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Chapter:62
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*Author's POV*

It has been a week from the time she gets to know about her baby's condition... She has to give her final decision today about whether she wants to keep the baby or abort it... She has an answer, but honestly, she is still clueless; she isn't sure... No mother, wants to get rid of her child but her habit of taking decisions emotionally have mostly cost her loss... She didn't want to bring a life in this world and give her a lifetime of suffering but she also didn't want to kill a life without giving her the chance of happiness... She has kept her in womb for 7 months and she has fought for her every single day; she can't just give her up but she also has Sam, can she alone raise her without compromising Sam's happiness? There are a lot of questions, a lot of confusion, a lot of doubts what if she chooses the wrong? What if the decision she is just going to take, isn't the right one? What if she regrets it for rest of her life? She has no clue how to choose right in such situation and neither do I know, actually no one really knows what to do- whether kill your child in your womb or give him/her birth to let him/her die every single day of their limited life... But there is one thing I know that none of those options are wrong, one cannot be called a bad mother to abort their child in this situation and neither can she be called a bad mother if she takes the chance and bring that child into this world... Like you can't blame anyone of them, can you?

*On call*

Avni: Hello...

Sid: Hii, I was wondering if you and Sam would like to go to watch the new animated movie in the evening... Anaya could really use an outing and Sam could be a nice company...  

Avni: Um-I am actually busy today; I have some appointment with doctor...

Sid: Doctor? Is everything okay?

Avni: Ya, ya umm- it's just some physical therapy, my-my back kinda hurts a lot...

Sid: Oh okay, no worries, take care...

Avni: Um- would you mind, taking Sam with you?

Sid: I won't mind at all... So, I will come to pick him up at 4?

Avni: Ya, sure...

Sid: Okay, I will be there at 4, take care, bye...

Avni: Bye... 

*Call ends*

 -- At 4 in evening--

Samneet were waiting for Sidnaya outside their appeared, when they arrived... Anaya was still in the car and Sid, got down to meet Avni and take Sam...
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Sid: Hi, Sam...

Sam: Hello, Sid uncle...

Sid: App car mein betho mein aya...
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And he went to the car...
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Sid: Hii, kese hai?

Avni: I am good, what about you? I heard you were called in the school...

Sid: Yes, my and Anushka's separation has affected her more than I thought... She has been very dull and sad and stressed about all of it... 

Avni: Oh...

Sid: Ya, I was so engrossed within myself that I ignored her but I will make sure I won't repeat that I... I am trying to spend as much time as I could with her and trying to be considerate about her feelings...

Avni: I can totally feel that, even I feel sometimes if I am way too busy with myself and am ignoring his needs but he understands, he is actually happy that I am not with Riyaz anymore... Sam literally hates him...

Sid: I have told her that her mother married another guy...

Avni: What? How did she take that?

Sid: Honestly, I think she doesn't know how to feel... She just wants Anushka to spend some time with her, she has somehow accepted that she can't have that happy family again, which hurts but that is the truth...

Avni: I don't know what these poor souls have done to get this pain... 

Sid: Same, she is the most beautiful thing of my and Anushka's marriage but also sometime I can't help but wish we didn't have her, at least our mistakes wouldn't affect an innocent soul... It is better to not have a child then having them it and seeing them suffer...
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And Avni couldn't help but think about his statement deeply...
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Sid: We shall leave now, otherwise we will miss the show...

Avni: Ya, bye...

Sid: Bye...
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And as he was about to turn and go, he saw a black car standing at distance...
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Sid: Isn't that Riyaz's car? 

Avni: No-no it isn't...

Sid: MH 9081, it is his car... I think he is stalking you...

Avni: NO, no actually he is taking me to the doctor... Sam gets mad seeing him around me, so he is waiting for Sam to leave...

Sid: But why are you going with him?

Avni: Because-because I didn't want to go alone and he offered to company me...

Sid: I can take you or even Vaish bhabhi wouldn't mind going with you...

Avni: No, I am good... He will take me...

Sid: Are you sure? Is he forcing you or something? 

Avni: No, you are just overthinking... He just offered to help... 

Sid: I am not getting good vibes from this...

Avni: Don't worry, I am fine... Go, otherwise you will miss the show... Plus, I am getting late for the appointment...

Sid: Are you sure?

Avni: Ya, I am sure... Go...

Sid: Okay, but call me if you need anything or I will just call to check in...

Avni: No, I will call if I need anything...

Sid: You, sure?

Avni: Ya, ya... 
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And even if he doesn't want to leave her with Riyaz, he has to go because it is not his decision to take...  
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EOC

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