The amount of times you found solace in Seokjin's apartment, with a half empty bottle of wine in front of you should be concerning, but instead you couldn't mind less in the moment.

You had your head resting against the kitchen counter, while the older was sprawled out on the couch, listenting to you attentively.

"-you know I didn't mean to kiss him, I shouldn't've done it."

Seokjin lifted his head slightly, "Well, do you regret it?"

You hesitated for a moment, "....no."

The black haired shook his head, "Then fucking break up with that idiot. I don't even want to associate myself with people who use the F word, how can you still hesitate?"

You groaned, head feeling a bit hazy through the alcohol, "You're right Jinnie! He- I think I don't even like him anymore."

Jin scoffed, letting his head fall back against the cushions, "That I could've told you long ago. He isn't the dreamy badboy highschool-you fell in love with. Get that outta your mind."

You sighed deeply, feeling your eyes drop shut for a moment, the cold surface of the kitchen counter soothing.

"You know what, Jinnie?" You chimed up after some time, "I think I'm jealous of people who get to do their own thing. I wouldn't even know what my- my 'thing' is. How do they know that?"

Seokjin chuckled, spreading his legs lazily, "Most people would've found out by now I guess. "

"Well, I didn't." You slightly turned your head to face to the other side, "I think I just can't."

That made the older sit up, "What are you talking about? It's not that hard Y/N. Doing what you want to do, I mean. You just have to get out of that imagination of yours, that you have to do what pleases other people."

You looked at your friend silently.

"Look Y/N-" Seokjin said in a more gentle tone, "You're an adult. Your dad can't tell you what to do and neither does Taemin...  maybe that's what you yet need to understand."

He was right, probably. He was very much right.

This hadn't been what you expected to hear when you came here to pity yourself and your dumb actions, but it was 100% more helpful.

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You got up early, vaguely noting how Taemin hadn't even come home, but not able to waste a second thought about your boyfriend.

Your head was thumping with a headache and you stumbled into the bathroom to get pain killers.

While you were waiting for them to do their work you fumbled for the small note Seokjin had handed you yesterday. It was an address, written down in your friend's pretty handwriting.

"Hopefully this works." You mumbled to yourself before standing up very unelegantly.

Your fingers tingled when you opened the door to the small shop, a bell ringing above your head when you entered.

It was stuffy in here, large plants and vines only letting in few rays of sunshine through the windows made of colorful glass, creating a dreamy, magical mood in the entire store.

Plants you'd never seen before covered every centimeter of the shop's walls, a flood of unfamiliar scents hitting you as soon as you breathed in for the first time.

You were the only customer in the dim lighted place, your steps sounding muffled as you made your way past the low aisles filled with plants and dried herbs.

"What a surprise to see you here." A familiar, warm voice chimed up at the other end of the room and you finally spotted Namjoon, sitting on the counter with his long legs crossed over the other, hands resting back against the dark wood.

"Hello Namjoon-ssi." You greeted politely, "I'm sorry that I just barged in like that."

He chuckled, "It's okay. This is a store. People come in unannounced all of the time."

"Ah, right-" You laughed sheepishly, "I- actually I didn't come here to buy anything. I was wondering if you could tell me where Jimin is. He never gave me his number so you were the only way I could find him..."

Namjoon looked at you for a moment, head tilted slightly to the side, before he sighed and turned his head back, now facing the backdoor of the shop, "Jimin-ah! Can you come down quickly?"

You were a bit surprised to hear that the fairy was actually here, but waited patiently in your spot.

The sound of foot steps walking over wood chimed up and a sleepy looking Jimin stumbled into the room confused.

"What is it Joonie- Oh. Hi."

Namjoon's gaze switched between you and the fairy, before he flopped down onto the floor, sighing, "Alright, I'll give you two some privacy, I guess."

You smiled thankfully, turning fully towards the sleepy pink-head, "That's a nice place Namjoon owns."

Jimin smiled lazily, eyes blinking against the light as if he just woke up.

You noticed how his hair was a completely mess as well or how his cheeks  were slightly red, the sight making your heart beat faster for some fucking reason.

"It almost seems magical." You mumbled when Jimin didn't say anything, letting your gaze wander over the rows of plants in honest fascination.

Your words had Jimin giggling, his hand shooting up to cover his mouth while he seemed very much entertained by what you just said, "If only you knew how right you are-" He giggled again, before taking a deep breath to calm down, "You know, Namjoon's actually a witch, so-"

You blinked, "Witch?"

"Yup."

"Witches? Exist??"

"M-hmm."

"Okay. Well, that shouldn't surpise me I guess." You mumbled eyeing one of the larger vines that radiated a slight, purple glow.

"Well-" Jimin said with an amused smile, "Welcome in Namjoon's magic shop, then."

The fairy moved to sit on the counter, where his friend sat a minute ago, eyeing you curiously, "But you didn't come here to talk about Joonie's store, did you?"

"No, not really." You admitted nervously.

"Then why are you here?" Jimin asked, leaning forward.

"I-" You cleared your throat, "I'll break up with Taemin."

Jimin blinked surpised, "Oh?"

You just nodded, "I'll stay with Seokjin until I found something that I can afford myself."

"That's- cool.... how do you feel about that? Are you okay?"

You smiled at the fairy, that looked so concerned although he'd probably wished for this to happen all along.

"Yeah, I'm alright. This was inevitable, I guess."

"But you won't do it because of me, right?"

You snickered, "Are you kidding me? You're the whole reason why I thought of breaking up with him in the first place."

He looked a bit upset at your words and you smiled apologetically, "I didn't mean it in a bad way. It's a good thing Jimin. I needed that."

When Jimin smiled, light fell onto his face, illumimating the slight blush and sparkling eyes. He looked like someone that came straight out of a fairytale; Unreal and beautiful and you felt a twisted kind of anticipation when you realized that this was the boy whom you were bound to fall for.

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