I held on the rope
You were using to
pull me up with.
I was being lifted up
And up again,
Until I was so close to
Being set free from
Excruciating suffocation.
But it's when you
saw me smile wide,
That you decided
happiness and serenity
Aren't what I deserve.
So, you let the rope go
And you left me fall
Along with it into
Infinite cipher.