Two Broken Hearts
3 Months have passed, everything is same except me. When we were together, I was happy, I was literally living in my dream. Everything was beautiful, My life was like a fairytale and i was the princess in this but unlike other fairy tales the destruction was inevitable in my story. I just wanted happily ever after but i didn't got. Everything is different now, my story is different, since the day we broke up, My world has fallen apart. I don't know what to do anymore. Everything seems pointless to me. My life, my family everything. He is the only person whom i ever loved after badi maa and bade papa but he left me like i never meant anything to him. Like we had nothing, like Everything was fake" Mishti said.
Do you think it was fake? Do you think his love was drama and he never loved you?" A woman in her thirties asked her.
No i don't know what to believe anymore. A part of me tells me that my Abir could never do anything like this without any reason but other part mock me for thinking like this. It's like My thoughts are killing me and most importantly I can't even blame him because it's not his fault it's my fate who always betray me. Everyone whom I ever loved, they all left me " Mishti replied looking down at the floor.
Do you still love him" that woman again asked.
Off course i love him. I still love him more than anything else in this world. Since the day we broke up, I feel like I am dying. It feels like every vein in my body is about to burst because of that pain. I am trying to learn how to live without him but it hurts." Mishti said with a sad and tired smile.
You are showing improvement Mishti, You are accepting that you are sick and you need help. It's really good. We are done for today" her therapist said and she walked out of the door without saying anything.
Mishti
It's been one month since I am seeing this therapist and this was the first time when I told her how I really feel. I used to come here and sit in front of her for whole 1 and a half hours because of badi maa but today i told her everything. Every single thing that I was feeling at that moment. My phone started ringing breaking my chain of thoughts.
Hello, so you're here. Just wait for some minutes, i am coming home in a few minutes. Shut the hell up, it's your wedding and i will come for you ''I said with a happy and cheerful voice. Yes i pretend, I pretend that I am okay in front of everyone but in reality i am dying.
In other corner of the same city.
Bhai,. It's not you, you were never like this. Whole day working like this without any break. What are you doing to yourself? Ever since she left you changed so much, you aren't talking to anyone. To home to office, that's it. I thought it was you who broke Mishti's heart but it seems like you are the one who is breaking now. I always wanted her out of your life but now i would give anything to get her back in your life" Kunal said looking at his brother's condition.
You done? So Now listen, stop treating me like a baby. I am a grown up man and I can think about myself. You don't have to worry about me, in face no one. I know Maa send you here, Go and tell her that I don't want to eat anything" Saying this he stormed out of the house.
Abir
This is not what I wanted, I never wanted to live like this. I love her, I literally do and she is probably hating me now. Why wouldn't she? I have given her all reason to hate me.i failed her, i broke every promise i ever did to her. She is the love of my life and I can't even tell her. I can't hold her in my arms anymore because of that monster whom i call maa.
A car came out of nowhere and stopped in front of me breaking my strings of thoughts and i am snapped back to reality. I looked at the person who was coming out of the car. I was trying to recognise but she came and hugged me tightly.
Oh, Neha, you are here. So let's go home?" I asked her.
That's it? Where is my Abir who used to be goofy, naughty and fun loving. Why the hell you so sadu now" Neha questioned me and honestly i don't know what to answer because nothing excites me anymore. It's like life is stopped at that moment when I broke her heart so badly.
Stop talking neha, i am same and now let's go. After two days it's your wedding day and you need to stop worrying about others and concentrate on your wedding" i said changing the topic from my sad life to her happening and beautiful life. She is getting married to the love of her life. Off course her life is beautiful. I am happy for her, i genuinely i am but A part of me wish that it should have been me and Mishti.
Maybe we are never gonna get our Happy Ending.
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