"You let yourself be captured, didn't you?" Chuuya mused, staring up at the brunette in front of him.

Dazai's smile twitched in frustration. "Not really, It's rather inconvenient. I just came to rescue Y/N, that's all, but you got in my way."

Chuuya laughed. "I told the boss to just kill you, you're always a pain in the ass, but he insists we try to get you to join us again."

Dazai shook his head. "Yeah, I'll pass. I'm staying away from this whole evil thing."

Chuuya sighed. "Alright then, you'll be staying here."

I heard the door click, unlock, as someone came bounding in.
I glanced at them quickly, confused.

A child stood by my bed, a doll in his hands.

"Do you want to play with me, Miss?" The Child asked, as I sat up, placing my phone in my pocket.

"Why are you here? You're just a kid, aren't you? You shouldn't be in the mafia..." I whispered, as they just smiled up at me.

"Well, they let me play with whoever I want, so I'm happy! So, do you want to play with me? I'll help you find Mr Dazai!" The kid smiled, as I just nodded warily.

"Alright, what do you want to play? And what's your name?" I asked, as they beamed up at me, grabbing ahold of my hand.

"Q. My names Q." They smiled, squeezing my hand as they pulled me out the room.

Q.. where have I heard their name mentioned before?

They came to a stop, causing me to bump into them.

"Oh I'm so sorry, are you hurt?" I asked, kneeling down so I was more at eye level with Q.

They shook their head, smiling as they pulled up their sleeve, razor blades digging into their skin.

"I'm always hurt, Miss Y/N. But now the fun begins, okay?" Q laughed, as I shook my head, holding their hand gently.

"Let me take these blades off of you, you're only a kid." I said gently, as Q frowned.

"No. We're playing right now." They said, tearing at their doll, as I noticed a purple mark appearing on my arm.

Then I was standing in darkness, Q leading me through a door.
It was leering at me, laughing.

"You're so weak Y/N, you even let a child get the better of you? How pathetic.." It laughed, as I stepped back.

"No, no, stay away." I whispered, as it took a step closer, grabbing onto my hand.

"But I can't, dear.. because you belong to me, your soul, your body, and your will to live. Until you're dead, I can't be free. So die." It laughed, gripping onto my throat.

I pushed it off, gasping for air, as I tried to knock it to the ground.

"Y/N." Dazai's voice rung out.

I looked around desperately. Where was he? I couldn't see him anywhere.

"Dazai, where are you?" I exclaimed, as it laughed at me, attacking me again, this time managing to knock me to the ground, it's hands around my throat.

I spun it around, ending up on top as my hands hesitantly went to strangle it, but it was strong, holding me back.
Tears were blurring my vision.

Dazai was underneath you, as you tried to strangle him.

He kept his hands on your wrists, pushing you off as he flipped it around.

"Q, that's enough. Where is it?" Dazai seethed, as he kept pushing down on you, watching as tears flowed down your eyes.

"I'm not telling you, Mr Dazai. She needs to break, bosses orders. It's so entertaining in her mind, she's very scared, Mr Dazai. Maybe you should put her out of her misery?" Q laughed, as Dazai frowned, bouncing up and away from you, as he pushed you into the wall.

My whole body was aching, as I watched it transform into my boyfriend.
My heart was pounding.

"You.. How..?" I said, stumbling over my words.

"Haven't you missed me Y/N? You ran away from me, I've missed you.. and I finally found you again." He laughed, stepping over the top of me, as my stomach dropped.

"No, no, I made you forget you loved me, you can't be here.." I whispered quietly, as he grabbed me by my shirt, throwing me behind him.

"I know you did, but my feeling of hatred towards you just grew and grew. That's all your fault, just like your father dying was your fault. You don't deserve a place in this world, Y/N." He laughed, as I stood up, and swung at him.

"I do! I do, that's why I'm fighting for it, okay?" I sobbed, as he kicked me back.

"No, you don't. You deserve to rot. You push everyone away, so you deserve to be alone."

"I.." My throat was choking me up as I remained staring at the floor, looking at my hands.

Dazai stood in front of of me, glaring over me at Q.

"Leave us be, Q, I'll play with you another day." Dazai said slowly, as Q just laughed, running off.

"Bye bye Y/N, let's play again soon!" Q chuckled, vanishing from sight.

Dazai took a step closer to me, as he placed a hand gently on my trembling shoulder.

"Y/N, I'm here now. I'm sorry it took so long." He said softly, as I glanced up at him, my hands shaking in front of me as I clasped them together, trying to make them stop as tears rolled down my cheeks.

Dazai took my hands in one of his, the other on my cheek as he wiped my tears.

"Don't cry, it'll be okay. Let's go now, okay? This place itself is just miserable." Dazai said, as I nodded, him prying my hands apart so he could hold onto one as he brought me out of the building with him, his eyes gently watching me the whole time.

I couldn't help but feel butterflies.

"Dazai, I'm sorry." I whispered, as he squeezed my hand gently.
I noticed the bruise on his neck, which, after he had told me about Q's ability, I knew it was from me.

"Don't be, it's okay. Just try not to pity yourself too much, okay? You're an agency member now, remember?" Dazai said, bringing me with him to his own apartment.

"But I can't control my ability, I thought it was meant to be able to help me.." I said softly, as Dazai smiled lightly, leading me to his room, and pulling out two pairs of pyjamas. One for me, and one for him.

"You'll just have to wait for that part, okay? I'll be in the next room if you need me. Have a shower if you want, I don't mind." Dazai smiled, closing the door.

I got changed quickly, staring at myself in the mirror. I looked like such a mess.

But I wouldn't pity myself. I would help the agency, get stronger, and get out of this mess.

Then, when the time was right, I would find him again...