A/N hello and continue to read 😛

  
   Y/N's POV

   Again. He's at it again. Chen. I know I'm ugly I know I'm worthless and unpopular. But do people have to constantly remind me of that?

   I do have one friend. Sort of. His names Chen. I used to call him Jongdae, but as the years went by I slowly just called him by that fake name of his, as he and I went from best friends to just friends or simply acquaintances.

  Time skip by YEHET

   It was lunch and I sat with Jongd- Chen. But, when I sat down next to him he was laughing and said, "Y/n turn around." And I did. Why I believed him, I don't know.

   Mabye because it was the fact that I loved him, or mabye I was just stupid.

   When I turned around, a bucket of dirty water splashed on me and kids then threw their food on me laughing at me and taking pictures. "Hey Fatty!" "Looking at you I wonder how you breathe!" "Go die!"

   The students began hurling those comments yet again, but suddenly a voice that I loved spoke up.

   "Y/n. Don't listen to them, listen to me." Chen spoke up. I felt so happy at thta moment. Chen finally would defend or try to support me.

   "Your not ugly. Your not fat."

   "You know why?"

    ...........

   "BECAUSE YOUR HIDEOUS AND HUMONGOUS!!! Hahahahahaha!" Chen shouted loud enough for everyone to hear.

    Why. What did I do to deserve this?

   "Go die" mabye I will. Maybe I should.

   I slowly stood up from the ground where I sat because of the several impacts of objects thrown at me.

   I was crying silently with endless tears sliding down my face.

   If this is the only way to make you guys happy. If this is the only escape. If this will make Chen happy. Then I'll do it. I'll go and make all of us happy.

   "Fine" I whispered.

   "Y/n?" Chen asked me.

   I slowly backed away from everybody and walked to the door. I turned away and ran out as fast as I can.

   "Y/N!" Chen shouted.

   "That was a joke, please come back!"

   The only joke here is me hoping that someone could love me.

   I found a bridge. Good.

   I jumped.

   The last thing I heard was "Y/N!!! NOOO!!! COME BACK! SOMEONE CALL THE POLICE!"

   Darkness. I'm there. I'm finally dead. I'm free.