: yes im okay, just have some hw to finish.

Anna: okay i love you.

Me: i love you too, goodnight.

i know she meant it in a best friend kind of way but i couldnt help think of it as more hich caused my heart to skip and beat. i love her i know i do as a best friend but, i think that i might be falling for my best friend. Even if i am bisexual she probably doesnt even feel the same way about me. i mean she is smart, and beatiful, smart etc. Im just plain old little Anna. I just lay in bed still in shoke how could i have stage 4 lukemia. i stare blankly at the wall lost in thought until about 3.a.m. then i finally dosed off. My alarm goes off @ 6;30 playing The Vamps~ Somebody To You. my dad had already left for work so i decided to stay home. i couldnt tell her i was still shoked myself so i went back to sleep.

Annas p.o.v. i get to school and i dont see Samantha which is really strange because she nevr misses school unless something is really wrong. i decided to text her.

Me: hey, r u okay ? why r u not in school toay?

i got no response after thirty minutes so during my lunch period i snuck out and went to her house to see what was up. As i pulled up in her drive way i see her dads car is gone. I Knock on the door for about ten minutes before she comes to get the door. i cant help but stare at her body in her shorts and rank top. i love Samantha. like i wanna be with her but shes straight and shes dating jacob. i have liked her since we were 13. I have thought about telling her how i feel so many times but ik now it will probably make everything awkward betwen us and i dont want that. She tells me to come in so i do and we go up to her bed room and i can tell she was sleep because her covers are thrown all over her bed. "hey, why didnt you come to school today?" She looks down i can see the tears starting to form in her eyes. i take her hand "Samantha" i whisper "whats wrong?". She looks at me. i see the first tear roll down her cheek. "i have cancer sam" She says her voice shaking before she starts sobbing uncontrolably on my shoulder. "i love you anna" I say "then wipe away her teaars with my thumb. Then i dont know why but i lift her chin and softly kiss her lips.