Hey everyone..its me Hajime. I know ive been long gone and I dared coming back. I rlly want u guys to know I rlly missed u guys and I wish things will be how things were before. I vowed to never come back to the internet but here I am.

I've hurt alot of ppl when I decided to leave. I shouldnt have pushed ppl away. All of u guys were just trying to help me. I was wrong...I'm so sorry.

If you're wondering where I've been...I've been in and out of psychiathric wards for the last 6 months. My psychiathrist has changed my diagnosis from Bipolar Disorder to Paranoid Schizophrenia. Yes...I deal with hallucinations and delusions alot.

These past 6 months a teached me alot. I learned how to manage my emotions, anger management and how to love and treat ppl the right way.

If I left u hanging, wether it'd be from pms, discord dms and such, please forgive me. If u can't forgive me its fine, I just want to apologize to u.

Anyways thank you for reading this. I hope it clears up some things.

If u have any questions please ask me in the comments. I'll do my best to answer them.