KIM NAMJOON'S POV

I closed my eyes and kissed her.

It was so sudden. I had no control over my emotions or my actions, but whatever was happening, I'd never felt like this before.

As I put my lips on hers, my hand on her cheek and her skin burning against my palm. She kissed me back, her other hand reaching for the side of my head and she grabbed the back of my neck. I just kind of lost it there.

I pulled her closer, using both of my hands I held her small waist tightly against mine and almost lifted her up the ground. I felt like I could actually devour her and I've never wanted something or, someone so bad.

And the kiss I gave her could say it. I'd never told her how much of an effect she had on me, but if she could decipher this touch she'd definitely understand how much I wanted her, wanted this to happen.

Even if it was wrong.

I let go off her only when my lungs desperately needed air, even though it was so hard to pull myself away from her. I was still holding her in my arms and we both were catching our breaths. Her whole face was red, eyes glittery, and she couldn't look at me straight. And I couldn't keep my eyes off of her.

After that, things happened. They weren't really noticeable to me because I was still hung up on the kiss, and she was too probably.

I gave her the spare helmet back and drove her all the way back to home. She left without saying goodbye, almost ran out of my sight when I dropped her off to her house's door. The whole way too we were both silent.

This was wrong, so wrong in every possible way.

But why did it feel so right?

I was her teacher. I knew we shouldn't had; I shouldn't had done this.

Even though, those thoughts kept crossing my mind, I couldn't feel any amount of regret for what I'd done earlier. Every thought of mine kept contradicting each other, leaving me in a state of carelessness. And I didn't know how to feel about this anymore.

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"Now that you've seen your marks for the tutorial, you know that only a few of you have actually tried hard. Majority had me disappointed." I let out a small sigh putting my hands on the table, leaning forward. "So there will be another test in the next class, on the same syllabus. I want you to take it seriously this time."

A frustrated, angry groan came from the crowd before me. After the lecture, the students looked too defeated to run off excited like the other days.

Not too long ago, I was somewhere sitting in that crowd. Now I had this podium all to myself. I was on the pedestal and I had the power. I thought I wasn’t going to be strict because I hated teachers like that. But now I could understand where they were coming from.

"Best of luck to you all," I said as I eyed each and every student leaving through the front and back door.

Where was she?

Letting out yet another exhausted exhale of the carbon dioxide, I started fixing up my tie, loosening it up. Almost all the students were gone, and then finally I saw her, sneakily leaving through the back door!

"Soomi!" I quickly walked up to her putting the books down. I knew she had heard me since I saw her speed fasten.

Well, who's the one running away now? You can't hide from me.

"Park Soomi!" I called out her name loudly, catching up to her and taking a walk by her side. She did her best to out-speed me by walking faster but sadly, it was a waste of energy on her case.

"Hey," she finally muttered, giving a quick glance my way.

"Why are we running?" I asked, laughing a little as I'd realized we were practically sprinting in the empty hallway.

"Okay." She stopped on her track all of a sudden, then faced me with that ever grimacing look of her. "What do you want?"

That look never failed to amuse me. "Nothing." I exhaled. "You did good in the exam. You've improved a lot so congratulations on getting a good mark."

"Yeah…, thank you," she said with her voice low. "That's all you wanted to say?"

"Yes, and also another thing, why were you running away?" I asked, trying hard not to sound teasing.

She fiddled with her bangs covering her forehead, looking down so her face could hardly be seen. "Nothing. I just look shitty, that's all. My eyes are puffy for not sleeping properly for two nights."

"You look fine to me."

I commented and she looked up, her face flustered and her cheeks tinted with pink. Gosh, don't do this to me!

"Stop joking!" She frowned, the pink in her cheeks becoming beet red.

"I am not." I licked my dried lips before saying. That kind of expression, shy, and needy, and flabbergasted like a deer caught in the headlights, I had never seen it on her before. It had me feeling weak to my knees, and almost out of breath.

She was breath-taking. I had realized that way before but didn't have the courage to admit it myself, say it out loud in my head.

She spared me a judging glance from head to toe, then faced away with her brows knitted and cheeks a little puffed. "I thought you'd be the one ignoring me today."

I would, if that was the me from one week ago. But now? I wouldn't be able to do that, even if I tried, and I just knew it in my bones that whichever way I'd take, it would always lead me right back to her. I was too deep in this, and I was way too into her.

I shifted in my position, a smile making its way on my face. "Kissing isn't the first step you know."

That look again. Though, now she was more flustered and startled as if she couldn't believe that just came from my mouth. However, she didn't say anything, more like she couldn't.

I looked at my wristwatch, time to go through the assignments that were left piling up on the desk of my office. For the first time, I wasn't excited to check those papers. Being with her was all I wanted.

"There's an off day tomorrow, right?" I pursed my lips at her. "Come by my place early in the morning. Will see you then."

After that, I turned the other way and started ahead. My grin becoming wide and sly. However, I was stopped in the way when I heard her voice from the back.

"Why?" She shouted still standing in that place.

"For lessons," I shouted back, facing her direction for a mere second. "Lessons of the proper steps you need to take before kissing someone!"

I left before she could ask me another question, though, I doubted if she could, even if I stayed. Well, kitty, stay alert because you need to learn a lot from me.

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A/n:

Also on a brighter side, I have a friend who hates kpop and BTS for many stupid reasons but loves Namjoon! She keeps talking about how sexy he and his english is XD

UPDATE 2021: The corona quarantine turned my kpop hater friend into a hardcore kpop stan. She still loves namjoon though her ult group is exo. Good for her!

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Bruh don't show me that emoji if you ain't really gonna kiss me 😳