where does your heart lie?
is it buried in the dust somewhere?
does it follow the shadow of your past lover?
did it break
when it fell from the high of
your first love?
i just want to know
if you're not willing to give it to me
after i gave you all i could.
i just want to know
if you don't want to commit.
i just want to know
if you want me to let you go.
your words are like ghosts,
they ripple through me,
sending chills down my spine,
yet their presence is sparse.
you open up like a locked door
and i don't have the key.
i just want to know,
where have you gone?
were you ever there to begin with?
i don't quite remember
i wish i could remember,
please let me remember,
let me forget everything else
but let me recall your presence because
that's what i longed for for so long.
i just want to know,
because i miss you.
i miss you although right next to me,
i hurt although you try to heal me,
i cry although i've run out of tears for you.
i just want to know,
what happened?