Hyunjin knocked on the bedroom door lightly. Chan left shortly after Felix came back. After Chan left Hyunjin gave Felix some space and made some lunch.

  "Come in, Hyun," Felix said.

   The brunet opened the door and stepped in, his heart squeezing at the sight of his lover upset.

    "I made some lunch," Hyunjin said softly.

   Felix hummed and wiped more of his tears. Hyunjin sighed a little and sat on the bed.

   "What's the matter?"

   "Why did they leave me? Did they not love me? I mean..."

   "Felix, I don't think anyone cannot love you. You are one of the best people I've met. Maybe, they just weren't ready for you or maybe something else came up," Hyunjin said.

  "They dumped me at a police station like it was nothing... I got moved from Australia and the states like it was nothing, not once did they ever try to find me.

   I have so many questions and I want answers to them, but what if the answers hurt? What if they don't even want to hear from me? What if they don't accept me?"

   Hyunjin reached out and wiped Felix's tears.

   "I don't know. What I do know is that no matter what, I will be there for you. I will help ease your worries the best I can and no matter what they say you are loving, caring, and downright amazing,"

   Felix held Hyunjin's hand and squeezed it gently.

   "Can you come with me? If I go talk to them can you come?" Felix asked.

   "Of course, I'll come with you," Hyunjin said.

  Felix took a breath, "Thank you and I am sorry for leaving so suddenly,"

  "It's fine, just text me next time so I know you are okay,"

   The younger nodded.

   "I have to go pick up Hyejinnie, I'll pick up some take-out on my way back. You relax for a little," Hyunjin said softly.

   "I am going to take a shower and message Sophia see if she needs anything," Felix said.

  "Felix, relax,"

   "You're going to be gone for at least an hour and Sophia is six minutes away. I can relax and help her. Plus, I miss them,"

   Hyunjin took a breath, "Fine, I will be back, angel,"

    Felix smiled softly and kissed Hyunjin. It was a short sweet kiss, then Hyunjin left to pick up Hyejin.

  ~

   Hyunjin and Felix sat on the couch awkwardly.

   They expected this to be difficult, just not awkward.

   The woman across from them smiled and took a deep breath, "How about we start small? When did you guys meet?" She asked.

"Uhm, technically about five or six years ago," Felix told her.

   Jisoo nodded, "What do you mean 'technically'?"

   "There might have been a one night stand a year prior at a Christmas party," Hyunjin answered.

   "We didn't talk after it though. We only kind of started to talk after a one night stand at a Halloween party about a year later," Felix added.

  The woman hummed and wrote something down, "Was it right after the one night stand that you two began to talk or was it later?"

   "We began to talk about a week later at a company dinner for my family," Hyunjin answered.

   Felix hummed, "I would not call that night talking,"

   "You guys had sex?" Jisoo questioned.

  "Uhm, our whole relationship started with sex. At the company dinner we set rules, no one could know, we couldn't be seen together, and we couldn't fall in love with each other. At the time it seemed easy," Hyunjin said.

   "Who fell first?"

Hyunjin lifted his hand, "I did. I think it was after the fourth time we hooked up I realised that I fell for him,"

  That was a surprise to Felix. He knew that Hyunjin developed feelings some time around when they were hooking up, but that soon.

   "Besides the arrangement you two had was there something else possibly stopping you two from dating?" Jisoo asked.

  "Me," Felix said.

She raised a brow, "You?"

   "I wasn't as accepting then of how I felt for Hyunjin. One of the last times we hooked up, I knew it was different. We were twenty and experimenting, but that night was just different I guess.

  It got too real the next day. The mere suggestion that it could possibly mean more scared me so I pushed him away. I pushed him away and started seeing someone else," Felix explained.

  Jisoo pursed her lips and nodded, "Through all of it neither of you sat down and talked?"

  "Talking became hard after I got into a relationship and after we blocked each other,"

  "Except for what happened in the science lab," Hyunjin mentioned.

   "What happened in the science lab?"

  "We made out. We were upset at each other, at a lot of things, he was feeling jealous. Normal stuff,"

   "I was not jealous," Hyunjin denied.

   "Yeah, tell that to the tube of wasted foundation that I used to cover the marks you left," Felix stated.

   Hyunjin smiled a little, "No one told you to cover them,"

  Felix rolled his eyes, but still he smiled.

   Jisoo hummed, it was interesting to her.

   "Felix, when did you realise that you fell for Hyunjin?"

   "When did I realise or when did I admit it to myself?"

   "Both," she said.

  "I realised when I woke up in the hospital and I saw him there, instead of staying home where he was he got on a flight and came to the hospital I was at. I admitted to myself that I love him months later on a trip with our friends.

  We had stopped halfway to where we were going to stay at a hotel, and he took me out and while we were out it just kind of settled in that I loved him,"
  
   Hyunjin smiled a little, but still his heart panged thinking of that trip. It was fun, but it also held a few sad memories.