1. I had a rough week at school. Like super rough you do not wanna know 

2. I have family issues and i am trying to resolve them on my own 

3. I have mental health issues which make me have episodes and freak out... worse case senario is i attack people 

4. I have three exams tomorrow- Monday 21st March 2016. Which depend on what collage i could go too

5. My girlfriend broke up with me and it killed me. We was so haply together but she used me and i can never forgive her for what she did.

6. I have been helping my mum sort her wedding things out. Same with my dad and his fiancé 

7. I found out my great nan Luck might not make it this year. So she could be dead before my 15th birthday

8. My life is just a general missery and i can never forgive myself for what i did to my body

9. I have been too busy to make new one- shots and i really feel useless and i feel as if you all get bored of them

10. I have frequent nightmares which terrify me a lot. Worse case senario is i do not eat sleep or drink for 2 days until i know i am safe. 

It is hard but i am pulling theough.

This is Megan Rebecca's story. I just wanna say I hope it all gets better soon. I'm sorry about your grandma. Your girlfriend doesn't deserve you. You deserve someone awesome. Your stories are incredible and you are an amazing writer. I know very few people who are happy with their bodies. I know what it feels like to feel useless because I feel like that too. We all have mental issues. Don't worry school is almost over and you can call me a friend if you need one. If you need help to solve your family issues I'm here if you need me. As for your mental issues have you thought about seeing the school counselor? I've thought about seeing mine but I'm trying to find the courage. Exams are easier when you don't stress about it. I have never worried about those or studied for them and I've always had an A average. You should try to see your parents' wedding as an escape. I have a friend who gets nightmares every night about loosing her loved ones. I used to get horrific nightmares every night since I was 6 until I was 12. They'll go away. Eventually. Slowly but they will. You'll make it through this.

Love y'all

- Valentina 💋