So...I am afraid of water

It started when I was 5

I was a smol ugly child.

My mother was a drunk woman

She took me to the river and said she was gonna teach me how to swim

I was crying and begging but she crazily stared and said,"Hold your breath~ im gonna count to three~"

" NO MOMMY NOO"

" 1"

"Mommy please"

"2"

And then I scream as she goes under at 2.

I breathed in so much water that day...

My father had to pump it out

Okay! Next story!

At the fucking river...again

I was 11.. On a floaty... I was taking a nap and woke up. The water was drifting me down the fucking current.. I almost gor lost but i hopped off my floaty and slammed into yhe water face first, breathing it in and hitting my head. It..was terrifying. I lost my balance and got swept away

My dad wasnt paying attention...i grab onto a rock and heave myself back to calm water. I start crying to my dad....and he laughs

Okay ABUSE TIME

I was
..12.

And...my uncle made us soup

He has ...bad anger issues...well...I was eating and asked for pepper

He gives me A SHIT TON

And I say its too spicy

He gets angry and slams my face into the bowl and bite my lip roughly on accident, tearing it open and blood and soup was all over me..

......more abuse

My uncle got angry and threw his glass coffee cup...at my head

I was burnt that day

And....once he sprayed my face with a jet water....