(Y/n) = your name

Death, violence,destruction, despair, power,revenge. These are the words that characterize the existence of a wizard who belonged to a Guild that acts in the shadow going against the rules that make it a bit easier coexistence between guilds. These were the words with which I used to appeal, the only ones that I considered valid, true... The only ones that could help me achieve my goals. At the time I didn't see how they were wrong and, more importantly, I didn't know how I was wrong. Then something has changed... Someone took me and made me realize how everything was wrong by showing me the right path.

"(Y/n)?" I continued walking lost in my thoughts. "(Y/n) ... Are you listening to me?!? " I turned towards him. "Yes ... Sorry Jellal... " The boy sighed. "So you didn't hear anything I said, right?" I glanced down guiltily. Jellal sighed."I want to meet the members of Fairy Tail and talk to them about that thing, remember?" "You're seeing Erza again... Aren't you glad? " I asked. Jellal looked at me surprised. "She's an old friend, I will definitely be happy to see her again." And that said he passed leaving me again to my thoughts. I bit my lip. He said it was just an old friend, but I was convinced it was something more for him. I sighed forlornly.

I watched the looks Erza and Jellal exchanged when we met. Those weren't the looks exchanged by two old friends, those were the looks exchanged by two lovers. I looked away, I didn't think it could do so badly. Just now I realized how Jellal was important to me, how much I loved him, but mostly how I wanted our friendship wasn't a simple friendship. I wanted something more from him, but I was well aware that I had arrived too late. His heart was already occupied.

"... I can't love someone who walks into the light. I'm just glad Erza is happy. " "So you're going to give up? Without knowing what she feels? Maybe you have a chance ..." I told him. Even Meredy and Urrutia didn't understand why Jellal was hurting himself like that. I unfortunately saw a silver lining in all this: maybe if Jellal had given up his feelings, then he could began to look elsewhere. It was not a nice thought, but it was my only faint hope.Although I doubted very much that something could be born among us. The words he had used before were clear, he could not love her and that meant that despite the feelings, he would have given up on this love.

I walked away from the group feeling the need to be alone. Too bad I couldn't find the calm I was looking for. "(Y/n) ... What are you doing? " "My business, Jellal. Can't I get a minute of privacy? " I replied annoyed. The guy walked up. "Are you mad at me?" I turned my head to the side. "No... Why should I? " Jellal stood for a moment in silence. "I kissed Erza before." I heard a pang in the heart. I took a deep breath and I drew a false smile. "I am happy for you." Jellal kept staring at me without betrays emotion. "You really think so?" "Yes, of course I do." I answered, determined. "You're lying, (Y/n)." "No, it's the truth. I'm happy for you. " Jellal turned his head to the side."I did it because I needed to get a confirmation, but I need to do one more thing to be sure." I glanced down. Honestly I couldn't understand where he would get. I heard him approach me sighing. Her fingers lifted my chin. "Sorry, (Y/n) ..." And he kissed me. And, although I didn't understand the reason, I abandoned myself to his lips. Jellal laughed. "So you're happy with my kiss with Erza?" I became just as red as a tomato. The boy patted my cheek. "I thought I liked Erza instead... When we kissed, it wasn't what I expected ... I ... I didn't felt anything. That Kiss was nothing, but now ... It was completely different. " And he laid his forehead on mine. "Because I realized that you're the one I want. It's you I want by my side. Anybody else. " "Really, Jellal?" I whispered."Yes." I smiled and neared me to him, uniting once again our lips in a kiss.

10/04/2017