Smut kind of. I guess it is oral so it is technically smut. Anyways this is almost 2k words.

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Soulmate
I made an appointment for you

Pixie
I told you I would do it

Soulmate
I know.
I made you an appointment for your shoulder
You said it was bothering you still
It is with Sana

Pixie
Oh
It doesn't hurt anymore…
You can cancel it

Soulmate
Felix, I have known you for almost eight years now.
I know when you are lying.
Your appointment is Thursday at six after all your classes
Soyeon and I will drive you

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   Felix's lip jutted out as he turned off his phone.

   He hated how Yuqi was right. He probably hated himself more for telling the older woman about his shoulder.

  It had just become unbearable between not being able to sleep on his side and with how it hurt to lift it.

   Huffing, he grabbed his bag and began to rummage through it looking for a particular box.

    “You okay?” Hyunjin asked as he walked out of the bathroom.

   Felix glanced up then right back down, “Yeah, just looking for something,”

   Did Hyunjin not know what a shirt was? Half the time Felix saw Hyunjin, he was either shirtless or he was wearing a shirt but it was unbuttoned.

   There were few and in-between times where he just wore a hoodie or a regular tee.

    Finally, Felix's fingers grasped the box he was looking for. Pulling it out he opened the cigarette box to make sure the lighter was in there.

   “I am going outside for a little,” Felix said, standing up.

   Hyunjin nodded and watched the younger put his coat on and leave.

   He tossed his towel on the armchair and sighed. His thoughts wandered back to the conversation from a few hours ago.

   Even in that conversation Felix kept his guard up like even in talking about it all he'd be hurt.

    Hyunjin groaned when he heard his phone.

     Walking over to the desk in the room, he picked it up.

  “Hello?”

   “Hi, I am calling for Hyunjin Hwang?”

   “Uh, this is him. Who is this?” Hyunjin questioned.

   “Good! This is Hiraya Del Rosario. You met with Mika, my wife, a bit ago,” Hiraya said.

  Hyunjin's eyes widened, “Mrs. Del Rosario, hi. I am so sorry, I forgot to save your number in my phone,”

   The woman chuckled, “It is fine. I was wondering when would be a good time to meet? I am currently in the states and I want to talk with you and see your work again.

   Right now, I am in Washington state, but I can fly to you or I can fly you here, whichever you'd prefer. I know you are still finishing university,”

   “Actually I am also in Washington right now. I don't have like a whole portfolio with me, but I have a sketch…” Hyunjin paused when he saw Felix's journal open on the table.

   “Hyunjin?”

   “Uh, sorry, I don't have a whole portfolio or anything, but I have my sketchbook with me that I could bring if you'd like,” he said.

   “That works. How about tomorrow for dinner? You can bring someone with you. It'll be something casual,”

Hyunjin nodded, “Yeah, that works perfectly,”

   “Great, I will have the details all sent to you,” she said.

    “Okay, thank you, I will see you tomorrow… bye,”

    Hyunjin hung up and set his phone down. His eyes read over some of the words in the journal.

    To be someone's kryptonite, would mean you are their weakness.

    In a way that does sound like something appealing, but wouldn't you want to be their strength? I guess you could be both in a way.

  Imagine being loved like that.

It was never love with Micah, it was control. With Wes it was a means to an end, I was simply meant to marry him and business would be done.

    With Hacker, it was a game...

  Hyunjin stopped and grabbed his phone.

   He shouldn't have read any of that. It was Felix's personal thoughts and feelings. It was something hyunjin shouldn't know unless Felix told him.

  The brunet settled on the bed and turned on his phone.

    Pursing his lips he clicked on the Google search bar only to close it out when the lock on the door beeped and Felix came in.

   “Hey,” Hyunjin greeted.

   “Hey,”

   “Uh, I have a dinner tomorrow. It is just a casual thing and I was wondering if you would want to come with me,”

   Felix went over and closed his journal, “I… why don't you invite like Belle or one of your other friends?” He asked.

   “Honestly, I'd rather go with you,”

    The blond pressed his lips together and nodded, “Uh, sure, I'll go with you,”

    Hyunjin nodded with a small smile.

   “I am going to go shower. We should probably get to bed early, since we have to get up early to get to that lab,” Felix mentioned, collecting his things to shower.

  When Felix went to the bathroom Hyunjin groaned. Everything still felt awkward between them.

    Hyunjin wasn't exactly sure why and he was at least 80% sure Felix didn't know why, unless Hyunjin was just a little blind to why.

   (Anyone else could probably tell Hyunjin why Felix and him were awkward, but that is a discussion for a different time.)

    The brunet set his phone in the charger and laid back a little. He and Felix didn't feel the same for each other.

That much Hyunjin was sure of. It was difficult to think of, but it was true.

    Hyunjin sighed and closed his eyes. He really didn't want to think of it, but it is what his mind just kept wandering back to.

   The bathroom door opened and the heat from inside came rushing out.

    “That was a quick shower,” Hyunjin mentioned, opening his eyes and looking at Felix.

   “My shoulder was beginning to hurt,” Felix muttered.

    “The doctor did say it would take a while for it to heal fully and pain would last months,”

   Felix hummed and went to put his hair up only to give up.

  “Come here,” Hyunjin said, patting the bed in front of him.

   The blond hesitated, but crawled on the bed and sat in front of Hyunjin.

     Hyunjin was gentle as he ran his hand through Felix's hair, collecting it to put it up. He was gentle as he put it up and even more careful when he began to massage Felix's hurt shoulder, trying to ease the discomfort the younger had.

    Felix sighed and tilted his head to the side. It was a nice feeling after being in pain.

   “You should probably go see a doctor when we get back, just to make sure everything is healing properly,” Hyunjin said softly, letting his hands fall to Felix's waist.

   “Yuqi took it upon herself to schedule an appointment. On top of that I have a follow-up regarding the fracture,”
 
    Hyunjin hummed.

    “I never understood why someone could so easily hurt the person they say they love,” Felix said softly.

     “Love is both an action and statement verb. You can say you love someone as a statement, but actions can be what show it.

   If I tell you I love you, but don't show it in actions, even small ones it may create doubt, sometimes words aren't enough ” Hyunjin paused, his voice softer when he began to talk again, “If I tell you I love you and hold your hands,” Hyunjin interlaced their hands.

  “Or kiss you,” he pressed a light kiss on Felix's shoulder, “Small actions or intimate moments can show love,” Hyunjin's voice was just above a whisper.

     Felix's grip on Hyunjin's hand tightened for a split second, before he let go and turned to face Hyunjin.

     “What about to you? Is it an action word or just a statement?” Felix asked softly.

    Hyunjin licked his lips and glanced at Felix's lips, “Action. If I love someone, I am going to make it clear and not with just words,”

  Felix nodded and the two sat quietly for a moment and then they kissed.

   It was soft and intimate, but it also felt more heated and desire filled compared to any other time they have kissed.

    Every touch Hyunjin left on Felix was gentle. Everything about this was completely opposite of previous times they had spent together.

    Felix pulled away lips glossy and red from the kiss, “Stop treating me like I am a porcelain doll,” he muttered.

   Hyunjin chuckled, “Do you not like it?”

   “No, I don't and you know I don't,”

   Hyunjin hummed and kissed Felix again softly.

   Felix whined when Hyunjin pulled away, “I'm not doing anything until your shoulder is fully healed. The last thing I want is for you to get hurt,”

    “Hyunjin, my shoulder is fine,” Felix whined.

    “Felix, I will not risk you getting hurt more simply because of a quick fuck,” Hyunjin stated, moving the hair the fell in Felix's face.

  “You don't have to be such a gentleman,”

   Hyunjin smiled a little, “Trust me, I'm not,”

    The brunet leaned forward and connected their lips again. His hand going under the blond's shirt and pulling at the waistband on the shorts Felix was wearing.

   “Are you okay with this?”

  “Thought you said you weren't going to risk my shoulder for a quick fuck,” Felix whispered.

   “I'm not. Doesn't mean I can do other things. So are you okay with this? ” Hyunjin asked softly.

   Felix nodded.

  “Ah, angel, what are the rules?”

   “Yes, please,”

    Hyunjin hummed and pressed a soft kiss on Felix's jaw, then on his neck.

   “Sit on the edge of the bed,” Hyunjin directed.

    Felix did as he was told. Hyunjin got off the bed and stood in front of Felix.

    “Are you sure you're okay with this?”

   “Hyunjin, if I wasn't, I would not be sitting here. So, please do something,” Felix stated.

  Hyunjin captured Felix in one last kiss before he got on his knees. His hands grabbed the waistband of Felix's and underwear and tugged them down.

    Felix huffed as Hyunjin tossed them somewhere in the room, “You could have left them on,” he muttered.

   The brunet smiled a little, “And deny myself of seeing your cute ass, I'm good,”

   “Perv,” Felix muttered.

   Hyunjin wasn't going to deny that. Felix's hand tangled in Hyunjin's hair as he went down on him.

   It was probably the one thing that they hadn't done during their arrangement. Felix might've been regretting that now.

   Hyunjin was quick to pull away, his lips glossy and red. He held the hand that was previously in his hair, “No touching,” he stated.

   Felix huffed, “I am not a porcelain doll,”

   “I don't care, I don't want you moving your arm, okay?”

   “Fine,”

  Hyunjin leaned up a little a kissed Felix softly, “Good, now lay down,”

   Felix was confused but laid down. His grip on Hyunjin's hand tightening as Hyunjin took him back in his mouth.

  Hyunjin held Felix's hip down with his free hand keeping the blond from moving.

    Neither of them were going to last much longer, Felix especially.

   “Fuck, Hyun…” Felix whined.

   Hyunjin went down more causing Felix to moan and cum. He helped Felix through the last bits of his high before pulling away.

   The brunet stood up and helped the blond sit up, never letting go of Felix's hand.

     “How does your shoulder feel?” Hyunjin asked.

   Felix stared blankly for a moment before squeezing Hyunjin's hand, “It feels fine… Sorry, for not giving you a warning before… you know,”

  Hyunjin chuckled and pressed a chaste kiss on Felix's lip, “No need to apologise, your tells are very clear, angel,”

   “Go brush your teeth,” Felix huffed.

  Hyunjin smiled and let go of Felix's hand.

  “Your shorts are by the window,” Hyunjin said, beginning to walk to the bathroom.

   Before he fully entered the bathroom he turned to look at Felix who had gotten up to grab his shorts.

  Felix was truly going to be the death of him.