Shanaya's P.O.V.

I came inside where party was going on, everyone was busy in chattering and looking very happy, except one, me!! Why didn't kris replied? Is he hurt? Obviously, he is but it was important for him to know about my feelings also. I can't give him false promise of loving him back.

My eyes were roaming all over the hall but I couldn't spot him anywhere. I was feeling really bad, my heart was so low, I don't like his reaction. He should have replied, gosh, it's killing me inside.

I move towards Angel and as soon as I approached her, she grumbled, "How could you do this stuart?", She crossed her arms.

Did Kris told her?

"What have I done?", I asked eyeing her closely.

"Fred gave you something to give it to me, right?", She asked and I swore inside.

"Shit, I'm so sorry Angie. Gimme a second, it's in my room", I told her and moved upstairs to my room.

I almost forgot about the gift Fred gave me. Why won't I? Kris, is hacking my mind with this thoughts, surprise surprise.... I need to give myself a break.

I came inside my room and turned on the lights, leaving the door open, I started searching for my purse. I took out the gift and turned around and was caught off guard by the person standing in front of me. Kristein was standing folding his arms and his back on the door which was now closed!!

Gosh, He's super hot!! My heart flutter.

Shutup, can you please be civil anytime, I requested it.

"What are you doing here?", I asked.

"I want answers", he said.

For that you need to question me??

"What answers?", I asked.

He started walking towards me, roaming his eyes all over my body and in reflux, I step back but my room has a limit and soon, I touched my back with the wall.

He stopped at a good distance from me and then shoved his hands inside his pants. He didn't say anything but keep staring at me.

Gosh, this is so embarrassing!!

"Can you take off your eyes from me?", I asked looking anywhere but him.

"No, why should I?", He asked.

Monster!!

"Look I'm feeling uncomfortable please", I again said but he didn't reply but smirked.

Stupid!!

"Will you speak something?", I asked irritated by his stare.

"Tell me one thing, do you want to marry me?", He asked.

I also ask same question to myself daily!!

"What do you want to hear?", I asked.

"Truth!!", he said and I sighed.

"Frankly speaking, I don't know, what I actually want? I'm clueless!! But-", I speak but then shut my mouth, as I can't say anything which would hurt him.

"But what?", He asked.

It's better if you won't hear!!

"Nothing", I said and moved past him but he grabbed my arms and again pushed me to the same position and blocked my way.

"I want to hear shanaya, speak up", he said keeping his both hands on my sides and leaning closer.

"I won't be able to love you ever kris. If I'll marry you then also, I won't be able to fulfill my duties towards you as a wife and I don't want you to bound in a forced relationship. You deserves to be happy and you should marry a girl who loves you, not the one who can never return you the love you deserve.", I said looking at his revealed chest, due to his unbuttoned shirt.

"And what about my feelings? You don't feel anything for me, you don't love me, I got your point. But what about me shan? I love you and I wanted to marry that girl whom I love? Shouldn't you marry the boy who loves you?", He asked pulling me closer to him by holding me by my arms.

"But I'll not be fair to you. I can't lov-", I tried to speak but he placed his index finger on my lips sending shiver in my body.

"Shh.. I don't care. I don't give a damn about whether you'll love me back or not. I love you and I don't expect anything from you. My love is enough for both of us. I want to see you only you everyday with me, I want to hug you when I'll be sad, I want you to share my happiness with, I want to grow old with you and if you promise to hold my hand forever then I don't need anything else from you shan. All I need is a promise that you won't leave me ever... I don't need your love, I want to love you that's it. This is all what I want, I want you to be a part of my life", he said cupping my face.

"Kris, you're not understanding", I whispered in my choking voice.

Actually, it hurts me so much to think that how could I even hurt him? He is really a precious person, and I'm not worth his love. I'm so helpless!!

"I don't want to hear anything shanaya", he said but I tried to protest.

"But-", he shuts me by placing his lips over mine. I closed my eyes.

He placed his hands around my waist and pulled me closer, he kissed me sensually and my legs go weak but I didn't kissed him back. I won't!! He pulled away with a sad face.

"Am I that a bad kisser?", He asked.

"No, I'm not good enough for you", I said now with teary eyes.

God,Why am I even crying?

"That's a lie. You're the best thing that happened to me ever", he said and again kissed me and this time I surrendered myself. I kissed him back. His lips every time sent sparks inside me, I don't know but he's the world's best kisser.

He soon pulled away and whispered over my lips, "You're the world's best kisser shan, I can't get enough of you ever".

I pushed him away, turning scarlett and he smiled, one of his genuine smile showing his dimples.

"It take me everything not to kiss you deeply and madly, or else I won't be able to stop myself, trust me", he said.

"Everyone waiting downstairs, let's go", I said and left him in the room, holding Angie's gift. My heart was beating so rapidly.

I again gave him false expectation again kiss was not meant to happen. I shouldn't have kissed him, He would think that I might love him ever, but I highly doubt it. Man, why on the earth is this boy so irresistible? I really can't resist his kisses..

I mentally cursed myself !!

I gave Angie her gift and she was like super happy and leaving me alone she went somewhere to see her gift. I was standing near the staircase when Kris came and stand near me with a victorious smile on his face. I ignored him but my heart do skip a beat.

"Hey, everyone may I've your attention please?", Dad spoke catching our attention. We all gathered near him.

"Thankyou!! So, we all are here for making an important announcement and I want my dear friend Mr. Oberoi to accompany me", he gestured and kristein's dad with a smile went on the stage.

My hands were sweating and my legs were trembling due to nervousness. They're going to announce my marriage, I'm feeling jittery.

"So, we're here to announce that my daughter shanaya is going to marry the young and handome boy Kristein, son of Mr. oberoi and with this wedding we are going to start our new partnership also", He proudly informed and every gave a heavy round of applause and cheering.

Me and Kristein were asked to mark our appearance on the stage so that all guest's can congratulate us. I with a fake smile took blessings from everyone while kris was grinning like a Cheshire cat. My cheeks started hurting, it's not a piece of cake to smile at so many people, continuously for thirty minutes. I was waiting impatiently for all this to end, so that I can rush to my comy bed. I wanted to sleep badly.

After sometime of stage show, we came downstairs and I left kris to get myself something to eat. I was dying out of starvation. I quickly put pasta in my plate and started digging my food.

"Hey, lucky girl", someone spoke from my back.

I turned and saw that blonde girl, Helen was standing with a smirk on her face. She came near me, tickling her heels on the ground, in a cat walk manner. I just saw her coming in adoration. How can one look so pretty? Yes, I'm a girl who doesn't get jealous of beautiful girls but adore them, we do exist!!

"It's shanaya", I said not liking her name 'lucky girl".

"But you're lucky, ain't you?", She said.

"And how can you say that?", I asked.

"You're marrying Kris!!", She said placing a hand over her hip.

This is not a lucky thing!! Why don't you marry him with all my wishes!!

"What's being so lucky in that? I mean it just happened!! It's all because of that Emily, she ran away", I replied.

"Yep, but if I would've attended kristein's engagement then I would be the one to marry him, and not you. You doesn't even deserves him", she said with a grimace.

Hey you, egoistic lady!!

"Excuse me, who the hell are you to tell me if I'm worth him or not? If you're so interested in marrying him then where the hell were you when he was engaging with that girl? Where the hell were you when he was dating that Emily, the idiot girl?", I shouted angrily.

Never ever mess with me when I'm hungry and Sleepy, I can go wild!!

"I was not here at that time, my fault. I was busy in some film shoots but I wish I would've been here. But you can back off now, I can easily replace you, give me a chance", she said, flipping her hairs.

Ohh, she's more annoying than kris!!

"And why do you think I'll do that?", I asked.

"Because you don't love him but I do!!", She replied and my jaw dropped, she smirked.

"Everyone can see that, the way you see him, even a blind can tell that you don't love him", she said, and then continued, "But don't you think he deserves to be with someone who loves him as much as he want!!".

My heart start beating so fast, Am I that obvious?

She's right and I am not that a appropriate one.

But still she has no right to tell me what should I do!! I just stared at her or tried to give her death glare and she in return gave me her card saying, "Call me in case you change your mind", and left, I by now was loss of appetite.

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I came upstairs as soon as the so called party was over.. I quickly had a quick shower and after changing I ran to my lovely bed and my most cuddable pillow. I lay down and closed my eyes, letting sleep to engulf me.

"What do you think, you're doing?", Angel asked me still in her party dress folding her arms.

"Can't you see? I'm sleeping!!", I said annoyingly.

"I can see that but why?", She asked.

"Angie, why do people sleep?", I asked getting up.

"Sorry Stuart but you've to leave this room!!" She said.

"What? Why?", I asked.

"You see I've an important meeting to attend", she said showing me her laptop," for which I need privacy ", she completed opening the door for me.

"I won't disturb you, promise", I said like a child.

"Please stuart, I need full peace. For me please?", She gave me her innocent look.

"Fine!! How long?", I asked holding my mobile.

"Depends, may take more than an hour!!", She said.

"What? What am I supposed to do for such long?", I asked.

"Oh, kris will give you a good company", she said with a wink.

"But-", I opened my mouth to speak only when she shut the door in front of my face.

I moved downstairs frowning which increases on knowing the fact that I'm all alone in this big house, with Angie and kristein. One who kicked me out of my room and other one, with whom I don't want to spend a second, reason I don't have control over myself, whenever he came close to me.

My 'oh so' possessive brother, left with his wife for tonight at his penthouse and our parents are busy in rejoining their happy times together, they too went for a trip for tonight.

I saw kris coming out of his room, wearing his white shirt and shorts, looking way too handsome. Dude, he looks good in everything.

"Hey, there", I called him and he turned.

"Hey, wassup?", He asked.

"You awake still? Did you need anything?", I asked.

"Yeah, I was not feeling sleepy so I was thinking of watching some movies for that I was going to make coffee", he replied.

"But why are you doing it yourself? You've asked me!!", I said.

"I don't want to disturb you, so I thought..", he said shrugging his shoulder.

"Tell me what can I do for you?", I asked.

"Coffee and a movie with me", he asked.

"Why not? You go, I'll come with cup of coffee", I told him and he left nodding.

I made coffee for two and went to his room, where he had spreaded some CD's. I put the tray at side and looked at the movies, mostly romantic one.

"What's this?", I asked

"Movies", he said raising his eyebrows.

"I can see that, thank you for informing but these are romantic movies", I told him.

"I love romantic movies. Why are you so choosy?", He asked.

"I don't like romantic movies, not exactly pure love stories type", I said pulling my legs on the bed and sat crossing them holding my cup.

"Shan, can I ask you one thing?", He replied taking a seat next to me, with his cup, I nodded in response.

"Why do you hate love stories?", He asked.

"Because they are fake!!", I said.

"Care to enlighten!! I really wanted to know why do you hate 'LOVE'?", He asked and I sighed.

"I don't hate word love but I've my different opinions.", I said but he didn't drop the topic.

"Tell me about your opinions then", he asked picking up his coffee mug.

"You really want to know?", I asked and he nodded.

"Fine, listen then", I started and he gave me proper attention. We talked after that, movie was a gone case by now....

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