Hi so first off I can't do it anymore. The hatred of a friend, I need her to see i'm souring with out her so i'm making a book to her. Why u may ask because I can't live life without a friend by my side. I'm sorry I try to keep it together but I can't do it anymore I need to show her I care. But she just doesn't see how much I need her, care about her. I'm sorry I can't do it anymore. I just want my best friend back. *CRY'S* I just need her to understand, how hard it is. I'm sorry for everything.