The winter had past in what seem to be a matter of minutes and everything went.. alright? I didn't get to badly injured so that's alright I guess..

'

He closes the door behind him and pins me against it in an instance.. wait.. maybe I should explain how I got here.

I was out on a date with some random girl, just to keep an eye on the man in front of me. He found out.. of course he did.. he always does. He had this mischievous look in his eyed and asked me to go with him and well.. I did.

My team approved, they wanted to see what he was going to do.
They want every single piece of information they can have now that the virus is close to being finished.
So after a few drinks and a walk around town we ended up where we are now, his house.

'Dammit Calum,' his eyes stare right in to mine, 'you make me crazy.'

Before I even can think about it I grap his collar and pull him down to my height. I give him the same stare getting lost in his eyes and pull him into a kiss.. which he totally takes over.. of course he does.

'Did you really need to do that Cal?' 'Cal?' I question because of the nickname. 'Just don't.. play with my feelings like this,' he mumbles before walking away.

I freeze in place for a few minutes before I decide to speak.

'Wait Levi,' I walk to the living room where I know he went to, 'what do you mean?'
'You can't just keep kissing me and acting this..' he looks me up and down, 'this.. nevermind.'
'Acting like what?' 'Innocent.'
'That's bullshit, you know I want you.'

I sigh and sit down next to him on the couch.

'Calum.. you were on a date..'
'Yes.. to keep an eye on you! I don't even like..' I stop myself from continue that sentence.
'You don't even like what?'
'Does it matter?' 'Calum?'
'I don't even like girls,' I mutter.
'I already knew that.. but suddenly you showed up with a girl.'

I move a bit closer to him.

'Are you jealous?' I ask carefully.
He crosses his arms and refuses to answer. 'Do I need to remind you that you were on a fucking date yourself?'
'Are you jealous?' He quotes me.
'Maybe I am.'

'Calum.. I have girls line up for me.. yet I want the one I can't have.' 'Who?'
'I swear..'

He pushes me down on the couch causing our faces to be just a few inches apart.

'You Calum.. I want you. You're different.. you just have this.. spark.. this thing that makes my mind go mental. The way you act.. the way you talk.. the way you move.. just everything is perfect,' he whispers.

'I'm far from perfect,' I respond.
'To me you aren't and I just can't deal with the fact that I can't have you.'
'I'm not an object,' I mumble.
'Yet everyone treats you like one.'
'They don't.'

'Cal,' he sighs, 'they do. They let you run around and do things they don't want to.. they even let you go with me tonight just for information.. they treat you like an object they can replace,' he carefully pushes my chin up, 'I should be the one doing that.'

'I fought against this so hard.. I bruised my hands while slamming holes in a wall.. telling myself it's just a stupid fase or something. But I can't deny it any longer.. I want you.'

His eyes seem to look hopeful.. like he's waiting for me to say something he wants to hear.

'Levi.. if you want me this bad,' I take a deep breath, 'you can have me.'
'Have you in which way?'
'Whatever you like or prefer.'

Am I really doing this? I can't believe I'm doing this.. why am I doing this?
I like him.. weirdly enough.
With everything going on right now, even though he's the main reason why, I need him.. I need love.. I need someone in my life and I know we can't be together so just let this night.. be the night we can put our work aside and just act like normal humans.

'For how long?'

His words pull me back to this world we live in.

'Until tomorrow, I will just tell them you locked me up or something like that. Let's set our jobs aside for tonight.' 'Cal you're crazy.'
'Maybe I am.. does it matter?' I ask.
'No.. I like it.'

Finally his lips meet mine again.

'We should watch a movie.' 'Wha?'
'Calum as much as I want you in my bed.. I'm not going to do anything until you ask me and show me you're ready for it.'

That's.. nice.. comforting really.

'So.. what are we watching?'

I receive a smirk as he turns on his tv.

'We should watch a horrible superhero movie, see just how unrealistic it is and laugh at it.'

I roll my eyes.

We're probably half way through the movie when I move closer to him.

He glances at me to see what I'm doing.

'Are you tired?' 'No.'

He shakes his head and put his arm up so I can sneak underneath it.

'You're adorable Cal.'
'Shh.. I'm watching a movie.'
'No you're not, you've been gazing at me for around ten minutes now.'

I quickly look away to avoid his eyes.

'Dammit Calum,' he mumbles. 'Hm?'
'Don't be embarrassed Cal.'

He pushes my head back and places his hand underneath my chin pushing that up as well.

'We have until tomorrow so there's no time to be embarrassed Cal.'

I don't even hear what he says after that.. I'm getting mesmerized by his eyes.

'Cal? Calum?' 'Hm?' I respond.
'Should I just turn off the movie?'
'I guess yea.. maybe we should go to bed.' 'Sure.. suddenly tired?' 'No.'

'Want to sleep in the same bed as me or?' 'That's fine.'

'Do you have something for me to sleep in?' I ask once we reach the bedroom.
'Probably.. what do you usually wear?' 'Just my boxers,' I mumble.
'So you're that type of guy.'
'Don't judge me!' 'I'm not.'

'Here.' He throws a shirt at me.

While changing I suddenly feel a pair of hands on my hips.

'L..Levi?' 'Shh.. don't worry, I'm not doing anything until you want me to.'

'Well.. maybe I want you to,' I mumble after a while.
'Yea? You're not scared or anything?'
'Why would I be scared?'
'I'm the enemy and besides you're a v.. nevermind.' 'I'm what?' 'A virgin.'
'H..how do you know?'
'The first time you kissed me you mumbled something about it being your first real kiss, so I just.. you know.. know.'

'Oh.' 'Don't worry.. I'll go easy on you.'
'That's the complete opposite of your threats.' 'Darling this isn't work.. we're just two normal guys now.'

'Are you sur..' I cut him off by giving him a kiss. 'I am.'

He kisses me back and quickly the kiss becomes more passionate.

My hands have a tight hold on his shirt as I keep trying to pull him closer and closer and even closer to me. I don't know why I do it.. I just do it. I feel like I will lose him if I don't.

I feel how he takes it off and tosses it aside.

'N..no no.' 'What's wrong?'
'I.. I want you closer.'
'I'm not going to leave Cal, don't worry,' he tucks my hair behinds my ear, 'I would hate myself if I did.'

He moves us to the bed and lightly pushes me onto it. He pins me down by placing his knees on either side of my hips.

He looks at me from top to bottom.

'Damn you're perfect.' 'I'm not.'
'Shh.'

His hands follow my curves and slightly afterwards his lips trail my body making me shiver by ever single touch.

He stops when he's at the edge of my boxers at moves his head up again.
Taking another look at my body.

'Calum the scars you have.. did I do that?' 'Some,' I answer honestly.
'I'm sorry.'
'We shouldn't worry about it.. not now.'
'You're right, sorry, I just noticed them.'

And well.. things happen.. things we shouldn't do.