After some days

Shivaay was searching something in their cupboard. Accidentally he opened Anika's drawer which he rarely do

"Ohh it's her drawer ", he whispered and was about to close when one pic caught his attention

"It's Anika and this ..... Her mother and father.", Thought Shivaay just then he remembered her expressions which confirmed him that she is her mother

He went towards study room and found her arranging books. He went towards her angrily and pinned her to nearby wall

"Anika why you hided this truth from me ", asked Shivaay angrily . He wanted answers what why she didn't trusted him enough again to share about her past with him

"Shivaay voh....vohh...", Stammered Anika being scared seeing his red eyes and anger. She was scared what if he started hating her

"Stop stammering and say clearly", shouted Shivaay. He just wanted answers. In anger he didn't realised that he was forcing her to tell truth. His nature is like that only. He just want to know every truth by hook or crook

Anika closed her eyes after hearing his loud voice and tear drops started falling from her eyes while Shivaay realised that he shouldn't shout on her so he left her. He can't hurt her even he is angry

"I am sorry", he said and wiped her tears because they were his weakness. He can't see her crying. So rather than hurting her he thought to leave from there to calm himself down after that he will talk about this topic again once normal

"Shi...shivaay", said Anika in chocking voice while crying

Shivaay also started crying after listening her voice but didn't turned because he can't see her crying moreover he can't let her know that he is crying. This truth hurted him also but he controlled his feelings

"Anika why you hided that big truth from he", he asked being hurt. His voice was breaking . He was  trying to hide his crying voice in which he was successful after a minute.

"I.. I thou..ght I ...will lo..ose you", she said in chocking voice

"And why so. Can't you trust me Anika?..", he said in cold and wiped his tears but didn't turned . He don't want to show her that he is getting weak after hearing her answers.

He was regretting his own words as rather than him she is the one who suffered a lot

"Shivaay.... I trust you b...but ... situation", she was cut in mid by him

"Don't blame situation Anika", he said angrily as he knew in any situation he never stopped her to tell truth.

Anika ran towards him and backhugged him

"I am sorry....", She said and pressed her both lips to control her sobbing. He was about to touch her hands and console her but her next words angered him to the core

"Don't hate me Shivaay.... Don't hate me", she said while crying . She thought she will loose him today if she didn't asked him this. She thought Shivaay will hate her after knowing truth

Shivaay jerked her angrily

"How can she think that I can hate her. How can I punish her for her mother sins . I can never let her cry even and hating her is far away. I thought maybe I gained her trust", he thought when she asked him not to hate her

Hate word hurted him...she could have discussed with him... But she didn't...

He left from there angrily and came inside Rudra's room and started punching on his bag with much force

"W...what happened bhaiya ", he asked being tensed he was about to touch him when Shivaay shouted

"Just leave me alone.... You are the reason of my pain .... The pain she beared.... That pain I gave her... Every Oberoi destroyed her including me", he said and started punching on his punching bag angrily being hurt

"I just came here to tell you that we are leaving today", he declared and left from there

Here Anika was crying thinking about his expressions and his anger she thought he started hating her now. She sat down with a thud. She remembered her moments with Shivaay. She thought Shivaay hates her now..... He don't like her.

She placed her head on bed and started crying

Shivaay came in terrace and started crying remembering this fight. Was this a fight???.. no it's not he thought because he can't fight with her she is the reason of his smile

He came in garden and sat there being sad. He didn't realised when he slept on bench while crying. Here Anika also She slept on floor while remembering him without realising when sleep overtook her.
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Next day when he woke up he remembered how he shouted on her and his anger

"Ohh God I think she misunderstood situation", he thought and ran towards his room and started knocking

After a minute Anika opened door. Without wasting a second he hugged her tightly and rubbed his hands in her hairs

"I love you",he said and kissed her cheek

This was enough for her to realise that he is not angry nor he hates her

Shivaay saw her state. Dry tear marks were visible clearly. He kissed there numerous time. Just then Anika also saw his disbelieved state. She set her hairs alright and asked

"How are you",

"More than fine now", he said and kissed her forehead again with love

"I am sorry for anger Anika. But I can never hate you", he said and cleared her misunderstanding

"But I hate you", she said while crying and hitting on his shoulders

"The way you behaved yesterday a...and got angry scared me....it scared me", she said while crying

He caressed his hands on her hairs to console her

"Shh stop crying", he said with tears

"Why are you crying now"?, she asked while breaking hug

"No... nothing", he said was going when Anika came in front of him

"Tell me the reason", she asked

"Did you told?", he asked while wiping his tears

"S..sorry I didn't but Shivaay please tell me nahh", she asked while crying

"F...rom many days I am troubling you... Firstly my.... My depression... T .that PTSD when I was mad for pushing you out of my life", he said while remembering those days when he was trying to push Anika away from him.

"Di , jiju how are you both ", said Gauri while entering in their room

"We are fine", he said coldly

"Aacha Anika go and freshenup", he said to Anika ignoring Gauri

"Jiju you aren't angry with di right", she asked being tensed as she saw Shivaay going out of room angrily yesterday so she thought maybe he is angry on Anika

"No I can't . I understand her unlike you people", said Shivaay Indirectly taunting Gauri

Gauri felt hurt and left from there while crying being guilty

Gauri pov

From 5 years I was yearning for my Di's love but when he went to jail she went to another world and when it was time for me to help I couldn't go because of Om . We used to meet secretly but I was unable to vanish her loneliness

I.... Didn't even ask her about her well being because of jiju..  he was jail and I knew di was tensed from him... She rarely talked normally with me

"F...for the first time I am bearing his angry mode and strict nature", she thought while crying

*Pov end

Omkara saw her crying and Shivaay's behaviour also

*Omkara's pov

Shivomru, we were three brothers who were strength of each other.

But Why he is hating us ?. I know I hated him but this is normal na if someone killed your father do you think you will be able to trust that person again

And about trust so I did in every situation nahh. When Nancy was killed I... Know that was not real but still I trusted and supported him as a brother

I... Couldn't think anything that time . My father's dead body was coming near me.

I...I didn't...hated bhabhi...n...never . Even I supported her unknowingly whenever she needed him

I still remember that day when people were insulting her and that person beared my anger. I literally killed him

I didn't knew about her pregnancy otherwise I would have  changed myself a bit