Nothing can cure my pain

I'm crying so hard right now

It hurts me so much

Reality is finally kicking in

Zayn has left

And don't you dare effing tell me it's "no big deal" and "they're just a band"

I have waited years to see them live and make them my first ever concert with all 5 of them.

Do you realize how much it hurts that I'll only be able to see 4? If it ever happens?

This might as well be one of the worst days of my life

It hurts so much

It's just...

You have no idea how I feel

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I don't want to go through the pain of writing it again...

It's too painful...