Shivaay left after caressing her forehead. As he left Anika sat on bed with tears

"I knew it before too that you are acting... But if you are Shivaay Singh Oberoi na then even I am Anika . Let's see how you will get rid of me", said Anika with a smirk and slept peacefully
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In morning she woke up and went towards guest room . He was sleeping uncomfortably while holding laptop

"First I need to test whether he is sleeping or not", she said and started crying In low voice

"Mean he is sleeping", she thought and sat near him

"I know you will never think about yourself. You want everyone to be happy but I want you to stay happy. My tadibaaz baggadbilla I will never leave you let's see", she said and ruffled his hairs and made him lay comfortably but in between he woke up

"A...Anika what are you doing here? D....did I hurted you again? I am sorry ", he whispered and started checking her hands and face

"I am fine don't worry. Actually you were lying uncomfortably so I thought to make you comfortable", she said

"Yes now you can go I don't need your help", said Shivaay coldly

"Ok pati dev", whispered Anika near his ears and took his laptop

"Wow beautiful mansion... But buy one name plate too with shivika name.. no leave it I will do that honour byee good night for you but it's morning", said Anika and ran from there taking his laptop

"Give me my...", Said Shivaay but was late as Anika left already

"Like I was going to sleep", he said and got up.

"What she was doing here? I just hope she didn't got to know my intentions", thought Shivaay and went towards their room but it was locked

"Anika open it", shouted Shivaay

"Wait I am checking something", shouted Anika

Shivaay asked her to open door again but Anika didn't answered so he tried to come inside from poolside but door was locked from there too

"Shivaay I hope you forgot I am living here from last 5 years ", Said Anika with a smirk

"God... You are mad Anika open door and stay away from my laptop", shouted Shivaay angrily

"Aww why should I ? Are you scared that I will see photos, what you searched or booked for someone", said Anika and started using his laptop again

"Open door otherwise I will break this door", shouted Shivaay being irritated as he don't want her to touch his laptop. He filled his laptop with their memories. Also he brought new apartment, needful things for her

"Ok try it as I will not open till you say", she said and stopped in between

"What?... That I care? ", Asked Shivaay and remembered how Anika used to force him to admit that he cares

"No I know that you care I want to hear I love you... Say it fast and I will open the door otherwise I will check everything and will send every file here", said Anika showing her mobile phone

"You are totally mad. Anika please open door", said Shivaay and banged door

"Shivaay only you used too much money for these doors for security hahaha. Now stay away as you know these are bullet proof so your hands won't work try it", said Anika and sat on couch just in front of him

"Say it otherwise I am checking", she said making him more and more irritated

"Anika please give me",said Shivaay but Anika again interrupted

"Anika I love you.... How good it sounds. Say it fast", said Anika

"Anika don't force me", said Shivaay with teary eyes

"Then say you hate me. I am coming in front of you", she said and came in front of him. She touched his hands from door by touching it

"Say it you will be happy if I left you. Say it you were doing drama till now. You were playing with my feelings", said Anika with teary eyes

Shivaay looked here and there as he can't say anything. He can never say that he hate her when he love her

"Shivaay do you think I waited for you for divorce? Say it? Do you think I suffered from those miseries to get rid of you? Do you think I will be able to love somebody when my heart beats for you? Do you think I will get respect as a wife like I got from you? I will be second wife what if that person didn't cared for me? What if he insulted me", said Anika in chocking voice

"I will kill him before he could say anything", shouted Shivaay angrily

"I know you are acting", said Anika and opened door. Shivaay was shocked beyond limits when she said that with so much confidence

"I am with you Shivaay didn't you said we will face every struggle together then why are you leaving me" , asked Anika and hugged him

"Because I can't hurt you Anika. Already you suffered a lot then how can I let you suffer more... I just want you to be happy", whispered Shivaay and caressed her hair's. He enjoyed hug as in order to push her away from him he was dying to get that hug

"You are my happiness. I don't want anything neither money nor that Mansion. I just want you", said Anika and started crying

"I didn't waitied for this Shivaay. I waited for 5 years.... 5 year's are lot... Daily I wanted to hug you like this and dreamt that I will live with you happily. Why are trying to keep it as dream forever", asked Anika

Shivaay wiped her tears and looked in her eyes

"But I was trying to kill you... How can I.. so I thought staying away is much better than killing you with these hands. Atleast you will be alive. I will be able to see you daily", whispered Shivaay with tears

"You don't know what I was feeling Anika... When I saw your chocking I felt like stabbing myself. I can't hurt you. I want your happiness. Unknowingly I was becoming your sorrow", said Shivaay in low voice. He was scared from himself that if by chance he closed his eyes he may hurt her

"We can consult doctor. We can spend night in different rooms but I can't stay away for whole day . 5 years were enough now I just want to live with you. I hate being alone. I hate it", said Anika with tears.

Shivaay dragged Anika and made her sit on bed.

"I am sorry for it Anika but ..... See you beared insult because of me . You lived like hell just because of me . Till when you will do this", asked Shivaay with tears. He was trying hard not to cry as it may break her but he was unable to control his feelings

"So make me happy. Just spend more and more time with me like this I will love it. I will be happy. One question do you want me to take depression pills again?", Asked Anika

"No ", shouted Shivaay without wasting one second

"Then why are you trying to force me. I slept peacefully because I was with you and if you left me then again I have to take those pills as I will have sleepless nights remembering you",said Anika

"N...no don't you dare to have them.....ok fine I understood what you meant but what about these days. You will still sleep without me na. So it's same", asked Shivaay

"It's totally different Shivaay. Here I will sleep after spending my whole day with you. Also I will get happy sleep because I know we will spend more time together the next day. But if you left me I... Will not be able to sleep because I will miss you. Will you be able to see my hate for you ? Do you think you can bear my hatred for you", asked Anika after telling her point of view to him. It made him clear what she wanted

Shivaay didn't said anything just looked down in regret for his words and actions. He remembered how he insulted her. How he was trying to take her life. Anika noticed his tears and holded his face

"I understood",she said and hugged him. As Anika hugged him Shivaay felt warmth and started crying

"I know you are understanding but why can't I understand? Also that.... That Tara was actor. Just for acting that we are in love when I don't even know her. I am sorry for insulting you... I really didn't meant anything. I wanted your happiness nothing else

I can't bear your hatred Anika. I can't even see tears in your eyes.. . Rather than bearing your hatred I will... I will kill myself", stammered Shivaay as he was facing difficulty in telling about his feelings to her

"What are you saying Shivaay? I am not hating you. I told you na I know you were acting. I really know that. Yesterday when you came in night I was awake don't worry", said Anika and holded his face as he was crying like a baby

"Now answer this too. I love you", she said and joined their forehead's

"I love you too and I know you know it", said Shivaay. He holded Anika's hands which were holding his cheeks and continued

"I really don't want to hurt you Anika please find one way to get rid of these problems", asked Shivaay and looked in her eyes. Anika smiled as she was very happy after hearing his confession because he understood her point

"Ok we will", said Anika
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