Tw: mentioned past child abuse

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   Felix chuckled and like the picture. He and Hyunjin had arrived at the hotel a little while ago.

   Hyunjin was on the phone with Yeji and Felix was scrolling through Instagram.

    "What are you laughing about?" Hyunjin asked walking over.

   "Minho proposed to Jisung," Felix said.

  Hyunjin hummed, "How is that funny?"

   Felix showed Hyunjin the post, causing Hyunjin to laugh too.

   "We should shower, especially since the red wine spilled," Hyunjin said.

  Felix stopped for a moment. He didn't mean?

   "Not together... I mean..."

   The blond smiled a little, "Are you suggesting something, Mr. Hwang?"

   "Yeah, maybe," Hyunjin said.

  Felix stood up and wrapped his arms around Hyunjin's neck, "Maybe you should show me then,"

   Hyunjin squeezed Felix's waist lightly, "How does your shoulder feel?"

   "I took a ibuprofen, it is fine,"

   Hyunjin leaned down a little and kissed Felix. The blond hummed and pulled away.

   "I thought we need to take a shower?" Felix questioned, unbuttoning Hyunjin's top.

   "Then we should go, yeah?"

   Felix smiled a little and pulled Hyunjin to the bathroom.

   Suffice to say, Hyunjin and Felix got a few noise complaints.

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   Felix pursed his lips as he looked at the woman in front of him.

  After he got back from the trip on Monday, he had made an appointment with a therapist his doctor recommended. At first Felix thought it'd be easy, all he would have to do is talk to her, however, it wasn't.

   "I'm sorry. I thought that this would be easier," Felix said.

   "It is fine, take your time. This is a safe place for you,"

   Felix nodded.

   "Uh, I don't really know what to say..."

  Jieun nodded, "How about we start with your childhood?" She suggested.

   The blond took a breath, "Uh, it was difficult. I was in and out of foster homes it was harsh some of the time other times it was nice. Then I was adopted, it was nice for a while until I figured out why I was adopted.

   They wanted a male heir and when I found out, I went against everything. They wanted me to go into business, I went into pre-law. They wanted me to marry someone who cheated on me, I broke up with him affectively ruining their plans," Felix told her.

    "Moving in and out of foster homes how did that make you feel?" Jieun asked.

  "My first memory of being in a foster home was being moved out of the house and put it another house. It was an emergency situation, the mom was hitting us. I remember it being so scary, I mean I was maybe six.

   Then I was moved from the other home because I wouldn't let anyone else near me. Then it was a even worse situation in the other house. It was always one thing or another and it got to the point where I would put on these faces to make sure everything would be fine. I would do what I was told without complaints," Felix wiped tears that had fallen.

   "You did what you needed to do to survive,"

  Felix pursed his lips.

   "How about your relationships? We'll start with friendships,"

   The younger smiled, "Well, I have my best friend Yuqi. We've know each other for twelve years, but we've only really been friend for eight. She is my partner in crime. Then there is her girlfriend Soyeon, she is like an older sister,"

   "What about romantic relationships?" Jieun asked.

   "Uhm... I've been in four relationships... I rather not talk about it yet," Felix muttered.

  The brunette nodded.

   "How about school? You're in pre-law?"

    "It is tiring but fun, even pre-law.  The science department went on a trip this past weekend and I got to go. It was really fun and I..." Felix trailed off thinking of it.

  "You?"

  "I... mainly spent it with a friend... kind of,"

  "What do you mean kind of?" Jieun asked.

   "I don't know if we are actually friends or not," Felix said.

    "Why not?"

   Felix hummed, "Our, uh, situation didn't start with talking... more of sex. And it continued like that for a while then it stopped and it started again this past weekend,"

  Jieun nodded, "I think that, maybe, you should talk to him about it. Now, it may be awkward, but it is probably best that you do and possibly communicate what your relationship is,"

    The blond nodded.

    Maybe that was a good idea... all they would need to do is talk.